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mapalad ....

As I see you walking down the hall
I imagine you and me standing tall
It's everything about you... I can't explain
You are truly beautiful in every way

When I think of the fun we could have
I realize it will never happen, I get oh so sad
I wish I could have you for my own
But I know you want the others, which is why I let you go

Someday, maybe, you and me might be
An idol like the others who were chosen before me
I pray every night... someday you might see
You are my secret love, a secret is all it will ever be

Smile . . . . . .
Posted:May 16, 2007 4:11 pm
Last Updated:Jul 11, 2008 1:38 pm
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I see your smile, your pretty face,
you're on my mind every night and day,
Implanted in my mind you will forever stay,
Your eyes, your smile, and all your perfect ways.

You're my first thought in the morning,
And my last one late at night,
I dream of holding you in my arms,
That would then be a beautiful sight.

As I look into your beautiful eyes,
It reminds me of spring and butterflies,
Yet your smile is forever, it never dies,
It brings warmth to my day,
Like a beautiful sunrise.

Although we're not close, we are apart,
Yet, always you have had my heart,
The joy you bring I cannot describe,
It's a precious feeling to me inside.

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I will Be Back In Your Heart
Posted:May 16, 2007 1:26 pm
Last Updated:Jun 14, 2008 10:18 pm
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I will soon be back in your heart
For it is lonely in the dark.
My heart still throbs when I see you
For when I don't I have no clue.
Your mind is strong, but your heart is stronger.
Your love is long but mine is longer.
You may be right; you may be wrong,
But I will cry when I hear our song
Its music is you; my soul it haunts
Because you're all I need; you're all I want

Tell me now, tell me forever
That we will be always together

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Beautiful To Me . . . . .
Posted:May 13, 2007 9:14 am
Last Updated:Oct 22, 2008 1:11 pm
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Every time I close my eyes
Your face is all I see
So I just want to let you know
You're beautiful to me

You came to me one special day
And walked into my heart
And you brought light into my life
When everything was dark

I thank you now for all you've done
And just for being you
And for all the things you didn't know
You helped me make it through

So many times, I've thought of you
To make it through the day
'Cuz just a vision of your smile
Made everything okay

And just that vision of your smile
Is everything I need
'Cuz you will always be thought of
As beautiful to me

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I Know I Can Love You Much Better Than This
Posted:May 12, 2007 6:35 am
Last Updated:Nov 21, 2008 3:41 pm
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Holding me all night long,
Cuddling tight, to our song.
You look at me with such desire,
Your passion burns hot as fire.

Been hurt before, I try to feel
That this is different, this is real.
Different emotions swim in my heart,
So much trust just torn apart.

I want to see, I want to believe,
I want to ignore thoughts that deceive.
When you hold me tight and I get lost in a kiss...
I know I can love you... much better than this.

You're getting half, but deserve my all,
But I can't let go, afraid to fall.
I tell myself, "It's better this way,"
My heart, protected, no pain to pay.

I would be the one to fall
If I let go, and broke the wall.
Your face so sweet and so sincere,
My heart craves to hold you near.

But past mistakes haunt each day,
I tell myself, "It's better this way."
An open heart I lack and miss,
'Cuz I know I can love you much better than this.

When you feel the pain and start to cry,
I sit alone and wonder, "Why?"
Why the tears, can't you see?
I'm not crying, nope, not me.

Don't be so emotional, it opens doors,
It causes battles, emotional wars.
Sometimes I feel it, when unaware,
Strong sensations, to really care.

When you drop to your knees from misery's bliss,
I know I can love you... much better than this...
But I tell myself... "It's better this way."

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Wonder Of Your Eyes
Posted:May 8, 2007 8:19 pm
Last Updated:Nov 21, 2008 3:43 pm
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You don't have to speak a word,
of love and all its glory.
For when I look into your face,
Your eyes, they tell the story.

Your tender eyes relate the things
Only a heart can say.
They cry, and when they smile again
They chase the clouds away.

In every fleeting glance I find
New faith is given me.
Your eyes suggest riches, beyond gold,
that only I'm blessed to see.

And when I seek an answer to
Some problem close at hand,
Just the way you look at me
Tells me... you understand.

I hope that when you look at me
You, too, can realize
The peace I feel while gazing in
...The wonder of your eyes.

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Stolen Looks. . . . . . .
Posted:May 7, 2007 1:06 pm
Last Updated:Aug 18, 2008 12:44 pm
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Stolen looks from across the room,
Looks that I do not want to assume
Are meant for me,
For I feel there is no reason they should be,
Yet I can't help but hope they are.
Stolen looks at me from afar...
But I ask, why me, out of all those around?
Why should an angel look so far down?
Why do your smiles seem meant for me?
Is that sparkle in your eyes meant for me to see?
Is it just my imagination? I really don't know.
Are you stealing looks? I really hope so,
Because I am not sure what to do,
Yet I can't help but notice that now I'm stealing looks, too.
So now you're looking at me and I'm looking at you.
So now what are you and I to do?
What's left but to introduce myself and say hi?
I just want you to know you caught my eye,
And I just had to say hello before I never get to say bye.

