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Astarte 56 F
52  Articles
Intoxication   5/27/2005

A thousand images of you brings you closer to me, a thousand gust of the wind made me colder in the night but all the miles had seperated, they disappeared now when I'm dreaming of your face. I'm here without you, Jenny but you fill my lonely mind. Everytime we burns the wires it brings me closer to you, my love. Is this some kind of obsession, an intoxication that I want to drown my ...


0 Comments, 28 Views, 6 Votes ,3.65 Score
Astarte 56 F
52  Articles
Do You Know How Important You Are To Me?   5/27/2005

Do you know how important you are to me?I'd like to share this thought with you.To tell you that you mean the world to me, think of something you couldn't live without and multiply it by a hundered, think of what happiness means to you and add it to the feeling you gett on the best days you've ever had, add up all your best feelings and what your left is exactly how I feel about you.


0 Comments, 28 Views, 5 Votes ,3.47 Score
Astarte 56 F
52  Articles
Since I Fell For You   5/27/2005

I always thought I'm righter than rain, that no one can hurt me anymore coz there's not much left of my heart to break. Since I fell for you, everything's changed.I got no more barriers for my defense, no more masks to wear to hide my soul. You took everything you can take and carelessly flaunt it all around, coz you're cold, you feel nothing for me. To you, I'm just a ...


0 Comments, 27 Views, 5 Votes ,3.80 Score
Astarte 56 F
52  Articles
Do You know What Magic Is?   5/27/2005

Do you know What magic is? It is having the power to makes someone happy without having to do a single thing, do you want to know something else? In my life you have been nothing...nothing but, magic....(Magic, Blue, Butch...these are the terms they call my kind, lesbians, tomboys or whatever, but all I want is to be the "magic" to my muse.) Isn't that something?


0 Comments, 23 Views, 4 Votes ,4.80 Score
Astarte 56 F
52  Articles
Blood And Rain   5/27/2005

What is it in you that makes me want you more and more?That makes me put away my mask and see the real me.I tried to let you go but I went to hell and back but I couldn't even forget your name. I let the rain wash over me, wash over the pain and the hurt. Can you touch blood, can you see me? I know you're just fascinated with me, I am your little woman, and I call you my girl. You stir all ...


0 Comments, 16 Views, 3 Votes ,5.39 Score
Astarte 56 F
52  Articles
Memories Of You   5/27/2005

I hope I didn't overstepped my boundaries as a friend. I just want you to know that I really care for you deeply. And I don't want anyone hurting you this way. Because I love you truly and I'm setting you free. For you to follow your heart but I also want you to know that whatever happens to you, I'll be here, to hold you, love you and be here for you always. Serendipity or fate's cruel ...


0 Comments, 22 Views, 3 Votes ,4.41 Score
Astarte 56 F
52  Articles
Squall's Isle   5/27/2005

I've built walls, a fortress deep and mighty, That none may penetrate. I have no need of friendship, friendship causes pain. It's laughter and it's loving I disdain. I am a rock, I am an island. <br> Don't talk of love, well I've heard of the word before. It's sleeping in my memory. I won't disturb the slumber of feelings that've died If I never loved I never ...


0 Comments, 13 Views, 2 Votes ,5.20 Score
lonelyhearted00 50 M
1  Article
after your heart is crushed think with your mind   5/26/2005

i know about breaking up. my best friend, lover, and thought of soul mate broke up with me about 2 months ago. didnt have the nerve to tell me. her new husband called to tell me. the pain hurt. but in all i felt i was lucky. if someone can do that to you then who knows what they have done to others. the best way i dealt with it was to pretend she was dead. make your mind believe she ...


0 Comments, 53 Views, 4 Votes ,4.02 Score
scorpion115 76 F
3  Articles
DON'T LOSE HOPE   5/22/2005

If you are in the middle of a stormy relationship cast your anchor on GOD's love and you will receive stability of mind and spirit. Don't lose hope when you are hurt and cried because of love.We have to remember always that the things that made us cry are the same things that made us strong.


0 Comments, 43 Views, 5 Votes ,3.14 Score
Right_Rider 40 M
13  Articles
10 things you oughta know!   5/20/2005

1. More often than not, breaking up is as hard on the person ending the relationship as it is on the person being broken up with - don't assume just because a person is breaking up with you means that they no longer care about you, caring about you and wanting a relationship with you are not one and the same. <br> 2. Nobody likes to hurt another person, especially somebody they ...


