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Letting Go II One of the hardest things to do is to let go of something dear to you. Today, I realized that by not letting go, you hold yourself back. Letting go was, and probably is still one of my lesser points. though if I don't let go of the past, how do I move forward to the future? I let go of someone very dear to me. Let's just say, he was someone extremely close to my heart. But due to various circumstances, or maybe selfish deeds, forbade me from really letting him in to who I am. Now, he wants nothing to do with me... I guess you can say these are the consequences of my actions. But I can't let that hold me down. I always believed the world runs much like a roller coaster. At this point, I guess I'm on the ride down. but once you get down, the only direction to go is up. It's just a matter finding out when the coaster rides back up again. I've wasted so much of myself, on myself! not letting people who love me in my life is something I aim to stop. And it stops now... I don't know how much of my life I have missed by not lettting people in. Now, they're welcome to know who I really am. and who am I? I'M MAY... THIS IS ME... THIS IS WHAT YOU SEE... TIRED OF WHO I WAS... NOW I STRIVE ON WHO I OUGHT TO BE... JUST ME... ACCEPT IT... I KNOW NOW WHO I AM... WELCOME TO MY LIFE... MY SILENT LUCIDITY... 
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Thank's guys..but then again.. I have detractors... ruining my name and accusing me... I wonder what his problem is...but, do I have to worry? I have you guys... thank you Blast, and Jim... I owe the two of you.... (group hug)
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