It is an attempt to explore, pour my soul, free my spirit and squeeze my heart, to highlight brotherhood of man, and to purify true love, the common human language for all! [/I]
We started from the very end walked back ward and called a sweetheart just a friend! we sailed anti-clock wise without a thought or stop as if we can make the river go from bottom to top! or make the ground showers the sky with raindrop! we learned the eyes language before our tongues talk and we made the baby right after birth walk we touched each other's soul without giving the body any role! and when we met she trembled and sweat she made all the excuses to run a way just when i thought she would sit the truth scared her and puzzled me and she wont be back to my nest unless she materialize what she felt!
I dare not wake her up so deep in her sleep her beats pulling her heart down and again pushing up! her eyelash shaded her rainbow colored eye I couldn't wish for more or even ask why! just wished I were the a summer cloud to cover her beauty and whisper loud women lips are sensitive to a man breath so, I just kissed the eyelash, wishing i could go further underneath but a man pride always interfere to put of the human desires, no matter how it was sever! I spent the slow time in wonder, am I a shy lover or is it the calmness priors the thunder!!
While I was reading the las entry of my friend Bellezia, about her personal life, and was thinking how much of her day life, her work is taking, then all her (night) home life is given to her son (lilman) as she loves to call him, I started thinking, whether these great single mothers are really "available" for a relationship and commitment or not! What does a woman have of a time, caring or even any sort of attention she gives to any other man when all her daily life is busy with her work, and then all what comes after is devoted to her kid/kids? then again, what if she felling love with someone who can only accept to have her relocated to him, as a result of his work and life circumstances?!! Some women may say w can arrange it for our kids to stay somewhere with their grand folks or some relatives, but then it is another way of struggling for the mother who left her kid to settle with a man who supposed to be a lover, husband and a friend! Many questions will be filling her little brain thinking what if ....and what if so!! This eventually make me wonder if single mothers are really available to be involved in a serious relationship with a guy who supposed to be a new comer knocking her their private life's door at the middle of the night!
Whether it is in a war, whether it is civilian, whether it is a terrorist act, whether it is just an ordinary crime, I do condemn all shapes and forms of killing, and losing the human lives, no matter how the killer can be smart in showing his reasonable motivations to kill! Nothing on earth can be equal to the value of a human life! And thus, human beings are born to live, not to be killed! Lives were found to rise, not to be buried! human eyes were created to see the light, not to be filled with some sand! nothing uglier than killers except the smell of death its self! Kids still innocent enough to laugh even for their killers! Lovers fill the space and place singing for love, so, don't confiscate their lives and leave their sweethearts in black for the rest of their lives! There is enough space on earth for every body, and yet, there is nothing, and there will never be an excuse to kill!
I was hesitating to write this blog because I am not very sure about it yet! But if it works well, it will be amazing how save millions of people lives! It is some wild herbs grows in a certain area in Jordan, that Bedouin people used to give it to their ill people and they recover! As I heard of it, I drove to that hilly area 300 km outside Amman the capital and met with one of the Bedouin people who supposed to be a herbal expert! He told me about some cases that he knew himself, some of them were diabetes with over 580 and it went down to be stable at the rate of 130 in 20 days. Some other cases who had a cancer and were on chemicals at the hospital, have stopped chemical medicine and totally recovered in 40 days! I have bought 3 full bags of the herbs for diabetes (sugary) and brought them home, after he described to me how to use them by those who are gonna try them! I have 2 relative who suffer diabetes and starting from tomorrow, I will apply this herbs on them! hopefully in 20 days they will recover! In case this happened, I am thinking of the best way how to spread it world wide without having any headaches of those who are going to be against it because their interests might be affected! It is well known, that we have in Jordan so many herbs that can be prescribed for a big variety of illnesses, but since diabetes and cancer are the most dangerous diseases, I feel obliged to do something positive about it! any advices, or suggestion?
You never experienced yet, but you linger and wait for it, spending the whole life is really worth it, the river that cross our hearts unexpectedly, the battle that make us surrender willingly, the feeling merging us into us, the best dawn to come, the sunbeam going through our arteries, the bless given to us eternally, the power driving us towards each other whenever the distance is enlarging, the voice coming from within, the whisper that sound differently, the echo that tickles amazingly, our world which looks differently, pouring my soul in your tiny hands gently, the legend lived inspiringly, the truth, the whole truth that will bring ur reason back to you, no matter how aggressive can be your insanity!
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