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my hopes and dreams 2/14/2005
you were there to always guide me thru troubled moments.
you have lifted my spirit when it needed to be lifted. and
i ask the good Lord to watch over you, while i am away froem
your arms. and someday soon, we shall share the love, the
dreams, and the hope we haved shared for so long, even though
we are so far apart, you were there for me, you held me close
to your arms and your heart, i ...
0 Comments, 89 Views,
5 Votes
,4.77 Score
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everyday 2/6/2005
everyday that the sun sets, i wonder where you are. everyday
the sun rises, i dream of being there next to you. and everyday
i live, i live for you and your love. and everyday heart longs
for your love. everyday, my love grows for you. and i thenk
god for everyday that passes, that i have you...everyday.
0 Comments, 69 Views,
4 Votes
,4.80 Score
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your love 1/29/2005
as i approached your car in the parking lot, finally meeting
you in person. i felt the joy in my heart leaping outwards
towards you. and i knew, i have met the woman who will bring
me joy, laughter, and the love i haved long for. your smile
was captivating, and your eyes sparkled with the bright
sun that glowed upon us. we hugged and kissed. and i felt
the electricity flow thru me. like a ...
0 Comments, 69 Views,
5 Votes
,5.43 Score
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the ocean 1/29/2005
i walked on the shoreline, waves crashing about. and i look
across the ocean, wondering, where did i go wrong. but,
deep inside, i know i just loved you, and now my heart is in
pain. and all the dreams and hope for happiness with you
are all gone. now i live my life feeling empty and alone,
again. but my hope and faith keeps me going. the pain will
be there and your memory will eventually ...
0 Comments, 68 Views,
6 Votes
,5.36 Score
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~~~ Dunno Why ~~~ 1/26/2005
~~~ Dunno Why ~~~
(Kamasutrachic)
<br>
We've watched the x-rated film together...
dunno Why I didn't cum, baby
You've said next time, it'll be much better...
but dunno Why I didn't cum, baby
You've said that you're not getting any
younger...
still dunno Why I didn't cum, baby
You've said that we need to put some more fire...
but ...
1 Comments, 81 Views,
3 Votes
,3.43 Score
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A SONG CLOSE TO MY HEART 1/25/2005
WITHOUT LOVE (There Is Nothing)
Sang by TOM JONES
<br>
<br>
INTRO: To live for today
and to love for tomorrow
is the wisdom of a fool
because tomorrow is promise to no one.
You see, love is that wonderful thing
that the whole wide world needs plenty of
and if you think for one minute
that you can live without it
and you're only fooling yourself.
...
0 Comments, 82 Views,
37 Votes
,7.13 Score
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it hurts to love someone 1/21/2005
It hurts to love someone
Message: It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return,
but what is more
painful is to love someone and never find the
courage to let that
person know how you feel.
<br>
Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people
before meeting the right
one so that when we finally meet the right person,
we will know how to
be grateful for that ...
0 Comments, 23 Views,
1 Votes
,5.00 Score
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SOMEONE ON THE WAY 1/20/2005
(For dawn062604)
<br>
<br>
Once in a while, we can meet someone on the way,
Who can change our outlook and conviction therein;
Once in a while, we can deal with a total stranger,
Who can give a big impact to what we are today.
<br>
<br>
Sometimes I can’t find a way to answer their queries,
I also had a difficult time replying on my ...
1 Comments, 128 Views,
37 Votes
,5.44 Score
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NOTHING MORE TO CONCEAL 1/16/2005
My life was empty, so lonely, full of endless tribulations,
I was an outcast for being up-front, for being bisexual;
Even those who I cared seemed not to comprehend myself,
They despised me and opted not to mingle with me anymore.
<br>
What is wrong with being true to myself, just for being me?
Is it a transgression worth the pain, worth the judgment?
I never intended to be like ...
2 Comments, 128 Views,
36 Votes
,5.65 Score
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ALWAYS THERE WHEN WE NEEDED YOU 1/7/2005
This verse composition though quite simple
Was written amidst hectic schedule and tribulations;
I lived with you for almost eight years, grandma,
And those were the moments I considered full of life, challenging.
<br>
My and I, although multitude of miles away from where
you are,
Will always be indebted for the kind of a person you were;
We probably didn’t have the ...
1 Comments, 91 Views,
51 Votes
,5.20 Score
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~~~ Nobody Knows ~~~ 1/7/2005
~~~ Nobody Knows ~~~
( Kamasutrachic )
<br>
Nobody knows I'm lonely,
'cuz I always wear a smile
They thought I'm a tough cookie,
and moping is ain't my style.
