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Elusive Love

RL 1955/2020
Posted:Jan 4, 2022 2:36 am
Last Updated:Jan 11, 2024 3:16 am
I will never ever see your smile and hear your voice again.
Posted:Dec 4, 2014 6:10 am
Last Updated:Oct 26, 2021 9:30 pm
For the lack of new books to read, tired of watching reruns of Agatha Christie and Midsomer murders series on youtube hmm..It's drizzling outside (ST Ruby on the move), and too early to sleep - why not take this time to blog a non sensical, non informative blah blah. Truth to tell, thats the present state of my mind, remembering little fragmental thoughts of everyone - no one in particular, recalling a little bit of everything not focusing on anything. Wonder how the mind can do it, functioning but uncaring, unfeeling.

I've been gone too long. It used to be my haven - after a days work blogroom especially. Most long sleepless nights I go to IM or chatrooms, then it went declining. Logging in just to keep track of whats going on and checking out friends. Am wholly wrap-up in my 'real world'.

For the readers who will find time to read this, sorry but I did warned you firsthand its only an old fuss talking - on a whim.

Sentimental wise, I do miss you all tho' sincerely- friends and foes and in between..

'Up the hill, I look and see
Crowds of beauty and glee
In haste I go climb the path
To join in chorus and chant
I drank the wine, taste the honey
I laughed and danced with the many
Then I saw the reflection of moonlight
Down below the valley of sight
I must get back to my way of being
The rush of the river beckoning
Its my destiny, my truth, my fate
Where I shall await my final date.

Theta Dec. 2014
Posted:Oct 12, 2014 1:08 am
Last Updated:Nov 4, 2020 4:00 am
This is where it started - the blogland of F3. Simple comments on each other's posts, clash of opinions sometimes, transcending age and distance. 3 yrs borne of mutual respect, faith. common interests, love...

A woman I admire for her charm, wit, intelligence, passion in writing. As an understanding friend, generous, down to earth, smart enough to give advice when needed. My role model as a mother raising 5young ones single handedly.

We both love to travel, had adventures together, perhaps more in the coming years.

To a very good sweet friend -

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TAJANE! All my love and good wishes...
Posted:Jul 7, 2014 7:42 am
Last Updated:Jul 9, 2014 5:27 am
For someone you loved for a long time, someone you thought you can't live without. A perfect relationship then. You defined DESTINY with each other together. Fate intervened. The worlds parted. Life goes on. T'was easy - living continents apart and slim chance of bumping into each other. Absence will help mend and forget. And It did.

But like the desert wind, he came one day. The familiar face, familiar voice, familiar smile, and yet unfamiliar. The apathy and the cessation of passion perhaps, NO - make that a certainty.. My heart repulsed, my mind detested. The word 'coming back' was an anathema. Worst than the vilest invectives. People live together for love, mostly. Moot point without it. Only the shadows of that love remains, even gone with the blink of an eye.

Pardon me, you'd asked me what happened to the promises I made? Please forgive me. I thought that love never fades - only kept aside, forgotten but never really gone.I was wrong. You see, LOVE DIE, too.

This gotta change!
Posted:Jan 22, 2014 6:43 am
Last Updated:Jan 22, 2014 6:47 am
Here's my introduction to my profile which I gotta change, not that it's obsolete and non - applicable anymore (you know how variable one's feelings and emotions can be), substantially the same but with different phrasing - just to elucidate.

" I've loved. I've lost. I got hurt, healed. You might say enough about LOVE ..and live a life. But what is living without loving? Seems like a house without roof, food without taste, the smile that never reach the heart and the sparkless eyes..

I'm willing to get hurt again if it means being in love once more, and be happy. The road is inviting, I took the first s

My ideal person: Someone that my mind will have second thoughts but my heart will approve wholeheartedly. (This will stand - always I let my heart lead the way when it comes to loving - )

Posted:Jan 14, 2014 5:52 am
Last Updated:May 7, 2014 7:10 am
Throwbacks, waybacks, trending now everywhere. You got to haul old pix, old mementos, old whatnots, even old memories into mainstream again. Why not? After reunions with families and friends the last holiday season - nostalgic it was. Even the old songs resurfacing, same old lyrics, tho' new melodies and new artists. Maybe you may have used the wordings to your love letters back in high school or college days - and put a smile on someone else's lips. Or maybe a smirk

For some reasons, this song summed all my life then:
Times of your life by Paul Anka

Good morning yesterday, you wake up and time has slipped
and suddenly its hard to find, the memories you left behind..
remember, do you remember?

