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Don't make me sick! Hilarious, that's what I think of it. I and Mighty Mike ( my dj friend )is been texting each other for I do not the reason is. Okay we are good friends, it's good hanging out with him, but he's one hell of a scary guy with his words... "Oh I'm confident alright, I'm confident I could win you over. I'm over step 1-4 actually. #1 Got your attention, #2 Got your number, #3 set a supposed date/appointment and #4 I hang out with you for quite sometime now. But that as it may still more on your favor because you got the last to say, worse comes to worse and I know I did not meet your feverishly high requirements/expectations i: A. Don't get any B. I ridiculed myself for showin up as me and C. you make me feel about myself." - TEXT MESSAGE FROM MIGHTY MIKE. -- Huh? excuse me, Mike, I know your'e reading this, but let me just clear myself. What expections are you talking about? Aren't we like friends to what friends really are? What else do you need? I was there when you needed someone to listen, I was there when you feel like hanging out and kill time, I was there talking to you over the phone when I am all sleepy in the middle of the night and feel like resting even if my head is cracking up with the pain, I was all open heart when you told me you feel insane and I understood you... I was all open ears when all you have to say is how special I am to you when I have already gave you an idea that I am not taking any relationship for the meantime while I am not moving on the well yet.... I was all in there when all you want is someone who will laugh at your insane thoughts that I know it will even make me more insane...when did I let you feel your differences with me and the other guys? What else do you need? Am I am not enough? haven't I given you much time you needed? how could you be so self-centered? Your'e just a friend? and how else could you ask for more? I am sorry, I did not texted you back, I wasn't in the mood to explain myself though and why would I explain myself anyways? There will always be barriers between you and me, your'e more of a brother to me Mike, ok, I like you.. I like you as friend and I appreciates all your effort. But let's not go beyond to what how strong the barriers... because your'e scaring me. I trust you.. and don't let that trust go away with the wind... you need it... Thank you Mike. I will call you as soon as I know I have given you much time to think about what you've texted me.... isn't a stalker lines? I promise, I will always be your friend. 
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I have never stop being a friend... I'm always there for him. But all I'm asking for is freedom to whatever what I want without him asking me for every details of my whereabouts... as if he's a bf..thanks anyway.
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6/13/2005 12:03 pm |
drunken_angel I really wish I knew your real name, but anyway I must say that was one of the most touching letters I have read in a long time, you opened up your heart and poured out you soul to mike, I do not know who he is but I feel he must be ok if you was that close to him, but anyway as I was saying you poured out your soul, you inner most feeling came pouring out and I felt it, you gave of yourself and you kept giving in spite of how tired you were, no matter how much you were hurting, your friend was in need of you and you was there for him, your friendship was real it was honest it was unconditional, but it seemed mike wanted or needed more, his feeling seem to have got the best of him, I don’t know, all I know is you handled the situation wonderfully, you explained your self well, you reminded him of much he did mean to you, and then you told him how his jealousy scared you and why, you did well, you opened up your self to him and me as well and anyone who read this I think, and I like the person I met there, she is wonderful, kind and free, a woman with integrity, with a heart that will go the extra mile for someone she loves and cares about, words can not express my thoughts about the woman I met in your letter. She is truly a friend by every sense of the word, I want to know more about who she is and who in her life motivated her, who she looks up to and why, it truly is a honor to meet you…
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Hi, Thank you. I'm glad you were able to comtemplate on it... I really wish he'll understand.. May
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Thank you Mr. Japan..
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Thank you Mike.. you got it...
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