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mapalad ....

As I see you walking down the hall
I imagine you and me standing tall
It's everything about you... I can't explain
You are truly beautiful in every way

When I think of the fun we could have
I realize it will never happen, I get oh so sad
I wish I could have you for my own
But I know you want the others, which is why I let you go

Someday, maybe, you and me might be
An idol like the others who were chosen before me
I pray every night... someday you might see
You are my secret love, a secret is all it will ever be

Letting Go
Posted:Feb 27, 2007 1:26 pm
Last Updated:Jul 30, 2008 5:04 pm
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So hard to look back on memories
with no time spent to remember,
So hard to give up a love
that never had a chance to grow.

So hard to dismiss dreams
when they are all that keep it real,
so hard to let go of someone
who was never mine to hold.

As my mind grows tired of dreaming
my heart grows tired of waiting
and i am faced with reality
that it is time to let go.

Time to let go of my fantasy..
time to let go of a friend...
time to let go of you.

I feel as though i lost so much
when in fact, i never had anything to lose.

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Broken Pieces ..........
Posted:Feb 26, 2007 6:53 pm
Last Updated:Nov 21, 2008 4:14 pm
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The broken pieces of my heart fall to the floor.
They scream, no more.
The silence sends chills down my spine.
I know that I'll be just fine

This is the last time I'll let you play a role.
I now have full control.
I no longer feel pain and strife.
It's time for me to move on with my life.

So I pick up the shattered pieces of my heart,
And allow only one person to mend that special part.
The part that will allow me to feel,
To feel what it's like to be real.

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Pain of a Secret Told
Posted:Feb 24, 2007 5:36 am
Last Updated:Nov 10, 2008 8:08 pm
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She was my one, the one I loved
Never have I felt this way
It seemed like she was sent from above
But she acted as the devil on this very day.

A simple hello
Turned to an evil good-bye
Tears on my pillow
Today is the day my heart did die.

I admitted my undying passion
She laughed and mocked my pain
My heart was torn, unfastened
I know I will never be the same.

I hung up the phone as tears weld up in my eyes
Why did I tell her, I ask myself?
Everything inside me hurt like knives
I wish I could curl away like a hiding elf.

With this pain though I must cope
Because I told her, because I was bold
Yet for this pain there is no antidote
Because it was my secret of love... Told.

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Wait. . . . . .
Posted:Feb 23, 2007 1:24 pm
Last Updated:Feb 14, 2009 5:25 am
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Wait! Listen

I want to be there when the rain falls.
I want to be there when you're feeling cold.

I want to be there,
when all who you call friends- have gone.
I want to be there when your world ends.

Wait! Listen carefully.

I want to be there when the rain falls.
In my arms, I will shelter you.
I want to be there when you're feeling cold.
For my love can keep you warm.

I want to be there,
when all who you call friends have gone.
I want you to call me more than a friend.
I want to be there when your world ends.
For my world will end there, too.

Don't judge a book by it's cover.
Don't judge someone too soon.
For the person you may want to spend your life with.
May have just entered the room.

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Love and Like
Posted:Feb 22, 2007 1:28 pm
Last Updated:Sep 20, 2008 10:35 pm
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Most of us know how to like
But only a few know how to love
It's because "Love" and "Like" are not the same
Love is to suffer, Like is to enjoy

He who likes pretends to feel
He who loves gives up life
And he who likes pretends to forget
And never cry or feel pain

He who loves can't think
Gives everything without a question
And he who likes pretends to live
And never suffer or worry

"Like" wants to finish fast
"Love" does not know an end
It's because everyone knows how to like
But few know how to Love

"Love" is the sky and our light
"Love" is total fullness
It is the ocean without an end
It is glory and peace

"Like" is words and flowers
It is to look for the dark corner
It is to bite, kill, and kiss
It's a brief wish

He who loves never thinks
And gives his life
And he who likes pretends to forget
And never cry

It's because everyone knows how to like
But only a few know how to love

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Secret
Posted:Feb 21, 2007 6:39 pm
Last Updated:Sep 23, 2008 6:55 pm
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I'm holding nothing back,
letting it all go
Saying what's on my mind
'Cause it's time I let you know...

