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mapalad ....

As I see you walking down the hall
I imagine you and me standing tall
It's everything about you... I can't explain
You are truly beautiful in every way

When I think of the fun we could have
I realize it will never happen, I get oh so sad
I wish I could have you for my own
But I know you want the others, which is why I let you go

Someday, maybe, you and me might be
An idol like the others who were chosen before me
I pray every night... someday you might see
You are my secret love, a secret is all it will ever be

Question Mark
Posted:May 26, 2007 8:26 am
Last Updated:May 26, 2007 9:25 pm
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The truth is what I'm looking for,
Nothing less and nothing more.
I'm confused, completely lost,
I'll die for the answer, if that's the cost.

You flirt with me, and lead me on,
is this a stage, will it have come and gone?
Am I what you are looking for?
I won't be mad if you show me the door.

Playing games is not that fun,
it hurts inside and they continuously run.
Are these games, or is it real,
I want to close them with a seal.

If they're real, tell me so,
but if they're games, just let me go.
I would do anything, to see you smile,
never let you go, just stay a while.

I have so many feelings for you,
there's so many, I don't know what to do.
But if you don't have, the same ones for me,
tell me please, just make me see.

I will never stop, loving you,
no matter what happens, not what you do.
The truth is what I'm looking for,
nothing less and nothing more...

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Dream . . . . . .
Posted:May 25, 2007 7:29 pm
Last Updated:May 26, 2008 9:55 am
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I close my eyes at night,
To dream about your touch.
Then Wake up in the Morning,
Missing you so much.

I find you out of my reach,
Unable to feel your kiss.
Not having your soft touch,
Is what I really miss.

But I'll see you again,
In Just a little while.
I'll get to hold you close,
And see my favorite smile.

I'll kiss your lips so soft,
And feel your gentle touch.
I love you with all my heart,
And want to be with you so much.

It seems like it's so long,
Until I'll see you again.
My time with you is perfect,
I never want it to end.

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Bigger word than love
Posted:May 25, 2007 1:05 pm
Last Updated:Jun 17, 2008 3:29 pm
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I wish there was a bigger word than love,
something stronger to you I could say,
to let you know how I truly feel,
and how I think of you night and day.

The brightness of your smile,
the tenderness of your lips,
the warmth of your hugs,
and the lonliness, when it's you I miss.

But there is no bigger word than love,
there is nothing stronger to you I could say,
to let you know how I love you
in every possible way,

so I'll say I love you,
because there is nothing I would rather do,
then spend an hour, a minute, or just a second...
loving you.

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Miss You . . . . . .
Posted:May 23, 2007 6:41 pm
Last Updated:Jul 6, 2008 6:31 am
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I never could've imagined
The moment I saw you
You liked me just as much
As I know I liked you.

I never knew there was a lady
Who could love me for the inside... not out,
Who liked my personality
And cared not that I was so stout.

A long distance lies between us,
We are far apart, you and I.
I know you miss me like I miss you
But all, it seems, I do is cry.

Tears roll down my cheeks,
As I think of you always.
Just remembering your smile
Gets me through the days.

I can't wait to see you,
The letters stretch the days
I imagine seeing you again,
In a thousand different ways.

We'll always be friends,
You're always special to me.
I'll always love you with all my heart
My admirer... you'll always be.

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Fly . . . . . . .
Posted:May 20, 2007 8:47 pm
Last Updated:Jul 29, 2008 4:24 pm
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I have seen the world through bloodshot eyes
and fallen down so many times;
kept my distance far from all who cared-
being hurt again, my biggest fear.

I have played among the flowers
and danced along the clouds...
So "high" and falling farther,
...farther from myself.

The ground's a smiling friend,
when clearly you can't see;
I almost hit rock-bottom...
But a stranger was waiting to catch me.

She made me smile again
and she opened up my eyes;
Asking nothing in return,
she taught me how to fly.

I just want to tell you, "thank you,"
and I'll always be here for you;
Say my name and I'll come running,
that's all you'd have to do.