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The Heart
Posted:May 3, 2007 5:16 pm
Last Updated:Nov 3, 2008 4:50 pm
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When the heart is made of stone, it cannot love.
When the heart's taught violence, it only knows how to push and shove.
When the heart has been broken, it only knows how to cry.
When the heart is taught love, it cannot die.

When the heart has been tattered, it does not want to mend.
For the heart itself has a fear of being broken again.
When a heart puts up walls, it is protecting itself,
Trying to prove it needs no one's help.

When a heart has been shattered by the lies it's been told,
Then the heart turns to ice, better protected if cold,
When a heart has been broken by the true loves it's lost,
It's ready to give up no matter what the cost.

So tell me, do you know the way this heart feels?
Have you ever felt the pain it goes through every waking day?
Have you ever traveled the broken heart's road?
Have you ever offered to share it's load?

Maybe it has not happened to you;
maybe your the lucky one,
But always remember, I will be here for you,
If your heart's world decides to come undone!

The broken heart's world isn't for the weak.
You have to be strong; listen while it speaks,
Because it will tell you what it needs from you.
You'll have to do what it tells you to.
BE STRONG, HOLD ON, YOU'RE GOING TO MAKE IT THROUGH!

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Searching for love
Posted:May 1, 2007 5:49 pm
Last Updated:Oct 12, 2008 3:46 pm
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Love is like an addiction; you just can't get enough
The harder you try, the more it gets tough
I was getting lonely, thinking, as I sat
I know what to do; I'll find it on the net.

And so to the chat rooms, looking for a mate
Tried as I might, I couldn't get a date.
Still feeling rejected, and thinking about advice
That's when it struck me, why not advertise.

Looking for a soulmate, without one I cannot survive.
I'm still young at heart; I'm only forty.......
I'm looking for a soulmate, don't sit there and hesitate
So email me for a date, and we'll leave the rest to fate.

Tried as I might, looking in all websites
Still with no soulmate, still waiting for a date.
Maybe I was wrong, What can I say?
I just have to hope that love will find it's own way.
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Wait So Long
Posted:Apr 30, 2007 1:05 pm
Last Updated:Nov 21, 2008 3:47 pm
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For the pain of a broken heart to mend
For the days of my loneliness to end
And I would no longer mourn
For another, so I wouldn't be alone
For that one girl I could call my own
I've waited so long
Just when I thought I couldn't wait anymore
There you were standing outside my door
For my waiting to end, you only have to come through
But I confess my heart's too shy
And my reply couldn't welcome you

There's something I should say
but I can't find the words to
That's how I know I'll be alone forever
Even after I've found you
Even if you gave me a sign today
that said you could feel the same way I do
I know those feelings won't always stay
and tommorow they could fade away
My fear is that they're already gone
So I may wait another day--I've waited too long

To have you smile at me, that's what I live for
For you to love me, the way you've loved no one before
To have you look at me, and in your eyes I'd see passion within
For you to take away my tears, and I'd know it won't rain here again
I've waited so long
For you to come to me, and you alone can comfort me
And I only want to cherish you
the way a human heart thought it could never be true
Nothing about that could be wrong
Just when I thought I've waited all I could
Right outside my door you stood
For my waiting to end, you'd only have to come in
But my heart's too shy, and I can't answer why
I never welcome you in

I know the consequences of letting a love just walk away
And it's always my conscience that's always there to say...
What was wrong with her? Or what is wrong with you?
My heart is just too weak, that's why I fear the chase of a pursuit
No matter if she's given me hope of the best expectations
I'll wait to approach her, afraid of her rejection
I fear if you've ever had feelings for me, one day they'd be gone
But for the serenity of my heart
I tell myself I'm waiting, until I've waited too long

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Remember me this way......
Posted:Apr 29, 2007 9:53 am
Last Updated:Oct 19, 2008 4:04 am
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Remember the way I held you,
so close to the music of my heart.
Remember the way I touched you,
so soft in the dark.
Remember when we danced with our souls
underneath the stars.
We are two diffent people,
so how did it even start?
How was I to know,
that I would leave you with my heart?
I know I am not expecting you to stay...
But remember me this way.

I couldn't help thinking
what it would be like to love you.
But I know deep in your heart,
that you would never be true.
But I wanted to find the best in you.
I wanted to see past all the playing games.
But I know more than ever before,
we should have just kept knowing each other by names.

I wonder if you think of me...
And I wonder where you are?
I wonder if you want to hear me now.
I wonder if I have taken your heart?
All this I don't want to know,
for fear of damage done.
But for some strange reason I feel for you,
I just can't say I let temptation win.
But all I have to say is...

Remember the way I looked in your eyes
and the way you looked into mine.
Remember the way we danced into the night
like our hearts stopped with time.
Remember the way we laughed and joked
until the sun peaked into the sky.
Remember as we held each other so tight,
when we said goodbye.
We are two diffent people,
so how did it even start?
How was I to know,
that I would leave you with my heart?
I know I am not expecting you to stay...
But remember me this way.

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