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SniPpEtS oF ThOuGhTs!!!

My QUiXoTiC SeaRcH fOR d eNd oF tHe RaiNbOw.....
wiLL i EvER fiNd iT???

Miss you all!!
Posted:Mar 23, 2006 11:28 pm
Last Updated:Jul 11, 2006 7:27 am
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Just wanna say I miss you guys and gals!!
I'm having a great time here!!
Its been awesome meeting some of the Dorks and the Dorkettes.
I haven't downloaded the pix yet but i'll post it soon!!
Take care all!!
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Home!!!!!! Woohoooo!!!!!
Posted:Mar 9, 2006 12:19 am
Last Updated:Apr 24, 2006 3:05 am
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At long last i'm going home!!! Woohoooo!!
Will gone miss you guys though, but promise i'll be back in a month time!!

Leaving you with this song by Michael Buble

Home

Another summer day
Is come and gone away
In Paris and Rome
But I wanna go home
Mmmmmmmm

Maybe surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
I just wanna go home
Oh I miss you, you know

And I've been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you
Each one a line or two
�I'm fine baby, how are you?�
Well I would send them but I know that it's just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that

Another aerorplane
Another sunny place
I'm lucky I know
But I wanna go home
Mmmm, I've got to go home

Let me go home
I'm just too far from where you are
I wanna come home

And I feel just like I'm living someone else's life
It's like I just stepped outside
When everything was going right
And I know just why you could not
Come along with me
But this was not your dream
But you always believe in me

Another winter day has come
And gone away
And even Paris and Rome
And I wanna go home
Let me go home

And I'm surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel alone
Oh, let go home
Oh, I miss you, you know

Let me go home
I've had my run
Baby, I'm done
I gotta go home
Let me go home
It will all right
I'll be home tonight
I'm coming back home


Photo: Beauty Of My Home
Taken by me Apri'05, Tagaytay City, Philippines
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LiGhT YouR WorLd....
Posted:Feb 26, 2006 7:19 pm
Last Updated:Jul 16, 2006 7:58 am
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This song hit me in the core when my self esteem is at its lowest. I may be a small flicker of light but i do try to make a difference in those lives i touched...
i do hope one way or another that i did!

Light Your World
Newsong

Two doors down one rocking chair is rocking
She sits there all alone, her husband dead and gone
The best years of her life they spent together
He was always strong, but now she's on her own
And the telephone never rings
No one laughs, no one sings
It's quiet there
Does anyone care?

(Chorus) Light your world
Let the love of God shine through
In the little things you do
Light your world
And though your light may be
Reaching only two or three
Light your world

A knocking at her door breaks the silence
She looks out to see a little boy from down the street
She cracks the door, surprised that he came over
Flowers in his hand like a little gentleman
He said, 'I picked these just for you
I hope you like the color blue
Could I stay a while
I love to see you smile.'

(Repeat Chorus) Light your world
Let the love of God shine through
In the little things you do
Light your world
And though your light may be
Reaching only two or three
Light your world

It only takes a little time
To show someone how much you care
It only takes a little time
To answer someone's biggest prayer

(Repeat Chorus)

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From Me to YoU........
Posted:Feb 14, 2006 4:24 am
Last Updated:Sep 27, 2006 7:18 am
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This is a fave of mine, hope you like it too!
My creative mind is AWOL for the time being but i hope this will express on how i appreciate you're presence in my life! Happy Hearts' Day to you!!

I love you
not only for what you are,
but for what i am when i'm with you.

I love you
not only for what you have made of yourself,
but for what you are making of me.

I love you
for the part of me that you bring out.

I love you
for putting your hand into my heaped- up heart,
and passing over all the foolish
and frivolous and weak things
which you cannot help dimly seeing there,
and for drawing out into the light
all the beautiful, radiant belongings
that no one else had looked
quite far enough to find.

I love you
for ignoring the possibilities of the fool
and weakling in me,
and for laying firm hold
on the possibilities of good in me.

I love you
for closing your eyes to the discords in me,
and for adding to the music in me by
worshipful listening.

