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In 21 days... In 21 days.. There are lot of occasions to attend to, but it seems that I am not the kind who would pleasurably attend all those, I am not in the mood to socialize this time... socializing is one of the thing I have almost forgotten but good thing at least I tried hard enough to commit myself in once in awhile chosen few occasions to see. It's Ryan's Birthday on the 6th, I was suprised that he's now 32, oh boy I told him his way much older than Tyler, yet Tyler thought he's too old. And yet Ry thinks he's still young. Funny isn't it? Good thing Ry called me up this morning, I had to stop doing this and talk to him for as long as we are permmited to, I was so depressed and on the edge and so is he? I guess I became the center of Ry's mood swing nowadays, never failed to call on me whenever he wanted to share some things that went busted. And he commented on what was Peter's sexual orientation is, he think he's a Bi.. ahhh... I laughed harder this time, why would he think of it that way when in fact Peter caught my fancy... aaahh.. it's down here. kidding. Where's you fancy Ry? I know a friend who's fancy is on the two parts of her body.. her nipples..lol Sorry Mitch! peace! Thank's for the call Ry... Since I am talking about Bday's... it's my turn.. In 21 days.. I wonder what could be the greatest gift to have? It couldn't be the material stuff, but Ry, I know you know how I wanted that rainforest shampoo right?....and oohh don't forget my chocolates when you get here. Ok, as I was saying, it couldn't be that material stuff, I am not the materialistic kind, One thing I am really hoping to get this time : It could be the peace of mind, heart and myself. or maybe, I can request a gift from God, I will ask Him to give that "someone" to me. Aahhh... it's like a toy that I've wanted to have after all this time, and He is the only way I could get it. But I guess things are not meant for me when it is really not meant for me? But I'm just trying, who knows God might get tired of me from pleading too much about him. And He could just go and " Ok. my ... he is yours, but you should give up things that you know will makes you happy too" .. If that happens, I would trade in anything. Even is He says "ok, he'll be yours but I will turn you into a dog"... that's fine, I'll be a and he'll that someone who will take care of me as his pet. I wouldn't mind, at least I'm with him... awww... Yes, you got it, I have loved him as deep as the ocean, as far from Earth outside the Universe, as high as the highest mountain, as loud as how loud is, it's unfathomable, no scientist nor mathematician could define it. Poetic huh? In 21 days, I'll be 20. 20, not yet a girl not yet a woman. Guess you know what I mean? 
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Don;t forget to greet me a HAPPY BOYTDAE... OK.?
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anong advance.. hoy you still have how many days to save for my gift....
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Jim anong wish?, di wish ang kailangan ko... let me spell it out to you.. G.I.F.T...... Gift..lol
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