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mapalad ....

As I see you walking down the hall
I imagine you and me standing tall
It's everything about you... I can't explain
You are truly beautiful in every way

When I think of the fun we could have
I realize it will never happen, I get oh so sad
I wish I could have you for my own
But I know you want the others, which is why I let you go

Someday, maybe, you and me might be
An idol like the others who were chosen before me
I pray every night... someday you might see
You are my secret love, a secret is all it will ever be

Hard To Find
Posted:Mar 11, 2007 10:59 am
Last Updated:May 9, 2024 12:59 pm
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True love is hard to find
Look in your heart and also your mind
Don't forget to travel far
It may not be wherever you are

Look from here to there
Possibly look everywhere
But, when you stop
That's when your heart flip-flops

When it finally comes around
Whatever you do, don't turn it down
It only comes but once in a lifetime
And is gone as quick as a clock chime

Don't let it pass you by
Just give it a try
So open your heart and let it in
And let your life begin again.

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Remember
Posted:Mar 11, 2007 5:58 am
Last Updated:Sep 28, 2008 6:16 am
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My defenition of love,
Is the times we had together,
Never stopping to try to impress one and other,
Your beauty and mystery, never ending,
My love for you, ever growing,
And as it all came crashing down,
My broken heart knew,
It would never love someone so truely, ever again,
All I hope is that you,
Remember.

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Choices
Posted:Mar 9, 2007 1:10 pm
Last Updated:Aug 6, 2008 4:25 pm
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A path set into motion before thought was given
Two paths become one, by heart's love driven
A promise made to vow their bond strong
A new journey starts, both invigorating and long
Years go by and paths start to stray
Two separate paths appear, each going their own way

Unfamiliar steps are taken down roads less traveled
New relationships are formed, unique bonds unraveled
Memories of past travels become more distant
Fond recollections created with each new incident
With each passing voyage comes the probability of
Crossing old paths long since forgotten

Now here I stand, looking out
Wondering where to go,
Wondering what it's all about
At the crossroads in life you're faced
With what path to choose and which to replace
Did I stray from the right, was I led down the wrong,
Is the place I'm at now where I really belong
A step not taken is now long overdue,
A question unanswered, what should I do?
A coined flip would resolve this one best
Let fate decide, and I'll do the rest...

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IT COULD BE FOREVER
Posted:Mar 8, 2007 12:59 pm
Last Updated:Jun 21, 2008 9:40 am
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Sorry, for the way I stare
Forgive me, for the way I think of you
Pardon me, for dreaming all about you
And do understand, the way I love you

If you just knew what it is like this way
I shiver when you're near
I stare at you just to seize the day
I act so strange if you're around
I feel my heart smile when I see you
I brag endlessly uttering words about you
And I'd be hurt just the thought you can't be mine

If you just knew how long I've been hiding
The secret of my affection, admiration I have
I never want you to notice
That I'm simply falling in love
But I hate the way I feel this pain
The pain, the fear of not wanting you to know
Or even just to give you a single clue
For I fear to face rejection and humiliation

If I'd think about how I acted when you're near
I think I'm going to regret those things
Coz I assume I got lost that moment
Trembling, gasping for what to do and say
If I just knew how to be myself with you
If only I knew what's in your mind
Then, I didn't have to act someone else

If tomorrow comes that you'd learn
The way I see you, the way I feel for you
Please...I never want you to turn away
Let me love the sight of you

I'm really glad to have found you
I confess, that it hurts so bad falling for you
I can never grace my heart way to you

I guess I have to stay this way
With your presence so heart away
I'd be unnoticed, unseen and unloved by you

I do hope it's alright
If I'd be loving you silently
You don't have to worry
I have nothing to ask for
Although I know it can't be
Just let me be this way
Maybe for a while, for a moment
Or maybe it could be forever.

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Tomorrow
Posted:Mar 6, 2007 4:54 pm
Last Updated:Nov 12, 2008 5:06 pm
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Tomorrow a new day will begin to shine forth
As the flowers that bloom in the month of May.
This may not have been your best day,
But tomorrow, you can rest assured,
True love will come your way.

No matter what this day brought forth,
Always remember that tomorrow will bring another day,
To begin over, to finally feel within your soul
The gift of love to open your heart's door
Hoping that love will come in to stay.

