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whichever way you go... I go the opposite..

Thank you
Posted:Jul 4, 2006 5:49 pm
Last Updated:Jul 8, 2006 4:17 pm
I’ve been wondering around when I find myself setting in a bench alone and no one to talk to. I look around and roam my eyes in the endless desert as far as my eyes can achieve. I reflect a moment and said to me, “what a darn life would it be without someone besides you.” I look back the memories I had in my gray matter (actually I have green) and just telling me, “my granny was right, in the end you’ll be on your own. No friends, nothing, just simply you, and you alone.” Soon enough after the special occasions has ended some of your friends will have their own life and family. Few will be there and in the end it would turn to nothing but your special someone. The friend, the grandmother, and the companion of your life that you had chose (if things will work out as you have expected it).

The companion that you chose which give meaning to your existence. Someone that gives glow in the darkest hour of your lifetime. The one that gives you hope when everybody gives up on you. The one that prays for your safety and fulfillment or success rather than her/his self. The one that’s think of you first rather than his/her. The pair of the slippers in your journey in this so called life. The one who made your dreams walk in this earth. You may say it’s so selfish but that’s love. Sacrifice is the greatest virtue of love. You’d die to give life. It will not become selfish if you know how to reciprocate and appreciate that love.

“Simple things means a lot” but sometimes little things are commonly ignored and being look upon when its already gone and you can’t even say your thank. Simple things that money can’t buy but brought happiness if being look upon. A simple smile in a worse day, a simple kiss which brought warm in a stressful work, someone you knows who listen from dawn till dusk just for you to release those burden when nobody care, the one who appreciate your work when no one seems to notice, the one who ask your day because they care, the glimpse from the other side of the room just to check if your ok, the one who holds your hand across the street which tells you “I’m here and your safe”, the one who wish to watch you over while your sleeping.

When is the last time we saw this things with those people around us? Have you said thank you for it? When is the last time you say “I love you” that tears simple slipped by without you knowing it because you really mean the phrase. It’s not that late, you still have time. If not now, then when? When it was too late for us to return the favor, when they can’t hear us anymore, when they are all fed up and wants to leave for they are being ignored besides those sacrifices they had made? You should be happy right now for you have someone besides you in your bench. The bench that was made for two.
Posted:Jun 27, 2006 2:51 am
Last Updated:Jul 4, 2006 5:39 pm

The answer we find
are never what we had in mind
so we make it up as we go along
I won't mention tomorrow
and we wont make those promises
that we cant keep

I will never leave you
I will not let you down

The beauty of being human
Posted:Jun 27, 2006 1:22 am
Last Updated:Jun 27, 2006 1:24 am
Have you ever experienced a time in your life you felt so empty for no reason? Have you ever felt so down but you just can't tell why? Have you ever felt like the world suddenly spins around you and you're caught in the middle going nowhere? Weird isn't it? But that's the beauty of being human... it is knowing that there is a purpose for each existence... whatever that may be, it is also the reason why we still wake up breathing each day... to discover the missing piece of puzzle that would make our lives complete.
Facade of life
Posted:Jun 24, 2006 11:41 pm
Last Updated:Jun 27, 2006 1:16 am
I was browsing the friendster blog today. Leo (one of my old friend back in highschool) made this entry which is pretty insteresting... read...

i've been hurt a lot of times. i've been used and abused by people. people treat me as a person because I have what they need. isn't it a pity to know that they can't live without you because they need something from you? People tends to judge other people because of their color, the dress they wear, the music they listen, and even the accent they have due to dialect in different province.

I've been thinking lately when i meet this girl over friendster. Yah, i'll admit she's hot and preety but the thing is, the first message i received from her was asking me to send her a load so that she could call me over. then i just simply neglect the thing and told her i'll try coz i can't have a card coz i'm in the middle of nowhere. by the way im in the desert area between dammam and riyadh in saudi arabia. so it's difficult for me to simply have what she's asking coz the nearest city we have is about 178km which would take you about 1 and a half hour running average of145kph. so i told her to simply give me her number and i'll be the one calling her coz i have a landline but instead the next message again asking some load rather than asking some details regarding about me weather i'm single or what. I told her that i'm looking for a friend not a bitch or a hooker in a gentlemanly manner and give her advice that she should ask details rather than load. the next thing she send me was telling me how ugly i am and i should have a surgery so that people will notice me. To cut the chase we had a fight over those things coz i told her that shes lucky because god is so wise to give her a beautiful face to balance her bad attitude...........


My comment to that:

Life is so mysterious that nobody can understand but only realize when things get unbalance. God made us unique to complement our attitude and success in life. maybe god gave you success but the trade is your lovelife. but be thankful because i know you could find someone who would love you for being you and not because your'e the best good looking guy around without a brain who couldn't even start a good conversation over a cup of coffee. A guy who would simple talk regarding nonsense thing and one of the jewelry a girl would carry because of egoistic thing that people tend to scrutinize the person you're being with, without compromising first the true upbringing or attitude of that person. people tend to be so judgemental of a physical appearance of others but deep within them the real reason is that they are so insecure because deep inside they know that they are in the lower level being compared to others. shouldn't we have to be happy and contented for what and who we are? If we want to have more, we have to strive hard for it.

