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drunken_angel 38F
455 posts
6/27/2005 5:39 am

Last Read:
3/5/2006 9:28 pm

I am a Bitternut..

huwaaaa! nabibitter ako!

Maybe its the nagging feeling of incompleteness that's eating away at me. Whenever i get stressed at school, I have no one to talk to, no one to hug me and make me feel better. Of course, I have my friends. Its a given. I'm practically married to them spiritually. But sometimes, i need to connect with a real person, a real man to call my own. haaay... i dont know.

I'm in no rush to fall in love. If it comes, it comes. its just that sometimes, I wish it (or he) will arrive sooner.

Its not that I'm not happy. I am. But I know how it feels to fall in love and be loved in return, and for me, its happier. Just the thought of sharing everything together makes my heart melt.

I saw some of my past facing their future with their present. They look so satisfied and worry- free. I, on the other hand, have been stuck in this rut for what seems like a lifetime. I dont feel jealous of them, just envious. I wish I had moved on faster than i did. Then maybe, just maybe, im experiencing the same happiness like they do right now.

Or maybe not.

Ah, ewan. basta. bitter ako. got to go to sleep and think of sheep of New Zealand. May pasok pa ako tomorrow.


Tutti_Fruity 54M

6/27/2005 7:19 am

growing pains my dear.... just relax and take it easy...... there are things that takes time and one of them is true love...... just collect as many friends as you can for the best possibility of finding your true mate is through your friends. but if ever one day thaty man comes into your life out of nowhere, better be prepared by not having too many worthless relationships that hinders you from recognizing the right one.


Tutti_Fruity 54M

6/27/2005 7:21 am

medyo behave na mga comments ko pati sa EY. hehehehye sa Filipino FriendFinder na lang mga wild articles


drunken_angel 38F
430 posts
6/27/2005 2:39 pm

hey thank's... oo nga pansin ko behave na comments mo... apektado..? aahahahaaa.. joke...


super_kulit 45M

7/1/2005 3:03 pm

Sino ba kasi sa amin este sa kanila ang napipisil mo? Sa dami kasi di ka makapag-decide, LOL. Ingat ka na lang.


drunken_angel 38F
430 posts
7/1/2005 3:37 pm

ahahaha... kaw talaga Justin... ang kulit mo...