Don't give up, just as sure as the sun shines,
Someone will come along who will boggle your mind.
Never give up on your dreams
Because one day they will come true for you,
Never let go of your faith, it will surely see you through.

Keep in your heart the hope of being able to find
That love which will filled your heart with joy,
Remembering that you are
A human being, you are real,
And your heart is not a toy.

Tomorrow brings with it an new anticipation of life,
A new outlook and so much more.
Someone will come who will unlock your heart's door,
Finally letting you see and feel what so many have felt before,
Happiness and the gift of love and so much more.

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In Search Of You . . . . . . .
Posted:Mar 4, 2007 7:42 pm
Last Updated:Sep 28, 2008 6:17 am
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At times in life, when I stop distressed,
To find my wounds, lying undressed;
And pain is all that I can feel,
With no one around, to get me to heal.

At times in life, when I do tire,
Whose company do I admire?
I search in vain, for a lap to lie,
If not that, just a shoulder to cry.

At times in life, whom do I blame?
When fate plays a nasty game.
Best friends turn bitter foes,
And leave behind a string of throes.

At times in life, when everything's good,
I'm enjoying good wine and delicious food.
Just when I have, forgotten to cry,
With whom do I share this ample joy?

At times in life, when I'm trudging along,
With no one to whom I can belong;
I need nothing, but love that's true,
Which is why I am, in search of you!

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Somebody New. . . . . . .
Posted:Mar 3, 2007 11:35 am
Last Updated:Aug 22, 2008 12:48 pm
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Time without her passes by slowly
My life feels so empty
I'm not used to being so lonely
She was a huge part of me

I feel so incomplete
I've been torn in two
My life no longer sweet
But what can I do

She chose to go his way
So I must go mine
I know there will be a day
When everything will be fine

What's done is done
There's nothing to do
I need to move on
Find somebody new

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So sorrow was my comfort . . . . .
Posted:Mar 2, 2007 1:05 pm
Last Updated:Nov 30, 2008 9:13 am
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So sorrow was my comfort
And tears were my best friend
And I slowly came to realize
That our love is at an end

It's been some time since that day
I've found my smile once more
I've gone on with my living
I've learned to love once more

I often sit and wonder
How things could really be
But then I come to realize
That you weren't meant for me.

I thank you for the good times
And yes, even the bad
I think that I still love you
But the love's just not like "that."

I'm grateful for the smiles
The arguments and tears
You made me a stronger person
So thank you for the year.

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Try That For Love
Posted:Feb 28, 2007 5:00 pm
Last Updated:Aug 10, 2008 9:00 am
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I see couples holding hands-
You can see they care for one another.
See it in their eyes, the way they speak.
It's a moment of love.

I see fathers talking to their daughters
The way they smile their biggest smiles without ever knowing.
You can hear in their voice that there's no one else they'd rather be with.
That's a moment of love.

I see brothers playin' basketball
Fighting and yelling but having a blast
You watch them when the game is over- they hug and smile.
There is love.

You see a woman and her dog
It sits beside her all her life.
It loves and cares more than any person ever could.
Undying love.

A friend in need of a soul to hold
Looks to their friends with unshielded hopes
They know they're heard and cared for.
That's a love.

I look at myself in the mirror each day
And when I feel the world has got me down
I know I'm strong, smart, and I care-
Try that for love.

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Missed my Ego
Posted:Feb 27, 2007 8:19 pm
Last Updated:Aug 6, 2008 4:30 pm
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I see you......
in every lovely creativity of nature
I hear you.....
in every sweet harmony
I visualise you
in all beautiful sights and sounds.....
I remember you
in every silly emotion.....

your breath is felt.....
like the warmth of ur clasp in mine
your voice echoes.....
like the ring of the temple bells
your thoughts fill all my senses...........!!!

as your grace is felt.....
on my sleeping mind
as your touch is felt.....
on my closed eyelids
your actions speak......
the language of love and affection
your words boggle my mind.....
like the rivulet passing on crazily
you see me through.....
like the gaze of the silent sculpture

how come you are made in this world
so wonderful and marvellous........!!!
blessed would I be to be with 'U'

but a curse upon fate which made me 'so'
which made me to miss U so terribly now
......forever

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