<br>
Nobody knows I'm crying,
'cuz I always hide my tears
I always blame my smoking...
if the tears will appear.
<br>
Nobody knows I'm lying,
if I say I hated you...
...
2 Comments, 78 Views,
5 Votes
,2.82 Score
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MY SOLEMN VOW 1/6/2005
Since June 2004 I was feeling differently,
You became so special, I missed your way;
Of e-mailing me back and making me laughed,
You made my day, you gave me hope once more.
<br>
Then in no time I fell in love with you, sweetheart,
You were stunned for I was attached to someone else;
But I couldn’t cheat on myself nor deceive my heart,
It was you I dreamed about, it ...
2 Comments, 173 Views,
52 Votes
,5.82 Score
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I WANT YOU TO NEED ME 1/4/2005
I WANNA BE THE FACE YOU SEE WHEN U CLOSE UR EYES; I WANNA BE
THE TOUCH YOU NEED EVERY SINGLE NIGHT, I WANNA BE YOUR FANTASY
AND BE YOUR REALITY AND EVERYTHING BETWEEN...I WANT YOU
TO NEED ME LIKE THE AIR YOU BREATHE; I WANT YOU TO FEEL ME IN
EVERYTHING, I WANT YOU TO SEE ME IN YOUR EVERY DREAM, THE
WAY THAT I TASTE YOU, FEEL YOU, BREATHE YOU, NEED YOU, I WANT
YOU TO NEED ME, NEED ME LIKE I ...
0 Comments, 93 Views,
18 Votes
,0.67 Score
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Manila 12/22/2004
Above the clouds from that point of view,
Flickering lights from buildings below aglow,
The busy traffic on the criss-crossing streets
Build up anticipation to be a part of them once again.
<br>
<br>
Stepping out from the comfort of the iron-winged bird,
Greeted by the familiar smoke-filled air,
Embraced the atmospheric temperature
Till the body adjusted to ...
2 Comments, 97 Views,
23 Votes
,6.05 Score
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An Understatement... 12/22/2004
Words of adoration oftentimes uttered
<br>
From someone who loved you once
<br>
Never-ending misgivings of what must not have done
<br>
Forgiveness asked for more than a dozen times
<br>
<br>
<br>
Burden of guilt for an aware deception
<br>
It’s been carried on for long
<br>
A question plays on the ...
1 Comments, 103 Views,
19 Votes
,5.50 Score
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~~` Longings ~~~ 12/20/2004
~~~ Longings ~~~
( Kamasutrachic )
<br>
I long for a feeling...
of love being returned,
Only to be reminded...
one day I may get burned.
<br>
I have so much to give...
why can't I ever find?
a man willing to share,
my love of the same kind.
<br>
How can I ever find myself...
someone to call my own?
wanting only to be ...
0 Comments, 52 Views,
9 Votes
,2.36 Score
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For Dennis, the American 12/19/2004
I could not believe what I found out about the truth, Dennis,
You trusted her that much oh who would not admire her eh?
She's gorgeous and an eloquent 53-year-old adviser,
Like dragonfyr, she has the power to persuade closed minds.
<br>
I joined here a few days ago after learning what happened,
It's so sad, you know, investing for something fabricated;
With hard-earned money much ...
3 Comments, 71 Views,
29 Votes
,6.25 Score
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~~~ Noon At Ngayon ~~~ 12/14/2004
~~~ Noon At Ngayon ~~~
( Kamasutrachic )
<br>
Ating bigyang pansin, ang Noon at Ngayon...
At ating husgahan kung ang Pinas ay nakaahon o lalong bumabaon.
<br>
Noon:
Ang isangdaang piso mo ay pwede ng pang-almusal at tanghalian.
Ngayon:
Ang isangdaang piso mo ay para pa lamang sa pandesal na nag-liliitan,
wala pang palaman.
Noon:
Galunggong ang ...
1 Comments, 13 Views,
3 Votes
,3.92 Score
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If I Could Say It 12/13/2004
If I could say
the dictates the wind has to bring
upon me, from its stillness
to agitation, in silence
and in storm, I would say
everything even words that kill,
with accents, sharp and blunt,
to pierce any heart, turning
rocks to pebbles, causing
blindness with deafening sound,
tremors to landslide
burying alive
earthly desires kept for long
in deep meditation. ...
1 Comments, 38 Views,
10 Votes
,3.98 Score
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When You Miss Me 12/13/2004
When the sun doesn't come to shine
at daybreak to make your day, when the moon
goes into hiding behind the nimbus curtains
for the night to reign upon your lonely
dominion,
the stars failing to twinkle upon some dull
moments in the dark prevailing, remember,
beloved, you can't drive
the coldness of the wind away without
the tight embrace of the warmth
of my skin, ...
