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On the Other Hand
Posted:Feb 18, 2021 7:07 am
Last Updated:Feb 25, 2021 8:40 am
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Too much seriousness takes the joy out of one's life. For a change....

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We Are All Headed in the Same Direction
Posted:Feb 17, 2021 5:45 am
Last Updated:Feb 18, 2021 7:27 pm
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Let me share this good read I found this morning. truly made sense! The author is anonymous.

"This is the picture of an African lion, just a minute before its death.

In his prime days, with a simple roar, he made the whole group of wild beasts freeze in fear, but now he is in his old age. He can barely move, let alone hunt. at his ribs. how thin he is. He knows is the end. In some way, I see the picture of this lion similar the age-old monk. This lion is so calm and looking straight in the eyes of death. He doesn’t scream, He is simply waiting for the next minute when everything is gonna be alright. No more pain. No more hunger. He tries his best stand. He fought a valiant battle, till the end.

In some way, the fate of every human being is similar this lion.

Are you proud of your wealth?

Are you proud of your beauty?

Are you proud of your dominating physique?

Are you proud of your fame?

will come a day when all these things will mean nothing you. Remember celebrities like Chester, Chris Benoit, and Robins. True the words of Chester, In the end, ‘ doesn't even matter’.

Just like this lion, one day you will have face the end. Just like this lion, one day you will be the shadow of your past. Just like this lion, one day you will fade away in the space of time. Just like this lion, one day you will directly into the eyes of death and finally accept . You are not as powerful as, once you were. You are not as beautiful as, once you were. You are just a fading star in the sky of millions and millions of stars….

One day the whole life of you will flash before your eyes. Make worth watching."
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Covid Vaccine
Posted:Feb 16, 2021 7:51 am
Last Updated:Sep 8, 2021 3:49 pm
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Just interested to find out if people from all walks of life would be ready to get the vaccine once made available in your area?
Yes, will take it!
No, I have my worries as I consider myself a high risk.
No, as I have my qualms on its truer effects
Maybe, I will wait and see when many have taken it.
Perhaps, will need to watch what my religion will say on it.
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Happy Memories
Posted:Feb 15, 2021 10:30 pm
Last Updated:Feb 18, 2021 7:27 am
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A photo chained in a locket
Though it lost its vibrant colors
The silhouette is still intact
What is carved remains no duller.

The canvass had its paints
Of this grandiose scenery
A green laden meadow
Matched the azure sky_ in serenity.

A chest held all those photos
Boxed most the precious
the corner it had stayed
Untouched yet within your sight.

Fragments of the mind
Were pieces of a puzzle
You dared to make whole
How you'd wish didn’t crumble.

A line from a song
The melody being played
Made the heart flutter
It was a good flashback.

No goodbye is ever made
For as long as it stays
Never gone but kept hidden
These memories of happy days.

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Love Is Not Lost
Posted:Feb 14, 2021 6:17 am
Last Updated:Feb 16, 2021 7:33 am
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When I dream of the time
Once when I was young
Say stop let not the time
Continue this moment's freeze
Closing my eyes
This revelry in my heart
Stays forever not a day is lost.

Love lost is love regained
During those moments
Remembering what's once
That made my heart flutter
No one can take away
These joys that I've had
Tho' temporary it has been.

The fear of what's to come
Made me stronger
Believing all is not lost
Love may come different
Choices could be more
Yet stands that one love
To look back in sadness.

Shall I compare what I have
With what I've wanted
Not one will be the same
The first could've been the best
Or the last would've been it
When I look back
Am happy to_ have had them all.
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What About You?
Posted:Feb 12, 2021 9:01 am
Last Updated:Feb 16, 2021 7:37 am
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I just want to_ find out, if the singles here {who are a few actually, am into exchanges with, which is about 2-3 persons) if the weekend could be a promising one, because it is a special day for lovers, being Valentine's Day,

I ask because am curious how the day will be spent singles, who are unattached, but once-upon-a-time did have a special someone. Modestly speaking, one can be honest enough to_ say, am not spending theday as special as before, because I have this one heart which is presently loving myself. True and right?

We cannot discount that fact, in our age, whether we be more than 40, 50 or 60 or more, one can truly be lonely being alone. We admit, that we are doing fine, nothing to_ worry for and taking what comes next, this one step at a time. But in truth, we are honestly feeling that we want this changed, especially with the uncertainties we face now. Tomorrow another day but will be a new beginning for a brighter and prosperous life, whether that be concerning love, career, health and wealth.