0 Comments, 96 Views, 8 Votes ,4.41 Score
Iloveyou_still2 45 F
5  Articles
IF YOU LOVE SOMEONE...   5/18/2005

If you LOVE someone, never let go hold on till you can no longer bare the PAIN..but you should know when to GIVE UP the fight.. And we should know when to stop loving and start loving ourselves..


0 Comments, 67 Views, 2 Votes ,3.12 Score
Iloveyou_still2 45 F
5  Articles
saying GOODBYE is not the end its only the BEGINNING   5/10/2005

When I heard the the word GOODBYE its really HURT me so bad.I didn't expect that though I tried my best it wasn't good enough.But then after the pain I felt.I need to move on and face the new challenges of LIFE.Through that GOODBYE...I found myself that I can start for BETTER ME.


0 Comments, 94 Views, 9 Votes ,3.85 Score
LIL7JUNE
2  Articles
money involved breaking is hard to do   5/10/2005

1, 2, 3, to a year of meeting him after separated from his wife our love ourlastionship begun and become stronger each week and to month and years applying for annulment and we both agree for marraige all of my money got involved i does hurt when our plans for annulment has come for approval to finalize when our relastionship failed.


0 Comments, 60 Views, 4 Votes ,0.92 Score
LIL7JUNE
2  Articles
money involved breaking is hard to do   5/10/2005

1, 2, 3, to year meet him after separated from his wife our love relastionship begun and become stronger each week to a month to a year to apply for his annulment my all money get involved for assure both agree for marraige, it does hurst me when everything fell apart after the annulment was finalize, we went each other way.


0 Comments, 41 Views, 2 Votes ,0.34 Score
speedhunter97 50 M
18  Articles
The Lass in My Imaginations   5/10/2005

She has the entire bright smile that lass could ever have when you greeted her. I don't know if it’s a joy or a regret knowing her! Because life play with rules. <br> She's so beautiful in my eyes I don't mind how others may look at her. It's so funny! Sometimes a joke may injure you if you don't play it safe or when you play it seriously. What we need to endure life is ...


0 Comments, 37 Views, 2 Votes ,1.04 Score
ysa0276 48 F
16  Articles
QUOTES ABOUT HEARTBREAK   5/9/2005

**I didn't realize how much I loved you until you said good-bye, walked away, and didn't even look back** <br> <br> **The only true painful good-byes are the ones that are never said and never explained.** <br> **Did you ever get the feeling that someone's laughing at you, saying -- 'Man, your life s*cks!** <br> **You don't ever get over your first ...


0 Comments, 59 Views, 7 Votes ,4.31 Score
ysa0276 48 F
16  Articles
.::.HeartBreak Quotes.::.   5/9/2005

Just once i want to fall in love and not have it hurt so bad in the end. <br> I found my Prince Charming, turns out he already found his princess. <br> Remember: When a guy sweeps you off your feet, he's in the perfect position to drop you on your butt. <br> I close my eyes and see your face, I open them and see you starring at her. <br> Pain ...


0 Comments, 65 Views, 4 Votes ,4.41 Score
Iloveyou_still2 45 F
5  Articles
its a sadest word   5/7/2005

In a relationship we need to accept that theres a point of time we need to break it up.Though sometimes we tried are best..The sadest word i ever heard is the word "GOODBYE"..coz you never expect that though you did your best.Your partner may not be contented for what shared with him/her.He never knew how i been hurt.That time a will lost him.But through my strong determination i cope it ...


1 Comments, 77 Views, 4 Votes ,4.41 Score
Astarte 56 F
52  Articles
Half Crazy Over You   5/4/2005

Don't be afraid of me, I'm not someone to be afraid of. If my love is too strong for you, I'm sorry. There's nothing I can do about it. My love for you is selfless, it doesn't ask for anything in return. I may sound to emotional but that's the way I am, I speak from the heart, I want to be honest with you. Remember what I said about my ideal person? Someone unique, doesn't have to be ...


0 Comments, 32 Views, 9 Votes ,4.71 Score
Astarte 56 F
52  Articles
Tuesday, Sweet Tuesday   5/3/2005

Everyone says I'll get over this, I'll find the right guy if I continue to be normal.What is normal?Pretending to be someone I'm not?I was born a woman, had a string of boyfriends and lovers that any girl would consider a catch, all of them handsome and caring as the next.But it boils down to one thing, they want something from me and once they get it or grew tired of the usual, they cheat ...


0 Comments, 32 Views, 5 Votes ,5.75 Score
Astarte 56 F
52  Articles
Mistress To Love   5/3/2005

I woke up early planning to spend a few stolen moments with you on the phone.No calls, no message, no explanation silence.You brought the subject of breaking up.You're not the same as before.Maybe you're right, maybe you need space.Maybe you need me to let you go.It's difficult for me coz I've fallen hard for you.I let you in my system and let you move in.Now its so hard to get you out, ...