I'll take away a sky that's grey
and paint it all with blue;
I'll be your rainbow after rain...
I'd do anything for you.

So, if you ever feel like you will fall
I'll be here to catch you in my arms;
If you're ever in any danger-
I want to shelter you from harm.

If tears should ever fall
down your beautiful milky face
I want to be the one to catch them
and put them in their place.

I'd do anything to see you smile,
I'd give it endless tries;
I was born without wings but because of you
I know now how to fly.

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STAY . . . . . . . . .
Posted:May 20, 2007 2:22 pm
Last Updated:Jul 29, 2008 4:25 pm
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Stay with me
My love forever
And share with me
The sweetest dream you've ever made.

Make me
Your lifetime partner
And I'll show you the love
That will never fade.

And if you'd be willing to spend
With me your whole life through
Then all the rest of my life
I'd spare to stay right here with you.

Tell me my love
Your love is enduring
And promise me
You'll never go away.

If ever you can assure
We'll never be apart
And whisper, "I love you"
To my longing heart.

Then you don't have to say
You want me today
'Cause forever and ever with you
I will stay.

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Need To Know . . . . . .
Posted:May 19, 2007 9:34 pm
Last Updated:Oct 3, 2008 7:58 pm
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Is it possible, tell me, for true love to stay?
Or is it madness to think so, for even a day?
And if we stay for the love, but it doesn't feel right,
Will the truth of the matter be darker than night?

Is it safer, Ah! save me, to keep love at bay?
Or is it wiser to find love that won't go away?
And if the love is so right, we don't question its path,
Will we find all the answers, or confuse fragile hearts?

Is it comforting, help me, to hold love of a sort?
Or is loneliness warmer, when hope gets a shot?
And if love is to be true, the warmth must thaw out
Cold comfort in hollows which the heart didn't doubt.

Is it wonderful? Show me! When love forms a bond.
Or should we be a bit wary? It might not last so long!
And if love is to shine bright, forever through time,
Should we chase away hope, or caution tonight?

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Maybe It's . . . . .
Posted:May 19, 2007 10:43 am
Last Updated:Sep 1, 2008 7:47 pm
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Maybe it's the sound of my heart aching
And my patience breaking
Trying to make you mine
But wondering if I am running out of time

Maybe it's the hours I spend wondering
And the days I squander pondering
Trying to get closer to heart
Of your life I want to be a major part

Maybe it's the way you make me feel
And I wonder if it's that real
Trying to be your friend
My love I will suspend

Maybe in time I will be yours
My heart and soul pour
To help and comfort you
In your time of Blue

Maybe it's because you are so amazing
And your love so tantalizing
That makes me endeavor
Just waiting, I hope not forever

No matter the time I will be here
Our friendship, our love have no fear
I'd love you no matter what
And my heart I will not shut

As long as you have me near
You need not shed one tear
For your worries I will take of
With my heart, soul, and all my love.

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Wait For Time
Posted:May 18, 2007 8:58 pm
Last Updated:Jun 26, 2008 8:29 pm
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I could enjoy your company and even just the presence of your smile-
But only time can give this to me, I have to wait a while

I may have to sleep alone for 1,000 nights-
Or even compete for you in 1,000 fights-

I may have to think a billion thoughts
Just to find an answer to one single question of mine

And my questions come in millions, so the only answers I'll find-
will be found with time...

It took only a quick second to fall for you after I met you
But it will take an eternity of lifetimes to forget you

It may take years to unite our love - controlled only by fate
But to see you and I together in time... I shall wait!

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Under Closed Eyes
Posted:May 18, 2007 1:17 pm
Last Updated:Jun 27, 2008 4:08 pm
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Knowing that you're there,
and I just can't reach out and touch.

What you don't understand,
is that to me you mean so much.

You say we just need time.
But I Can't take this any longer.

Every time you cross my mind,
the feelings just get stronger.

I need to have you close to me.
I have to have you near.

Now your face,
I no longer see as mine.

Your voice,
I no longer hear.

But when I close my eyes in dreams,
I can sometimes feel your touch.

So I often close my eyes,
and try not to miss you as much.

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