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The Passionate Blogger

My mind longs to convey the messages my heart cannot contain. Void of eloquence, my lips are sealed to even whisper what my pen can easily glide to express the deepest feelings I keep deep inside me. I have this ardent desire to culminate what both my mind and heart cannot hold in overflowing. Hence, let me be the blogger that I am, for readers like you to wait and see.

My appreciation.
GODIVA0824

Ash Wednseday
Posted:Mar 6, 2019 8:15 am
Last Updated:Mar 11, 2019 2:02 pm
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I am a Sinner, just like anyone else. I am not free from mistakes, sins and imperfections, and once again, this Season of Lent, I would like to do something is meaningful, not only to me but to others. I want to go out of the ordinary. I do not want to mark my forehead with Ash, and go about my sinful ways. Most people do because it is a tradition. I am enough or actually too to do the same mistakes all throughout my life. I hope, I will be successful in doing so...I wish all of us will do some major changes are beneficial to all....God bless everyone!
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DO NOT STOOP DOWN....
Posted:Feb 24, 2019 4:27 pm
Last Updated:Mar 11, 2019 2:09 pm
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Sometimes, people will provoke you, testing how far and how long your patience will last. Others deliberately pick fights. What will you do? Do a "tooth for a tooth" war? Have you ever thought why those kind of people want to bring out the beast in you?, Yes! because they want you to look bad, specially if they, themselves have bad reputation. They want to drag you down to their lowest level...But, will you? You see, it is difficult for them to fathom some of the things that you say, or do. You know why?..Because, they don't have the same level as you do. For how can one understand the "Y", if their level stopped to "Q" ?....I'm just saying...
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Heart's Month Once More...
Posted:Feb 8, 2019 6:10 am
Last Updated:Feb 20, 2019 12:19 pm
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20 long years and counting! Wow! that's a very long time to be single, or let's call it, NOT IN A RELATIONSHIP...I may have had special feelings in one or two of those years, but not officially in a relationship. What is there to miss?...A lot......But that doesn't mean, I am bitter. I still know how to love, but I just don't have the right person to share it with. The feeling is usually not mutual, or unreciprocated by me or the other person. Some things just don't click. Waiting patiently is a cliche', and I must say, I didn't get tired, but I have learned to just ignore it or live without it. Life went on, and I make the most of what is there to live on. I have loved myself more than before. It used to be that I was more of loving others than myself. My family benefited the most. I poured everything on them, specially, my unico hijo. But he has a life of his own now, and thankfully, a stable, and comfortable life, as well. Thank God!

So, now, I am just content celebrating Valentine's Day by myself, and be happy for those who have partners. After all, I am still in LOVE....just in a different way....HAPPY HEART'S MONTH EVERYONE!
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This is how I look now
Posted:Jan 29, 2019 4:53 am
Last Updated:Mar 6, 2019 8:08 am
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After all these years, Ito those of you who are not in FB and / or who are not in my friends network on that site, I want to share with you how I look nowadays. FFF does not even allow me to add new photos anymore. So this is it! I am REAL, I am a human being, and I am your FRIEND.



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FFF: My Sanctuary
Posted:Jan 28, 2019 2:18 pm
Last Updated:Feb 10, 2019 9:07 am
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There are so many things on my mind that I would rather express here than on the other side ( FB ) . Number one reason is that my family, relatives, and close friends who are "judgmental" are there. Unfortunately, they don't see things most experienced people here in FFF do. They don't care about how I feel most of the time. They just want to JUDGE, as if they are always righteous. They are "mindful" of my personal business, although, they don't want to share their hidden agenda. They just want to lurk around, have a feast about other people's lives. Over here, I feel free....I feel ME!
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Remembering FFF Friends Eye Ball in South Padre Island
Posted:Jan 28, 2019 1:09 pm
Last Updated:Feb 8, 2019 5:54 am
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Why does FFF hold a very special place in my heart? Because, here, I found friends online, then, met them in real life. As a matter of fact, we formed a group in FB named Dabarkads Forever, and we try to meet at least once a year, in Las Vegas or California, since majority of them live in those states. It was in 2012 that these photos were taken, when a few of them, visited me in South Texas. Yes, we continued the friendship that we started here, even though a lot of us have moved on from virtual to real world life. Some of them already found partners but they continue to be members of the group, because friendship should not end just because you found someone to spend your life with. WE know the meaning of real friendship, and we will continue to connect and stay in touch with each other, for as long as we live....But, thank you FFF! You filled our lonely lives with colorful, wonderful memories......In the photo with me are Jeff (zero_max), Tess, ( tessrb), and Bhabes (bday1021)

