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mapalad ....

As I see you walking down the hall
I imagine you and me standing tall
It's everything about you... I can't explain
You are truly beautiful in every way

When I think of the fun we could have
I realize it will never happen, I get oh so sad
I wish I could have you for my own
But I know you want the others, which is why I let you go

Someday, maybe, you and me might be
An idol like the others who were chosen before me
I pray every night... someday you might see
You are my secret love, a secret is all it will ever be

Think of me
Posted:Apr 28, 2007 10:13 pm
Last Updated:Oct 2, 2008 7:31 pm
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Think of me every day, in your own way,
And just say you will never go away.
Can't you understand?
It's gotten out of hand.
I can't stop thinking of you...
Can't you feel it, too?
I don't know what can I do
To explain my feelings to you,
That you are here...
So near.
You said you really care for me.
What a happy man I had to be!
Our love will be just begun,
And you will be the only one.
In my heart... in my life.
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Back Again
Posted:Apr 26, 2007 7:44 pm
Last Updated:Nov 21, 2008 3:53 pm
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I have been in and out of love many times
Yet, I have remained strong all the while.
We all, one day, break up from that special someone,
But the future holds something bright for all of us.

To all my friends who have failed to love,
Never give up, and be strong.
We all get hurt at some point in life,
But it's for a reason and we must learn from it.

To my friends around the world,
Don't feel too sad for the love you have lost,
happiness will come again sometime.
Patience lies in the one who has experience.

I have failed many times,
But I remain strong,
For no man ever steps in the same river twice,
For he is not the same man, and it is not the same river.

Be storng my friends, love will come again to all,
And happiness shall live for those who have failed many times.

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I've loved you forever
Posted:Apr 24, 2007 8:03 pm
Last Updated:Jun 4, 2008 8:08 pm
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I know how I feel now
I've been thinking forever...

When I go to sleep at night
Why do I think of you?

When I wake up in the morning
And think of something u have said
Why do I smile, it's something you do.

Why can't I concentrate?
You seem to be with me when sometimes
You're not.

Why is it so hard for me to tell you what I feel
When this feeling is so deep for me
This is for real.

Maybe it's because you're my friend
I'm scared of rejection, I'm scared of you.

My heart races when you're near
But you have been near a thousand times before.

Why do I feel this way
You confuse me horribly, but you make my soul soar.

You come to me with problems and hand your trust to me
You shed a tear on my shoulder, you said you would be there to see.

You made me realize that you're what's missing from my life
Every bit of perfection is found in you...
I feel like for an eternity I was clueless,
although I realize all along I knew.

I love the things you say to me, the way you act and care
All I have found out...
Is that I've loved you forever because you have always been there.

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Listen To My Heart
Posted:Apr 23, 2007 8:12 pm
Last Updated:Jun 8, 2008 11:04 am
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Listen to my heart and to the secrets it holds
Secrets which have never before been told
Secrets of feelings which I cannot control
Secrets which stem from within my soul

Listen to my heart and to what it tells
My heart and soul have long bid farewell
I have been forever captured in a binding spell
To love you...I would burn forever in Hell

Listen to my heart and it will tell you this
To kiss an angel would be heavenly bliss
I would die to taste your sweet beautiful kiss
My soul would forever more be led amiss

Listen to my heart and to its crying pleas
I long to tenderly hold you close to me
To gently embrace you would be sweet ecstacy
My heart has been captured and only you have the key

Listen to my heart...

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love is pain yet pleasure
Posted:Apr 22, 2007 12:53 pm
Last Updated:Jun 26, 2008 8:33 pm
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When you're gone I feel pain,
a pain I can not explain.
I don't know why I hurt so,
but I believe you should know.
I love you, and that's no lie.
I promise to love you till the day I die,
when it comes I promise I will cry.
A single tear will be saved just for you
to show how I love you.

