Her Mind
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Posted:Apr 15, 2011 8:25 am
Last Updated:May 30, 2011 8:42 pm 104521 Views
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For years I know her!
Since I joined this site!
For ages I sailed into her mind, trying to understand!
For decades I put my spirit aside, neglected my reason, and denied my feelings trying to be a "third" person, in order to explore her reality, invade her brain, and at times, I admit that I was so excited by the thought of her mind!
The reluctant decent man in me, was always the obstacle!
At time, I knew she needed longer time to be ready to listen! And I thought I were the one having an ocean of patience for her! Yet, I admit now, that women do not mean what they say now!
My fault was, I did not read between the lines!
and instead of attacking her big walled castle, and demolishing all the walls between us, I played the role of the noble gentleman!
Women do not always mean literally what they say at times, specially when it comes to their feeling and desires!
It is not because they lie or not honest, but the "" in them makes them eager to see the utmost in us men!
How many times, and in how many occasions, a beautiful love story see its end in no time, just because we men, don't know how the language of the "" in them!
And only the dark nights know their truth, witnessing the shower of their tears!
Whereas, we, men, hurry back to our caves, creating poems for an imaginary lost lovers instead of letting our horses invade their loneliness!
Women remain, our source of inspiration, and our great obstacle when we fail to understand!!
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Inspiration!
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Posted:Apr 13, 2011 4:03 am
Last Updated:Apr 14, 2011 7:40 pm 100789 Views
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You wont know how it feels being in love, unless you are really in love!
and there comes the difference between having sex and making love!
exactly like you wont know how sweet those lips can be, unless you kiss them!
That is the inspiration, a writer always need to be creative!
it is not enough to smell, but should taste!!
Therefore, I totally understand it when some well known creative writers stop or pause their work!
Inspiration, We need it in order to see things with their original colors!
and we need it in order to explore the real taste of things!
we need it in order to explain it, when our hearts beat differently!
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Blue Land, Green Sky!
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Posted:Apr 7, 2011 4:44 pm
Last Updated:Apr 30, 2011 4:41 pm 104812 Views
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I miss this corner!
I mean blogland!
and i miss all my bloglanders!
that is what brought me back to greet every one of you!
I just came back home from a week vacation spent in Casablanca!
and yes! I enjoyed it to the fullest if that is what u gonna ask me! 
one of the first things i did when i went back to my net world, is checking the bloglqand!
only now i noticed, no matter how this blogland can be annoying sometimes and full of ups and downs, we, those who poured their souls in so many occasions here, can never hide the feeling of missing this part of our lives!
it was so boring at times!
and it was so messy at other times!
no matter what, and even if it reached a point that made us see its sky looks green and its land looks blue, we still miss to be back at times, to be again part of its crowd!
i am happy to print a kiss on every friend forehead here, again, wishing u a very happy weekend in advance! 
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River Of Love!
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Posted:Jan 4, 2011 6:23 am
Last Updated:Apr 30, 2011 4:50 pm 101170 Views
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I can be your river of love!
I can be an ocean of patience for you!
I can make your dreams come true!
I can heals the wounds that were open all years through!
I can be your Summer cloud
I can be your Winter sunny days
If just in a little phrase,
You promise to be YOU!
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Resolutions!
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Posted:Jan 2, 2011 5:05 am
Last Updated:Apr 13, 2011 4:59 pm 101494 Views
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We don't need a new year to make resolutions!
Resolutions can be made any minute, when time is ripe for them to be made!
The most important thing is be very sure, that your resolution is right, and it is made in the right time. And if it is concerning or involving other people, to be very sure they are the right people!
One of the resolutions people tend to make, is "falling in love"!
or "getting married"!
That keeps me wondering if falling in love needs a certain timing?!
or, does love have a special time of the year when it knocks our hearts?!!
"Getting married" over the net!
Those meeting on line, pretending being in love, and making big resolutions as to get married on a certain dates, even before they meet the other parties of that said love stories!!
It is astonishing to believe that there are people who still think that way!
Real love wouldn't really happen before the two parties meet physically!
and marriage wont be successful without the two parties explore their future together!
But so many of our friends still dream on FFF thinking they will walk the aisle soon along with someone they never seen, touched or physically felt!
Like a Summer cloud, soon that love story evaporates, because of so many not logical reasons in the first place!
Then they come to blame to Filipino Friend Finder!
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Last Hours IN 2010 Life!
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Posted:Dec 31, 2010 2:51 am
Last Updated:Jan 2, 2011 6:32 am 100958 Views
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It is gone!
last breath!
whether is it good or bad, it is gone!
some of us may like it and remember it according to what good things happened to him/her during the year!
Others, might be happy to see the last breath of it!
the good thing about it leaving, that it is telling us that a new year is approaching in few hours!
Human beings keen to be wishful and hopeful!
So we have our hopes for a better year!
and our wished keep coming with every new year, whether some of them are accomplished or not!
that is the nature of human beings!
as long as they believe God is there, they never give up!