I love you
because you are helping me to make
the lumber of my life not a tavern but a Temple,
and the words of my every day
not a reproach but a song.

I love you
because you have done more than any creed
could have done to make me good,
and more than any fate could have done
to make me happy.
YoU HaVe DoNe iT bY BeInG YoUrSelF.
Perhaps that's what Love MeaNs aFter All!!

Anonymous

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A Day FoR tHe HeaRtS!!!
Posted:Feb 14, 2006 4:11 am
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2006 9:28 pm
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Happy Valentines' Day Everyone!!!

May love be forever in our hearts!!!

God bless!!!

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Dorky Week!!!
Posted:Feb 13, 2006 5:59 pm
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2006 9:28 pm
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HAPPY DORK MEMORIAL WEEK
TO ALL YAH DORKS AND DORKETTES!!!

LET'S KEEP DORKING AWAY!!!

gROUP hUg!!!!

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In Memoriam!!
Posted:Feb 12, 2006 9:02 am
Last Updated:Jul 15, 2006 5:56 am
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I made this blog in loving memory of a great friend named "Khoti". A real angel when he's alive and will remain my angel!

Tears In Heaven
by Eric Clapton and Will Jennings
Would you know my name
If I saw you in heaven?
Would it be the same
If I saw you in heaven?
I must be strong
And carry on,
'Cause I know I don't belong
Here in heaven.
Would you hold my hand
If I saw you in heaven?
Would you help me stand
If I saw you in heaven?
I'll find my way
Through night and day,
'Cause I know I just can't stay
Here in heaven.
Time can bring you down,
Time can bend your knees.
Time can break your heart,
Have you begging please, begging please.
Beyond the door,
There's peace I'm sure,
And I know there'll be no more
Tears in heaven.
Would you know my name
If I saw you in heaven?
Would it be the same
If I saw you in heaven?
I must be strong
And carry on,
'Cause I know I don't belong
Here in heaven.

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Thanks to You!!!
Posted:Feb 11, 2006 3:48 pm
Last Updated:Jul 1, 2006 3:07 pm
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"Thank You" is not enough to express how much i appreciate the things you did for me last thursday.
I was in deep sh*t that time and your even unaware of the how's and the why's but still you've done your darnedest to lift me up even if you're not in A ok yourself.



Words may not be sufficient
but still i will tell it nonetheless.

Thank You......
Thank for giving your shoulder!
Thank you for lending me your ears!
Thank you for the wise words!
Thank you for the corny jokes!
Thank you for your presence!!!

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Keeping it Real!!
Posted:Jan 29, 2006 5:25 am
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2006 9:28 pm
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This story is about me, how i survive the internet world. I'll go on my sabbatical soon; hope you people get something from this!!!

When my realworld friends first introduced me to the chat world, i was hesitant to used it as a way to meet friends coz i can feel it oozing with mediocrity, with lies and with fraud. Its very difficult for me to accept it especially i am brought up to value TRUTH. But boredom have a way of making you do things you wont consider doing.
I started initially in alachat, thumbing my way to the worldwideweb is not that difficult pala as long as you dont involve yourself to much, just play the game all played and hide the real you. Then i met an angel funny pero he's even using his real name. We to used other line of communication and eventually met in person. Through him i learn that you can found a gem amongst the rubbish; through him i met alot of friends who will be there for me through thick and thin, who always include me in their prayers, who dont let me down even distance do separate us right now.
Three years ago i registered on this site, i think that time imc pa lang uso. Then i came here sa US of A, where if you wont find something to distract you, you'll need to take Prozac or Zoloft or Paxil hehehe. Kaya i became an fff addict, kaso im one of those faceless creature if you try to click my profile, maybe im afraid to reveal what i really look like, afraid that no one wont like what they see, although now im letting the inner me be noticed. But as time goes by i realized na its an injustice to myself and the people who regularly chat here. I realized that if they can accept the whole what the heck di ba?? Im known at that time as hotbeth kasi icebeth nga handle ko im raving hot when it comes to issues that i believe in. I earned respect at that time, i earned some friends too. They may be few but they're precious. Kaso come wintertime i always have this time of so called hibernation time to get ahold of myself so i took my leave sa ef ef ef for six months, other of my friend i lost at that time, when i came back i dont know anybody na, kasi iba na damit nila. Other i had their yahoo ID kaya i traced them back. Other acquaintance retain their handle.
But the icebeth that came back is a mature one, someone ready to face the world. I post my pix, gave my real name to people and let the real me shine. It works!!! Now ive alot of friends, more mail on my inbox that you cant imagine and a respect of people sa room that i frequented and the groups that i belong. One time nga an acquaintance told me why i reveal the real me baka daw me mainggit and siraan ako. Yeah they can do that but i do believe in the adage that you can't keep good people down, at first maybe they will believe what they hear against you but eventually they will realized na you're not like that and still believe in you no matter what they hear.