There's another side to love, it's neat.
It will last forever, never short,
and always sweet.
If in love look for this, but not too hard!
You may fall, who knows how far.
Don't worry you'll find the one that's right.
Don't get too happy, it won't happen over night,
that's uncommon, its called love at first sight.

I got lucky to find one such as you,
so I wrote this poem to say it too.
Don't believe this until proven true,
I can't wait to finally do this, for only you.
I call this pleasure, and it's the best
Don't judge me though,
until you meet the rest.

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Asking For You
Posted:Apr 21, 2007 6:41 am
Last Updated:Jun 23, 2008 5:03 pm
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Kneeling beside my bed,
Glancing to the Heavens,
Expressions come softly spoken,
Longing to be with you,

Yearning to spend my life with you,
Asking for something that may never happen,
Envisioning the challenges of the possibility,
Love grown with such zealousness,

Wishing for a miracle to come true,
Do you hear my wish?
Is it in the path of existence?
An answer, I have never seen, yet...

Always asking to find you,
Am I asking too much?
Knowing my happiness will never die,
Spirit of love is joined between me and you.

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Eyes of My Heart
Posted:Apr 20, 2007 8:41 pm
Last Updated:Dec 2, 2008 7:09 pm
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My heart sees not the limitations of a past love.
Nor does it speak of the raging tranquility of contentment.
My heart loves what it sees through it's own eyes.
Speaks to the hearts of others through my beating chest,
and professes love only seen in the dreams of the most heavenly angels.

My heart knows nothing else of love but to love unconditionally
and without regret or regard to the body surrounding it.
My heart's eyes see not only the outer but also the inner beauty of the souls it observes.

My mind must cope with the uncopeable, feel in the numbness of sleep,
hear in the deafening sound of my beating chambers,
and see through the fog put in place by my heart to cloud it's judgment.

Love has never been loathed by my heart or mind, but has always been a constant reminder of life passing just fast enough to seem so far away yet be just out of reach.

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Happily Ever After
Posted:Apr 19, 2007 7:46 pm
Last Updated:May 9, 2024 6:43 am
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I see her in my dreams as I hold her in my arms.
She lures me and enslaves me, with her tenderness and charms.
The fragrence of her hair, the softness of her skin,
send me to a place I know I've never been.

The moonlight in her eyes, blinds me with delight.
Oh, how I wish this was a never-ending night!
But alas, I know that only a dream is she.
Such a creature, a dream she surely must be.

But this dream has captured my life and my love.
She, the one who takes me to the heavens above.
My heart, my being, my soul belong to her.
And so in my dreams, I sleep happily ever after.

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Choice Choices.
Posted:Apr 18, 2007 7:35 pm
Last Updated:May 6, 2009 7:34 pm
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I awaken, and hear you breathe close by.
It is wrenching in its beauty,
magnificent in it's depth,
warm and enticing.

Lips barely parted,
caressed by such delicate breath.
What confusion in my mind!
Which would I rather be?

Lips soothed by the warm balm of your exhale,
or a gust of wind,
touching two full promises of kisses divine?
My God, to be faced with such choices.

Do I enter Heaven or Eden?
I suppose I must be satisfied with being me,
and wait till morn,
when I can touch lips,
and feel that breath slide silk down my neck
in your warm caress.

'Tis a futile hope,
that all my choices were akin
to the one that trapezes in my mind.

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I Need Your Love
Posted:Apr 17, 2007 7:31 pm
Last Updated:Jan 11, 2009 6:50 pm
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Because my tongue is clumsy
and my meanings you can't hear,
I'll write this little lovesong...
so you shall know, my Dear.

Although I rarely show it...
You'll always hold my heart,
for I will love you truly,
until us "death do part."

I cannot show my feelings
because of tactless wit.
Still, I love you deep and always,
and I'll never cease one bit.

If I seem cold and churlish
while my speech is coarse or bold.
Don't let my false front fool you...
It's YOU I want to hold.

Don't try to understand me...
just love me, if you will...
and know - thought I can't speak it,
my heart is yours to fill.

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