I remember the first time I saw you.
It was like a dream come true
But I was too shy
To say what I wanted to.

As the years went on certain feelings grew
And during this time- you never knew.
You were unaware- without a clue,
Unaware of my feelings for you.

Now I've put all my fears and doubts aside
'Cause these feelings I can no longer hide.
I wanted to tell you
But I never tried.

I was afraid and didn't know how.
But as you can see, I've found a way now.
I just hope it works
'Cause in my heart this feeling lurks

Searching for a way,
Hoping some day
It can be revealed
And its fate be sealed.

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NO ONE CAN TAKE YOUR DREAMS
Posted:Feb 20, 2007 7:40 pm
Last Updated:Jun 23, 2008 5:15 pm
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There will always be a heartache,
and often a silent tear,
but always a million wishes,
wishing you were here.

There will always be your reflection,
in my lonely saddened stream,
and there will always be a 'you and me',
as long as I can dream.

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PRETTY WOMAN
Posted:Feb 20, 2007 1:38 pm
Last Updated:Jan 11, 2009 7:06 pm
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Whenever I'm lonely, sad and blue,
There's nothing better than a night with you
You're the best I've known, present and before,
I don't dare tell or they’ll pound on your door.

It's neither a secret nor a surprise,
That others are waiting for my demise.
God blessed you when he made you so pretty,
That's why so many continue being flirty.

God blessed me when he gave me your heart,
For I'm not wealthy, famous or smart.
But I'm strong, healthy, and hard working too,
And what ever it takes, you know I'll do.

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A Dream In The Night
Posted:Feb 19, 2007 9:38 am
Last Updated:Jan 11, 2009 7:07 pm
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Lost in confusion and total self bliss
I've found the relation between dream and wish
A dream is a fantasy lived only while asleep
But a wish has a compass vast, far and deep.
A dream can bring true the wish never thought
As your mind wanders aimlessly and feelings are sought.
But a wish is a simple, momentous undertaking
A grasping of things while still in the making.
Now my understanding of wish and of dreams
Have broadened my scope - or so it would seem
But still I'm confused and nothing is clear
Because you are a wish, yet a dream so dear.
With the breath of each day, I wish for your sight
Visions of loveliness turned to dreams in the night
You've become such a fantasy with realistic tones
I long for your love and time spent alone
Sadly enough my dreams cause confusion
For all their purpose are meager illusion
And though the dawn of each day may be cheerful to sight
I fear the darkness and my continuing fight.
For now its a war - a battle within
A dreadful nightmare which rationality must win
What should I do? Where shall I begin?
Should I ask for your love or remain a dear friend?
In my dreams you’re my lover and my world is complete
But in life your a martyr to hope so elite
I've grown to know you and care with a passion
But fear lies within mutual attraction.
If I am to approach you with some indication
Would I strengthen our friendship or cause detonation?
This is the confusion, the struggle, the fight,
Until I am sure, you’ll remain a dream in the night.

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DO YOU BELIEVE ?
Posted:Feb 18, 2007 11:03 pm
Last Updated:Sep 1, 2008 7:51 pm
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Look into your heart and tell me what you see.
Am I still on your mind; are you thinking of me?
Do you wake in the night and let out a sigh?
Do you whisper my name and wonder why;
I can't be there with you tonight?
With you in my arms, holding you tight?

Do you believe in the miracle of Love
Do you believe in you
Do you believe in Love
Do you believe it could happen to you

Take me in your arms, don't ever leave
With you in my arms, I'll make you believe!
I believe in Love, always and forever.
I believe in us, you and I together.
I can't believe Love is pain,
You have everything to lose and nothing to gain.
Tell me you believe and look into my eyes...
Do you believe... I'm not like the other guys?

Hold on tight, for I've given you my heart;
Heart and soul from the very start.
For your Love, I'll wait forever
With all my heart, I believe we'll be together.
Tell me you believe Love is bliss,
That you can believe in the magic of our first kiss.
Answer me one question, now, before I leave...
Tell me, Do You Believe?

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