My age has become limiting for the chances of a new dawn, in my opinion. Nevertheless, what I have at this time, can be enough or can be this good contentment. But because I am still capable of something, then I am continually seeking and striving. Having said that, am still alive for what tomorrow may bring and will accept, if that be good or bad.

"SABI NGA ANG SUMUSUKO DI NAGWAWAGI. " You can translate this.
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A Valentine's Prayer
Posted:Feb 11, 2021 8:03 am
Last Updated:Feb 15, 2021 6:38 pm
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Dear God, I am ready to_have a relationship with a wonderful person, who truly gets me, loves me, adores me, and is ready to_ build a life with me. I know in my heart there is a special person out there for me.

My name is written across his heart. Please put me on the right track towards true love.

And lead me to_ a place of committed love. I am willing to_ work on myself and to_ make myself ready for love.

Please grant me the power to_ look at love through spiritual eyes, And to_ remain sincere about finding the relationship I have longed for.


An early Happy Heart's Day Greetings to All!!
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Single and Unattached
Posted:Feb 10, 2021 11:26 am
Last Updated:Feb 12, 2021 11:00 am
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Is there a difference in these two terms? Can you enlighten me please, thanks!
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A Part of Me That Stayed
Posted:Feb 7, 2021 3:11 pm
Last Updated:Feb 16, 2021 4:06 pm
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The bliss that dispelled my broken heart
Was something I had not expected
You were there giving me consolation
And somehow your glum I had comforted.

We were souls despairing
Dwelling in our losses yet we knew
Nothing will come out from betrayals
Finding only discomforts in pitiful rue.

The solace that was became temporary
Clandestine rendezvous never got paid_
For those years_ that made us wanting
The haunts became more stiff and staid.

It came about just like an ordinary dare
Smiling eyes expressed questions in wonder
We knew the time would just be fleeting
Sans regrets the company became a blunder.

Many dreams came with shapes of oddity
Did everything stay in my subconscious
During those years_ while I was far away
Came moments that fed my unconscious.

Two_ decades had passed then came a chance
You were warm but I had felt already cold
Years_taught me_ I had conveyed my thanks
Realizing but also craving what I couldn't hold.

It's been two_ years_ since I bade you goodbye
Could only whisper they were happy memories
Am not privileged I had only shown my apathy
But in my heart you got marked lovingly.

I keep dreaming my different experiences
With my thoughts it can only vividly scorn
It will not be and nevermore in my dreams
I'd choose listening to_ the song "September Morn."

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Love For My Princess
Posted:Feb 6, 2021 8:58 am
Last Updated:Feb 21, 2021 6:48 am
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I have asked for my forgiveness
Realizing my negligence too late
Gave well of tears each time
I recalled how you longed for solace.

Eight_ years you've stayed with me_
Loyal protective and ever loving
Each time we were alone together
Didn't even dawn on my thinking.

You'd be there_ to_ watch and wait
From the time I'd close our gate
Jumping in joy to_ see me back
Straddling a balance with your gait.

White as snow after each bathe
Silky sheen this mixed of fur
Gleamingly pure with hairy lock
Princess her name_ is worth its silver.

When Mitsu came her joys cut short
Donned her sneering looks each time
Attention all poured to_ another puppy
She felt sad and was always left behind.

For being jealous I gave her spanking
Without reserve I accosted her behavior
She snarled and bit Mitsu while eating
Faced me so lowly due to_ her demeanor.

She got less favors cuz of Mitsu's puppies
Her being big and tall no longer a favorite
Often she's the underdog seeking empathy
I never saw that hence she felt so neglected.

Got blinded and sick with joints ailment
Had difficulty walking and standing
During her last day she came to me
Laid on the floor my feet while am laundrying.

I took her to_ a spot away from the water
Gave her a rug to lie down and watch me
She was in pain I know but wouldn't complain
It was Just enough for her to_ be near close .

Next day_ my son_ saw her cold and lying dead
She slept the night away in sickly reticence
I didn't want to watch my son_ wrapped her
To_ the time she was carried to_ where it's unpleasant.

For days I felt bad letting her go like that
She loved me as much but I didn't give it back
There_are still days that I would cry for Princess
The guilt in me never subsided I found a slack.

To_make up for what I'd done to_ Princess
I told myself I will support any vocation
Catering to_ abused neglected abandoned pets_
I find that move alleviating my desperation.

I promised myself never to abandon
The that grew and lived with me
So when I can get back to where I left
My shih tzu and I again we''ll be happy.
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