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Posted:Apr 11, 2006 10:15 pm
Last Updated:Apr 15, 2006 10:48 pm 3599 Views
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when we make mistakes...
we automatically wish we'd never made them...
we'd wish we could go back in time and not slip up... a thousand and one heartaches and regrets that we air for everyone to know.
but what if that mistake will actually make you a better person? what doesn't kill you only makes you stronger, right? would you still rather not have made it? sliding doors, yes. will it have been all the same without the disgrace of a forlorn choice made? but you'll never know, really... every simulation and critique.
mistakes often come with consequences... with justification and punishment. but no matter how big a bubu you make, however grave the outcome... sometimes, mistakes are more than just mistakes... they're lessons in disguise too...
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The Moonlit
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Posted:Apr 10, 2006 2:41 am
Last Updated:Apr 12, 2006 10:44 pm 3091 Views
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it was a moonlit night
i finally saw it in your eyes, the yearning ive
longed to see
the wanting i have secretly wished
they set flame in your eyes the moon showed me
it was a reverie
the revelation that took place upon a farther night
when i think we had our fake i love yous but partially they
were meant
i hope they are at least...
but then you continue to elude me and yourself
and i couldnt face you either
so we escape each others grasps once more
i doubt this would be the same as the loves i had before
but this could go somewhere farther than the moon
if only you were someone else...
someone i also wish to be you...
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Im a B.I.T.C.H
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Posted:Apr 6, 2006 5:19 am
Last Updated:Apr 18, 2006 1:31 am 3877 Views
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Bitch is a female dog.
A dog barks.
Bark is a part of a tree.
Tree is a part of nature.
Nature is beautiful.
Therefore, Bitch is beautiful.
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And I...
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Posted:Apr 6, 2006 5:07 am
Last Updated:Apr 7, 2006 4:58 am 3457 Views
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I can't think of a single reason why I should be a surgeon, but I can think of a thousand reasons why I should quit. They make it hard on purpose... there are lives in our hands. There comes a moment when it's more than just a game, and you either take that step forward or turn around and walk away. I could quit but here's the thing, I love the playing field.
-- Meredith Grey, Grey's Anatomy
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Vanity
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Posted:Apr 3, 2006 10:24 pm
Last Updated:Apr 9, 2006 12:28 am 3394 Views
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Do men get the attention they deserve from their spouses or partners? Nowadays, men are becoming more and more vain leading us to ask the question: "Are men driven to vanity by their other halves?"
Women are stereotyped to be vain and self-centered. They take their time powdering their noses, pampering themselves, and making themselves pretty. Now, the men love throwing them attention and the women love soaking it up. This is clearly a one way flow of adulation.
So what about the men? If their women counterparts don't shower them with the same praise and affection, what are they to do and who do they turn to?
Because they are turning to themselves for that much-needed attention, could this possibly be the real reason why men are now becoming vain? Worse, is this what's driving the men of this generation to seek comfort with their own kind?
We are left to ask ourselves the question: "What's going on?"
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AS I travel the road...
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Posted:Apr 3, 2006 4:31 pm
Last Updated:Apr 4, 2006 3:14 am 2521 Views
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Loving is not focusing on the imperfections of whatever it is you love. It is looking beyond these imperfections and still seeing something perfect nevertheless. It is stopping to think about the reason why someone you love brushed you off and not taking it at face value... it is understanding, and devoting time and effort to understand. Because that is what love is all about. It involves the inspiration to take something as is and transform it into something it could be. Love is not complacent. Sometimes it is even too aggressive, to a point it can become annoying. But again, it is imperative to look for a deeper reason underneath all that because, sadly, intentions may not be delivered well. But that doesn't make those intentions any bad. It is a cycle of inputs and outputs where you get what you give....
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Make a wish
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Posted:Apr 3, 2006 4:27 pm
Last Updated:Apr 4, 2006 3:16 am 2513 Views
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I make a wish but then she says she doesn't believe in shooting stars.-- Too Much To Believe, Spring-Time Flowers
Reminds me of someone. Someone who doesn't believe in the magic of the stars. Someone who doesn't believe in the magic of the stars ANYMORE. Because, he said, they always fail. Because wishes made on them don't ever come true.
I, on the other hand, love the stars. In the beginning it was just due to a childish association, but now it's because of the way they shine at night, in the dark, dark sky. Because of those stars, I shall never fear the night completely. And thus, another nice quote, a personal favorite:
Though my soul may sit in darkness it shall rise in perfect light. I have loved the stars so fondly to be fearful of the night.
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philosophy
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Posted:Apr 1, 2006 11:26 pm
Last Updated:Apr 4, 2006 3:42 am 2648 Views
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If you refuse to believe in gravity ...
... will you not fall if you jump off a cliff?
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LOVE SERIES
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Posted:Apr 1, 2006 9:00 pm
Last Updated:Apr 15, 2006 8:01 am 2780 Views
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a gnawing thought more than us
eating my bones breaking me cell after cell
after cell
Piecing together a dramatic and confused
individual
one part hurting
another longing
mostly crying
wholely in love.
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BECOMING UNDONE
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Posted:Apr 1, 2006 8:38 pm
Last Updated:Apr 3, 2006 2:28 am 3515 Views
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there are things in life that you cannot undo, no matter how you wished it to be. That's a fact of life; you can only regret doing it (or not doing it).
The truth of the matter is, one cannot go back to the same situation and expect the same result. The hardest part is trying your best to change a person when you know from the start that it will not work.
I don't believe in trying to change a person into the mold that you think fits him/her best. Or worse, trying to mold him/her according to your standards. I alone don't believe in standards. I don't like putting people under categories and subjecting them to cruel (clinical?) scrutiny.
How can you possibly like a person if you try to change the very things that attracted you in the first place? Do you like the person because you can change him/her? Or you like him/her just the way he/she is? I would rather belong to the latter. I would not stand to being just a regular walking and talking barbie doll with no brains. And no, I will not become just a sheep among the flock. Every Tom, dick and Harry can just remain regular Tom, dick and Harry. But not me.
I may not look like it but I would rather stand out than belong to the mediocre. If I want to change any aspect about my life or my personality for that matter, I'm the only authority to do that, nobody else. If you appreciate what and who I am, then well and good. If you don't, it's okay. Life goes on.
Wallowing in self-pity will not get you anywhere anyway. But of course, one can expect to grow along the way. You learn from your mistakes and move on. You try to become a better person. You learn new skills, you discover new talents. You outgrow things; like your habit of sleeping with a teddy bear as a security blanket, your fascination with cartoons, your obsession with Hello Kitty, your fetish for sweets, etc. You even outgrow your friends-- whether you met them during your childhood or during your high school days. It's very rare that you meet a person and you want that person to remain in your life for eternity.
If you do find that person, then you must be the luckiest person on earth. So go ahead and cherish it, cherish the friendship, because you will not find that kind of person in your lifetime ever again. If you lose that person, it will be a tragedy.
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