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drunken_angel 38F
455 posts
6/1/2005 5:22 am

Last Read:
3/5/2006 9:28 pm

Haunted by You


It's not as what I am expecting of during a date.

How can I ever enjoy a date when I'm not focused on someone I am having a date with?
I'm always lost and my thoughts are preoccuppied of someone I thought I have finally forgot. I hate fooling myself.. I didn't ever forget. Never had a chance to have a peace of mind, it has always been him for quite sometime now. And is still hurting me.

Peter is such an amazing guy, filled with a lot of interesting knowledge and silly notions, but then again,
I don't think I appreciate him, It's not him whom I see just when he's right in front of me, it's someone else. It's not his voices that I am hearing when he speaks, it someone else's voice. It's not him whom I think of. It is definitely someone else.

Peter can be really responsible, he sweeps me off my feet, he makes me laugh, indeed I love his company, but I couldn't fnd my heart beating fast for him not unlike before when I was with that someone.

Somebody Help me, how can I move on when all I think of ... is HIM...

him who belongs in the past but existing today.
him who never fight with me but I fought hardly enough.
him who made me who I am now but gone somewhere.

him, I think is more than a soul that is haunting me.

I am being haunted by myself, being haunted by the beat of my heart, haunted by my own thoughts.

I wanted to forget... I wanted to move on...I want my life differently... but how and when?

Tell me.

maroonblot 59M

6/1/2005 6:30 pm

Great To be HAUNTED this way!!! hah hah hah, lol.

LOve is AMAZING FEELING we can live without!!!

WonderFULL!!!


drunken_angel 38F
430 posts
6/2/2005 2:06 am

Thank you Sir Ariel...


drunken_angel 38F
430 posts
6/2/2005 4:11 pm

Thank you Rob, but a lot of people is been accusing me of plagarizing.. erk... thank's anyway, at least you believe in me...


SALLIEwriter1193 63F

6/3/2005 2:10 am

"Ang punong hitik sa bunga, asahan mong babatuhin para makuha ang bunga." That's what's happening to us. They know for sure that they can't steal away what we have so they're trying to wreck our credibility. But lo, they can't put a good man down even in life or after death.

Plagiarism for drunken_angel? I don't think so. If anyone has proof, then show it to be "reliable."

Plagiarism for drunken_angel? I don't think so. I talked to her on the phone and I can attest how good she is. What a shame that in order to destroy one's reputation, a "man" should use plagiarism as an excuse. Baloney! Grow up, "man", will you?


SALLIEwriter1193 63F

6/3/2005 2:18 am

Or better still, those critics of ours should create their own blog and let us be the judge this time. Tingnan nga natin kung may ibubuga itong mga nagmamarunong.

Don't condemn your fellowmen because only the Fountain Head or our sublime Creator sits that high. Our Prime Mover is the only One Who has the right to judge us, not you, Icasocot and Stiff2, not even me.


drunken_angel 38F
430 posts
6/3/2005 3:24 am

Let's get use to it... and who cares...? do we care?


drunken_angel 38F
430 posts
6/3/2005 3:25 am

Jen, Don't let this thing get into your nerves, they don;t deserve each of us attention.. we're cool about it.


serenity101 53F
48 posts
6/3/2005 12:00 pm

Sis... PLAGIARISM ba kamo yaan mo na yun sis...ako nga rin baka maakusahan ako ng plagiarism kasi yung mga magagandang POEMS dito na gandang-ganda ako i-si-send ko sa boyfriend ko...Nyahahahaahahaa!!!
Eh sis basta tayong dalawa pakopya ha...lol...lol...lol !!!!!!!


serenity101 53F
48 posts
6/3/2005 12:00 pm

toinkzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz!!!!!!!!!!!!!


drunken_angel 38F
430 posts
6/3/2005 3:54 pm

And Ms. Sallie, thank you so much for believing in me and I suggest we should ignore them.. kung sino ang pumatol sa sira ulo, mas sira ulo pa... we don't wanna be like that...


drunken_angel 38F
430 posts
6/3/2005 5:00 pm

Maraisha

I'm glad you moved on, you made it to the top and your'e so blessed.. I am have been jeopardize by my own, I am not yet moving on, I tried hard, I know I did, I know how I exerted an effort to it, but I am not enough for myself, I am not that strong yet,, I am not ready to let go yet, I am not ready to forget, and lastly, I am not yet ready to find someone else... call me naive, but that's how it is..I am suffering, I thought I can make it .. I should always remember there are millions of fishes in the ocean... and but I've wanted that huge and beautiful fish I once hooked to my fishing rod but that fish didn't wanted to be caught and slipped away from my hands...my small hands that is not enough to a huge fish...

and I know It's over and all I have to do is , wait for the time (even if time is the worst healer) to heal it... to pass by fast or worst slow... but at least.. IT WOULD ALWAYS REMAIN MOVING. You can't stop it, then, just let it...


drunken_angel 38F
430 posts
6/3/2005 5:27 pm

Serenity101

Di naman siguro, poems lang naman yun eh, but at least you should ask permission from that person who wrote it... malas mo lang pag sa mga taong walang magawa ka lang mapatapat ang maging issue yan..