1 Comments, 37 Views,
8 Votes
,3.48 Score
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THOSE LOVELY WORDS 12/12/2004
(For dawn062604)
<br>
<br>
I am here loving only you with all my might,
I'm so lonesome, my love, because you're too far;
Winter time is here and the snow began to fall,
And I long for you more than I missed you yesterday.
<br>
And I picked up the phone after our YM chat,
We said to each other the words I love you, I miss you,
Through soft whispers and ...
2 Comments, 34 Views,
30 Votes
,6.67 Score
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~~~ A Contract ~~~ 12/9/2004
~~~ A Contract ~~~
( Kamasutrachic )
<br>
This is a contract between two individuals,
Who will not go through all the rituals...
An indecent proposal, you may say,
Just right on time for the Holiday.
*****
Don't be scared, don't be afraid,
Consider this your new sexcaped...
I hope you won't be hard to pursuade,
And I ...
0 Comments, 18 Views,
5 Votes
,2.49 Score
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~~` Damn You ! ~~~ 12/9/2004
~~~ Damn You ! ~~
( Kamasutrachic )
<br>
A lot of things had been said about me,
For being brutally frank, as you can see...
But you topped them all, you damn SOB,
You've hurt me so much, I don't need your apology.
<br>
Who the fuck you think you are?
You had made a big, deep scar...
A scar that will leave a ...
1 Comments, 23 Views,
18 Votes
,4.35 Score
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To You...my Dearest Friend.. 12/4/2004
(rewritten by the author)
<br>
I never thought that somehow..somewhere...in red, white
and blue corner, i would found a great wonderful friend
like you.
<br>
Who's willing to sow me the light...when i'm all
alone in the dark.
<br>
Yesterday...i felt i'm the only soldier in war and
the only survivor on the abandoned ship...through the
journey of loneliness...then ...
0 Comments, 8 Views,
38 Votes
,5.40 Score
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LIFE IS TOO BRIEF (To Throw It Away) 12/3/2004
When you were still back home, they made fun of you,
Intense envy and jealousy have poisoned their minds;
You were not in competition, you were just doing your job,
But they couldn't do your things so they thought of
how to get even.
<br>
The only mistake you did was to conceil your preferences,
They were so eager to know all about your bisexuality,
They never ceased, they ...
1 Comments, 12 Views,
52 Votes
,6.79 Score
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MORE OPEN THAN BEFORE 12/2/2004
I wasn’t vulnerable to you as I should be, my love,
Although you’re certain how much I do care about you;
Still my foolish pride emerged and then I let you go,
But deep down inside of me, my heart’s bleeding, honey.
<br>
My mind and my soul were punished by the thoughts,
That instead of trying to win back the love I have lost;
I conceal the fact that I was ...
0 Comments, 6 Views,
43 Votes
,6.71 Score
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HALF-BAKED POETRY SHE SAYS 12/2/2004
I don't care what they say as long as you love me,
I don't give a damn to what they alleged as long as I have
you;
You are one beautiful reason why I stay and I write,
And I thank FFF for the wonderful moments we two have shared.
<br>
She divulged my poem's half-baked but look who's
talking,
She can't even lift her fingers to express her emotions;
Her inner thought's not ...
1 Comments, 9 Views,
51 Votes
,5.73 Score
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A Reflection of Our First Year Together 12/2/2004
One whole year has passed now,
What a year it has been!
Not only have I found love with you,
I've also found my best friend.
<br>
We have changed so much in this time,
I feel that we have grown.
We have taken on challenges together,
We no longer fight them alone.
<br>
Your love has been my savior,
Our connection keeps me strong.
I have faith that you will ...
0 Comments, 113 Views,
50 Votes
,4.30 Score
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I used to love her......... 12/1/2004
I used to love her, With all of my heart. Silky flowing hair,
shining like polished obsidian.
Eyes that sparkled, And twinkled at every glance.
A smile, that would light up a room. And a laugh, That would
thrill me, to the very core of my soul.
When we kissed, an electricity filled my being. We made
love, filling every part of my body with joy.
I trusted her, with my very existance. I ...
1 Comments, 81 Views,
23 Votes
,3.48 Score
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THE GIRL WHO STOOD BY ME 11/27/2004
I phoned you yesterday morn for I wasn't able to page
you,
And I was ecstatic by the revelation you made;
You proudly told your friends about me, my love,
And courageously uttered them about your affection.
<br>
It's like I can't believe that you are so pleased,
So contented and satisfied by the way I love you;
I hurt you real bad in the past as I was straightforward,
But your ...
1 Comments, 4 Views,
48 Votes
,7.53 Score
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