So this is my story!!!

Piece of advise:

"Just keep it real people, be a real deal!!! Let the people see the goodness in you that go beyond the physical. You may not be a raving beauty or a hunk but inner beauty blares. So let your inner beauty shine through!!
God bless!!
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525,600 minutes..................New Year
Posted:Jan 1, 2006 9:18 am
Last Updated:Apr 2, 2006 10:36 pm
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525,600 minutes,
525,000 moments so dear.
525,600 minutes -
how do you measure,
measure a year?
In daylights,
in sunsets,
in midnights,
in cups of coffee.
In inches,
in miles,
in laughter,
in strife. In 525,600 minutes -
how do you
measure a year in the life?
How about love?
How about love?
How about love?
Measure in love.
Seasons of
love.

525,600 minutes!
525,000 journeys to plan.
525,600 minutes -
how can you measure
the life of a woman or man?

In truths that she learned,
or in times that he cried.
In bridges he burned,
or the way that she died.

It’s time now to sing out,
the the story never ends
let's celebrate remember a year in the life of friends.
Remember the love!
Remember the love!
Remember the love!
Measure in love.
Seasons of love!
Seasons of love.


Another year has once again fade way. 2005, a great year; it has its ups and downs but it left experiences and lessons and memories that are beautiful to reminesce when my eyes are too bleary to see, my ears are too deaf to hear and my legs too unsteady to go places i wana go.
2006 A Year Of Promise!!! Let's Welcome it with a Smile in our facE!!


HapPy New yEaR!!!

To those people who have entered my live this year
my best Vincewindtalker21,
my babybro Mykcrazy_son,
my sweet friend ShaleenVANILLA_ICECREAM,
my DJ friend Joelivanjericho,
my sis Ayraluv2cry and ShaneSHANELYN_3,
my anak Marie__smilingeyes25_,
my lil sis Mharymhary, Anneugly_chic and Jensweetjen2,
my supermegakulit friends Ross, Jeffyhale_fan, Jorenslasher0211, Jennyocean16, Mikkow,
to my friend MarccaribeAfuego,
to my pamangkin Alonanasty_prncss and Belle,
to Ann buntisheartdales,to the Dorks,to Romance Room regulars, to the bloggers and those who comment on my blogs regularly, to Fairies in Paradise, to the gwapo and magaganda in P3L, to the nice people in EY, to the booklovers, to fantazisers and to the Romantics and to the Space Jammers, thanks for gracing my life this year!!
To the Singles Nericatch_22, Jade, Joyce, Hani, Des and Pennywho have been always there for me, for bearing with all my kakulitan and sumpong and for all the Kikay times!!
To all the Kuyas and Ates and the na kapamilya at kapuso here in Manila Hotel although some of them bougth a new house na for the suppport and fun!!
To all my old friends who will always be there, you're like fine wines, your quality increases as time passes by!!
And most specially to my family; to my Dad, Mom, Pene, Yong and Monitz, Gero and Rhea and Bogie,to Apong, to to all my Aunts and Uncles and Cousins and pamangkins for everything that i am right now it's because of you!!

My Praise and Worship to my God, my Father and the Rock of my Salvation, the Light of my life!!!

THANK YOU VERY MUCH
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