The laughter and the tears, the shadows of misty
the good times and the bad you've seen, and all the others
in between..remember, do you remember?
the times of your life.

Reach back for the joy and the sorrow, put them away in
your mind
the mem'ries are time that you borrow, to spend when you
get to tomorrow

My alarm tone in the morning, maybe my song till my season's over..

Reunion with OLD
Posted:Sep 23, 2013 6:10 am
Last Updated:Nov 2, 2013 4:51 am
Thought my good friend Ka Bert forgotten me already (thats understandable - too busy loving). Surprise call inviting me to a get together with Tajane, Mindy, Cat & Mandy and finally to meet his lady love Teng. Set for a saturday night, away I go with barely 5hours sleep. Didn't sleep a wink on my bus ride possibly too excited. Meet Tajane first and had coffee then to Music21 at Timog.

There were 2 rooms reserved, for the chatters and bloggers, unexclusively coz everyone's free to come and go from one room to another.

T'was a fun night of singing (mostly from the celebrant Ka Bert) and meet up. Unfortunately the big room where we're in can't accommodate all of us for the group pix (a group of more than 20). So we made it piecemeal.

For my old friends - so good to see you all again. And to new ones, my pleasu

Posted:Jul 26, 2013 7:20 am
Last Updated:Sep 12, 2013 4:52 am
Today I open up my 'closed' albums in FB. I decided to share it once again to my new and old friends there. Pictures of happy moments together with a person I was so attached that time. The person's gone, but fond places and faces captured in that photos will never disappear from my memory. I have a knack for forgetting someone easily those that wanted to be forgotten, well - easily.

When I was in the 'mourning' period (over a lost love), I evaded that area of pix world for about a couple of months, its like rubbing salt in my raw wounds then. Then I forgot all about it until 3 hours ago. I scanned pix after pix and brought a smile to my lips. Not bad at all - good times remembered can make you cry or laugh. The latter for me. It means another thing tho' - I forget the love I had for the person - and he's now only a part of a beautiful memory.

A good sign indeed for I'm now starting a new phase of my life
Posted:Jun 29, 2013 7:52 am
Last Updated:Sep 20, 2013 4:57 am

Maybe..What if?..The questions most asked after a failed relationship. Someone says, LET GO. Anyone says, MOVE ON. Everyone says, IT HURTS. Nobody wins, Everybody Loses. The same questions asked turning your back on chances. The downfall of every possible new beginning. Then a lifetime of remorse and the 'mea culpas.' Time is of the essence. As we grow older, somewhat our clock get slower, until it's no longer ticking. The chances goes with it..and the precious life.

I thought I've done plenty with the metaphors and the similes of love and life but everytime I got here in my doodle pad, all I can think about is the goodness of what its been - regardless of my present state. Then glorify it all over again.

I'm giving it a run around but what I'm really trying to say is that: Take the chance again. I'm taking mine.
Posted:Jun 16, 2013 7:45 am
Last Updated:Jul 5, 2013 6:25 am
The irony of the thing.. 2 of the 3 people I didn't expect to add me in efbee showed up. I received the invite 5 days apart but they both unfriended me the same day (last thursday) CRAZY CHANCE!!..I can only guess what's in their mind. I'm not excessively happy but I'm enjoying living - my pix can tell and verbal gaiety. Whats wrong with moving on? They expect me to be salivating in my own misery not having them around. Btw, they're both 'Xs'. Even an Xfriend commented that I was 'PUSONG BATO. If they can only see what my heart went thru - minced meat for the fishes. Luckily, I was saved by my own sanity - I've yet to discover my greatest purpose.

Acceptance is the key. We may not have what we wanted but come to think of it, we may already have what we needed.

Theta signing in.


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