0 Comments, 17 Views, 5 Votes ,5.75 Score
Astarte 56 F
52  Articles
Almost Over You   5/3/2005

She talked to me like nothing happened, like I didn't tell her to let it end right here, right now.I want to forget her, to say that it's really over.But the minute I heard her voice again, the minute she said she missed me and she loves me, all my decisions, my planning's gone with the wind.How can I move on, how can I let go?When my feet wouldn't move to walk out the door, when I couldn't ...


0 Comments, 29 Views, 4 Votes ,5.57 Score
Astarte 56 F
52  Articles
Almost Over You   5/3/2005

She talked to me like nothing happened, like I didn't tell her to let it end right here, right now.I want to forget her, to say that it's really over.But the minute I heard her voice again, the minute she said she missed me and she loves me, all my decisions, my planning's gone with the wind.How can I move on, how can I let go?When my feet wouldn't move to walk out the door, when I couldn't ...


0 Comments, 10 Views, 4 Votes ,5.57 Score
Astarte 56 F
52  Articles
Inside Of Me   5/3/2005

like video games, there's this particular game I like playing, its called final fantasy8, its a love story of Squall, the trained assasin and Rinoa, the rebel.Their theme song is Eyes On Me.Before I don't like games or internet and often wonder why some people are into these things.One time I watched my playing this game, the guy is cute and the girl is pretty, I played once and I was ...


0 Comments, 10 Views, 4 Votes ,5.57 Score
Astarte 56 F
52  Articles
Biggest Part Of Me   5/3/2005

Raw...intense, difficult...empty. I never thought I'll feel again, I never thought I could love again. You made it possible. Whenever I feel hurt and empty inside, you're there, my life saver, my solace, my recluse, my comfort. You're there to take away the pain, to hold me, to make me feel safe. You don't have to say a word, all you have to do is hold me, let me cry on your shoulder, ...


0 Comments, 9 Views, 4 Votes ,5.57 Score
Astarte 56 F
52  Articles
Unbreak My Heart   5/3/2005

I thought that was the end, I won't be seeing or hearing from you ever again. Friday night, I have the case of beer for company and the video game that soothes the ache I'm feeling. Some would gobble buckets of ice cream when they're depress, I drink and play video games. Beer makes me numb, the games makes me stop crying. I would rather drink than try to hurt myself again or do something ...


0 Comments, 12 Views, 4 Votes ,5.57 Score
Astarte 56 F
52  Articles
After The Hurt   5/3/2005

I'm sorry.I wasn't in the mood yesterday to be turned down. I have changed my ways because of you. I'm used to getting my way, got used to girls giving in to everything I want, having them to take care of me. But with you, everything's changed. Maybe I'm just lonely. Lonely for you. When was the last time we saw each other? A few months ago? It felt like years. I'm depress, I'm not used to ...


0 Comments, 22 Views, 4 Votes ,5.57 Score
Astarte 56 F
52  Articles
When She Smiles   5/3/2005

She's everything I ever dreamed of, everything I ever want. We do have problems of our own, have set backs and fears...that we should give up, that it's not working...that the consequences are overwhelming that it's best if we just let go. We tried letting go once, but the minute I walked out of the door, the feeling of dread snaking all around my body, choking me, I was smiling so hard I ...


0 Comments, 20 Views, 4 Votes ,5.57 Score
Astarte 56 F
52  Articles
If My Heart Can Wait   5/3/2005

Cold. So cold. My body and heart shiver from the cold. I would have never imagined I'd feel so much! I miss you and I cannot tell you. Worst of all I cannot tell myself. Why did it have to be this way? Why, wht shouldn't I feel these emotions? Solitude makes me feel a deaf pain than even the things in my past can soothe. An whenever other feelings arise like rage, I cannot find peace and ...


0 Comments, 15 Views, 4 Votes ,5.57 Score
Astarte 56 F
52  Articles
The Rain   5/3/2005

When I blink out of the blood haze of pain and first saw her, I saw something than hurt for the first since losing Ardhee. It was my first time back to reality, not quite a return to humanity, but a glimpse, fleeting and unreal, of a life I'd lived once. Before I wallowed and bathed in hurt. Her hair brushed my face, a reminder, a link to who I really was. This may be an ordinary bed in ...


0 Comments, 15 Views, 4 Votes ,5.57 Score