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eb1209's Account was Hacked!
Posted:Dec 29, 2018 4:15 pm
Last Updated:Feb 20, 2019 12:25 pm
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WITH A BROKEN HEART, I AM INFORMING FELLOW FFF BLOGGERS THAT MY MAIN ACCOUNT, EB1209 WHICH HOLDS HUNDREDS OF MEMORABLE BLOGS HAD BEEN HACKED AND INACCESSIBLE DESPITE EFFORTS TO RETRIEVE IT. I AM JUST LUCKY THAT I STILL HAVE THIS ACCOUNT TO USE EXCLUSIVELY FOR BLOGGING. I AM VERY SAD THAT I WILL END 2018 LOSING THAT ACCOUNT WHICH HELPED ME GAIN ONLINE TO REAL LIFE FRIENDS, WHO STUCH WITH ME DURING THE MOST DIFFICULT TIMES IN MY LIFE. I WILL ALWAYS THANK THE FILIPINO FRIEND FINDER FOR GIVING ME THE OPPORTUNITY TO MEET THEM HERE. NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, FFF WILL HOLD A VERY SPECIAL PLACE IN MY HEART. I AM CALLING ON TO THE REMAINING BLOGGERS ON THIS WEBSITE, TO PLEASE STAY TRUE, REMAIN KIND, AND BE LOYAL. MAY GOD BLESS US MORE THIS COMING 2019. I WISH FOR ALL OF US TO HAVE A BETTER LIFE OVER-ALL. TAKE CARE! I WILL VISIT FROM TIME TO TIME.
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It Is Not Enough To Assume.....
Posted:Aug 15, 2017 9:08 am
Last Updated:Jan 14, 2019 9:02 am
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He calls you once in a while. He gives you special attention. He expressed desire to visit you in your state. He interacts with you in FB. But, he never discussed anything about wanting to get to know you better, nor even wanting to open a conversation about his life as well. He "probably" likes you, or test how far you can go without "saying the magic words"....But, you are NOT like that. You want things clear and spelled out as they are, and NOT what they seem. Do you have the right to assume? or do you want to play along?...But then again, you feel that "you are too old to play games"...So, you just quit the idea of assuming, before it gets to the point of you, getting hurt again....
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How Late is Too Late?
Posted:May 27, 2017 6:15 am
Last Updated:May 27, 2017 6:16 am
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And How Old Is Too Old? 3 years from now, I will be officially a senior citizen and I will be receiving a lot of benefits, I supposed. But probably, I will still be single, and alone at that time. Is that my fate? My Destiny?...If not, is that too late to build a relationship? Maybe, I should listen to the song of Perry Como which goes:

"I WANT TO GIVE"---By Perry Como

I wanna give
I wanna give my love to you completely
I beg of you
I beg of you to listen to my heart

I've never prayed like this before
And I'm askin' you not to close the door
For I can tame the wind and smooth the waters
If you just let me

I've never prayed like this before
And I'm askin' you not to close the door
For I can tame the wind and smooth the waters
If you just let me

I wanna give
I wanna give you all the strength within me
To make a world
To make a world that cannot fall apart

And you can sit upon a throne
Oh, I'll give it all just for you alone
For I can tame the wind and smooth the waters
If you just let me

And you can sit upon a throne
Oh, I'll give it all just for you alone
For I can tame the wind and smooth the waters
If you just let me

Read more: Perry Como - I Want To Give Lyrics | MetroLyrics
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Loyalty
Posted:May 27, 2017 5:58 am
Last Updated:May 27, 2017 3:10 pm
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Loyalty and gratitude....These are the two traits that I show to this website. One might wonder, who, in her right mind will continue to blog on this website which has turned into a graveyard?...If you happen to visit FFF 10 years or earlier, you will understand what I mean. I owe a lot to this place. When I was feeling so low, I found friends here who helped me get back to my knees. They became my true friends until now, and we still see each other at least once a year. I may have almost found that missing romance in my life as well, but there are things that are not really meant to be....But, even those memories bring smile to my face each time I go down the memory lane. There were fights every now and then between the bloggers, as well as groups...But even those are fun to look back. When FB became popular, everyone left and deserted this place. I even rested and hibernated for a while, but I am still here, even if I am the last member standing....I am still loyal, and grateful....Thank you FFF!
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