People wear diffirent mask to cover their real scared face and afraid that people might not accept them. I wear a mask too. i wear a mask to be a facade of my true self my true being which only few people knows what i really am. i want to surprise others by hiding my true being to slap in their emotions not to simply judge a person for what they tend to show you... " be careful for the mask each people wear, because it could decieve you more than you'll ever know"

Court Disorder...
Posted:Apr 25, 2006 1:17 pm
Last Updated:Jun 6, 2006 4:09 am
kakatawa talaga toh...

Distilled from
Disorder in the Court: Great Fractured Moments in Courtroom History
by Charles M. Sevilla

These things were actually stated and recorded by court reporters.

Q: Are you sexually active?
A: No, I just lie there.


Q: What is your date of birth?
A: July 15th.
Q: What year?
A: Every year.


Q: What gear were you in at the moment of the impact?
A: Gucci sweats and Reeboks.


Q: This myasthenia gravis, does it affect your memory at all?
A: Yes.
Q: And in what ways does it affect your memory?
A: I forget.
Q: You forget? Can you give us an example of something that you've forgotten?


Q: How old is your son, the one living with you?
A: Thirty-eight or thirty-five, I can't remember which.
Q: How long has he lived with you?
A: Forty-five years.


Q: What was the first thing your husband said to you when he woke up that morning?
A: He said, "Where am I, Cathy."
Q: And why did that upset you?
A: My name is Susan.


Q: Do you know if your daughter has ever been involved in voodoo or the occult?
A: We both do.
Q: Voodoo?
A: We do.
Q: You do?
A: Yes, voodoo.


Q: Now doctor, isn't it true that when a person dies in his sleep, he doesn't know about it until the next morning?
A: Did you actually pass the bar exam?


The youngest son, the twenty-year-old, how old is he?


Q: Were you present when your picture was taken?


Q: So the date of conception (of the baby) was August 8th?
A: Yes.
Q: And what were you doing at the time?


Q: She had three children, right?
A: Yes.
Q: How many were boys?
Q: None.
A: Were there any girls?


Q: How was your first marriage terminated?
A: By death.
Q: And by whose death was it terminated?


Q: Can you describe the individual?
A: He was about medium height and had a beard.
Q: Was this a male or a female?


Q: Is your appearance here this morning pursuant to a deposition notice which I sent to your attorney?
A: No, this is how I dress when I go to work.


Q: Doctor, how many autopsies have you performed on dead people?
A: All my autopsies are performed on dead people.


Q: ALL your responses MUST be oral, OK? What school did you go to?
A: Oral.


Q: Do you recall the time that you examined the body?
A: The autopsy started around 8:30 p.m.
Q: And Mr. Dennington was dead at the time?
A: No, he was sitting on the table wondering why I was doing an autopsy.


Q: Are you qualified to give a urine sample?


Q: Doctor, before you performed the autopsy, did you check for a pulse?
A: No.
Q: Did you check for blood pressure?
A: No.
Q: Did you check for breathing?
A: No.
Q: So then it is possible that the patient was alive when you began the autopsy?
A: No.
Q: How can you be so sure, Doctor?
A: Because his brain was sitting on my desk in a jar.
Q: But could the patient have still been alive, nevertheless?
A: Yes, it is possible that he could have been alive and practicing law somewhere.
Posted:Apr 24, 2006 9:46 am
Last Updated:May 16, 2006 1:51 am
"You can tell the character of a man, by the sound of his heartbeat" - from the movie Van Helsing
When it rains... it pours...
Posted:Apr 24, 2006 9:29 am
Last Updated:Apr 24, 2006 9:32 am
Got really sad to find out that Matt Le Blanc's Joey has been put on indefinite hiatus. Then, also read that he filed for divorce with his model wife, Melissa. Their 2 year old daughter was diagnosed to have mental disorder. When it rains, it pours.

That made me reflect on my life. I, too, experienced a series of unfortunate rains. Though nothing as grand as my show getting cancelled. Or as life-shattering as a divorce.

Work life has been a turmoil, which constantly keeps me awake at night with all the night calls, but at least there are still calls to wake me up. Meaning I still have work to go to.

Life is one roller-coaster ride. We just have to deal with the downs and celebrate the ups.
according to her
Posted:Apr 18, 2006 2:14 am
Last Updated:Apr 24, 2006 4:50 pm
"There are some people who meet that somebody that they can never stop loving no matter how hard they try.

I wouldn't expect you to understand that or even believe it.

But trust me, there are some love that don't go away,and maybe that makes them crazy, but we should all be lucky to end up with that somebody who has a little of that insanity

somebody who never lets go... somebody who cherishes you forever...." ALLY MCBEAL
Posted:Apr 15, 2006 8:14 am
Last Updated:Apr 20, 2006 7:41 am



parang wala ng bukas.

walang pahinga.

wala ng oras.


ito ang mundo ko.

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Made new
Posted:Apr 14, 2006 5:31 am
Last Updated:Apr 15, 2006 11:05 pm
Would you give treasures to a pile of mud?
Would you extend mercy and grace to an object of despise?
Would you find pleasure in crushed bones?


Yet we have been extended all these, in spite of who we are.

For while we were headed for the trashbin, we were lifted up, made new and precious


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