I did not blog for some months!
but it is good moment now to blog again, and to wish my friends all the best for the new year!
It is a good opportunity to wish you all the best of 2011.
May all your wishes be fulfilled and u accomplish something in life, and all your dreams come true!
God bless you all my friends 
I love you all.
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Wherever You Are!
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Posted:Oct 26, 2010 5:09 pm
Last Updated:Dec 31, 2010 2:40 am 101722 Views
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Good morning friends..
good morning birds,
good morning butterflies
good morning happy souls all over the globe!
God be with sailors fighting the wind trends!
God be with those making their ways above the clouds!
God be with all bleeding wounds
God bless all the sad souls
God help all the roaming spirits!
God help all the lonely ones!
I pray for you
wherever you are, whatever you are doing my friends!
I think of you
no matter how far you are
no matter the distance appear to be long
no matter how meeting you appear to be hard!
I dream of you
no matter how this night is dark
no matter how nights seem to be long
no matter how dawn looks to be slow
because
you are always in my thought
and forever you are
in my heart!
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INSPIRATION
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Posted:Oct 20, 2010 4:30 pm
Last Updated:Oct 23, 2010 4:40 am 101353 Views
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Yes. that is the word i was looking for to diagnose my situation!
my situation in simple words, I no more can write!
no more can blog
no more can comment!
and when i try to do so, it is like squeezing my brain, and forcing my heart to beat differently!
Not only that, but..
I feel I can't concentrate!
always dreamy! i mean day dreamy!
As soon as I start my car to head somewhere, I forget where i intended to go! lol
when people call me, I tell them that I will come back to them and call back, but I rarely do.
Recently, i bought lots of clothes, but still wearing the old ones!
made 2 different trips during weekends, but they weren't a real change!
If i am awake, I never feel sleepy!
And when I sleep, I never want to wake up.
I hardly drink, but sometimes i wish i were drunk!
I have so many friends!
specially women.
women of different ages! from 18 to more than 60.
most of them are so special to me!
some of them are so closed to me!
but even with them, among them, while talking to them, and throughout the time i spend caming with them, teasing them, laughing with them, winking at them, reaching out for them,,,
still there is something missing!
I don't feel I am inspired!
I don't feel the real love that can shake the entire me!
I long for the love that can inspire me!
I miss the love feeling that used to make me feel as if i were possessing the sun, stars and the moon!
I miss the love wings that used to make me fly so high! higher than the any sky and enable me to touch the north Pole with one hand and the southern Pole with the other at the same time!
I miss gazing into a woman eyes so that I see all the beauty on earth there deep in her eyes!
I miss touching the lips of the woman which can make melt, and more a bit!
I miss the moment when i used to travel into discovering a woman's body features, with all its hills, valleys, flat ground, mountains, silky roads, little rivers that run eternally and endlessly!
I admit, it is not easy.
and i am not that easy!
and may be nothing should be easy!!
but at the very end, some candle light must be lit to show me the way! I am not blind, but I really can't see!
for a moment i thought it was you!
or her..
or even her shadow that visited me after the middle of the night while i was cursing my loneliness!
it is not just a matter of body!
and it is not the mechanical process that most guys spend so much time thinking of!!
it is the woman who got her brain combined together with her heart, in order to explode the volcano under my feet!!
that is the woman who will inspire me, and put every thing in order again!
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A Piece Of Art From Our Past
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Posted:Oct 9, 2010 4:45 am
Last Updated:Oct 10, 2010 5:27 pm 102981 Views
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long ago,
that no human memory can recall,
a gypsy girl sat her butts on a mud
for a rest!
she thought it was the best!
because she forget her roots for a while,
soon enough,
when she faced her reality,
she rebelled again!
against that vain,
she killed her sane!
biting her lower lip,
painted her face red,
and walked on her pain
'cause a gypsy spirit,
can't accept
less than a sky, a limit
and a gypsy boy
digging his cave in the jungle
for her to mingle!
seduce her mind,
induce her pride
for long she linger
to be touched,
from toe to finger
but "they" don't comprehend
when a gypsy girl
don't look at them,
but beyond!
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Our Angels
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Posted:Oct 6, 2010 4:49 pm
Last Updated:Oct 10, 2010 4:47 pm 102719 Views
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We, men, whenever we finish a hard long day of work, we smile as we are in our way back home, because each of us has an angel, waiting for him!
And when we travel, we feel excited, because to some of us, there is an angel waiting for them, and to some others, there are some angels praying for them!
some of us, men, who didn't find their angels yet, sleep only to dream of their angels knocking the gates of their hearts someday soon!
Other men live in an ultimate sadness, since their angels gone to heaven, and they count the days to follow them, so that they can have their eternal meeting in their paradise!!
Those who do not see women as men's angels, are some poor souls ever since their spirits twinned with devils, that only showed them the gate of hell in life and eternity!!
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