Zombie
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Posted:Apr 13, 2005 3:56 am
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2006 9:28 pm 2071 Views
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- Maynila V. Molina 04-13-05/7am
My mind has started to become a complete blank. no. not my mind. my entirely is being drowned into the void.
2am. opened my eyes and stared at the stars. the glow-in-the-dark ones plastered on my ceiling. hmm.. slept early at 9pm. five hours of sleep. didn't even get the chance to eat dinner. that's a good thing. not eating i mean. unlike other people who gobble up food like there's no tomorrow, I lose my appetite when depressed. translation: weight loss. eyebags.
no ceiling cracks to scrutenize. the glow-in-the-dark stars have lost their lustre. now what?
I get up not bothering wether its still dark outside. i walk over to find my cellphone and see if I've got some messages I wasn't able to read during the time I was asleep..There ya go... 4 messages recieved. One from Alexis and the rest of it .. from lil_joey...
read.. read... he's experiencing rollercoaster again?? caused by whom? Me? he said ... it's me.
(Im in a rollercoaster too)
I've come to realized one thing. Lil_joey loves me so much, but I don't love him back. I love someone else, but I don't think that someone else does loves me back (something painful creeps in. doesn't matter. nothing matters anymore.. it's just soo painful now) . Fairly enough for the three of us. Guess, that's just how it is...
lil_joey->Me->someone else->?-> ....
Why life is so unfair? is it really is? nah... I don't know anymore. I can still feel the blankness of ME from the reality. What's in the reality anyway? I guess I don't wanna find out anymore, it will just take me into no stopping flow of tears... just as how painful my tooth was is just twice the pain is sets within the deepest part of my burdened heart. 
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47 THINGS ABOUT WOMEN
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Posted:Apr 13, 2005 3:51 am
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2006 9:28 pm 2176 Views
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47 things about woman :
1. Women love to shop. It is the one area of the world where they feel like they're actually in control.
2. Women especially love a bargain. The question of "need" is irrelevant, so don't bother pointing it out.
Anything on sale is fair game.
3. Women never have anything to wear. Don't question the racks of clothes in the closet; you "just don't understand".
4. Women need to cry. And they won't do it alone unless they know you can hear them.
5. Women will always ask questions that have no right answer, in an effort to trap you into feeling guilty.
6. Women love to talk. Silence intimidates them and they feel a need to fill it, even if they have nothing to say.
7. Women need to feel like there are people worse off than they are. That's why soap operas and Oprah Winfrey-type shows are so successful.
8. Women don't need sex as often as men do. This is because sex is more physical for men and more
emotional for women. Just knowing that the man *wants* to have sex with them fulfills the emotional need.
9. Women hate bugs. Even the strong-willed ones need a man around when there's a spider or a wasp
involved.
10. Women can't keep secrets. They eat away at them from the inside. And they don't view it as
being untrustworthy, providing they only tell two or three people.
11. Women always go to public restrooms in groups. It gives them a chance to gossip.
12. Women can't refuse to answer a ringing phone, no matter what she's doing. It might be the lottery calling.
13. Women never understand why men love toys. Men understand that they wouldn't need toys if women
had an "on/off" switch.
14. Women think all beer is the same.
15. Women keep three different shampoos and two different conditioners in the shower.
16. After a woman showers, the bathroom will smell like a tropical rain forest.
17. Women don't understand the appeal of sports. Men seek entertainment that allows them to escape reality. Women seek entertainment that reminds them of how horrible things *could* be.
18. If a man goes on a seven-day trip, he'll pack five days worth of clothes and will wear some things twice; if a woman goes on a seven- day trip she'll pack 21 outfits because she doesn't know what she'll feel like wearing each day.
19. Women brush their hair *before* bed.
20. Watch a woman eat an ice cream cone and you'll have a pretty good idea about how she'll be in bed.
21. Women are paid less than men, except for Modeling.
22. Women are *never* wrong. Apologizing is the mans responsibility, "It's there in the bible". hmmm who was it that gave Adam the apple?
23. Women do *not* know anything about cars. "Oil-stick, oil doesn't stick?"
24. Women have better restrooms. They get the nice chairs and red carpet.
25. The average number of items in a typical woman's bathroom is 437. A man would not be able to identify most of these items.
26. Women love cats. Men say they love cats, but when women aren't looking, men kick cats.
27. Women love to talk on the phone. A woman can visit her girlfriend for two weeks, and upon
returning home, she will call the same friend and they will talk for three hours.
28. A woman will dress up to go shopping, water the plants, empty the garbage, answer the phone,
read a book, or get the mail.
30. Women will drive miles out of their way to avoid the possibility of getting lost using a shortcut.
31. Women do NOT want an honest answer to the question, 'How do I look?'
32. PMS stands for: Permissible Man-Slaughter. (Or at least men think it means that. PMS also stands for Punish My Spouse.)
33. The first naked man woman see is "Ken".
35. Women are insecure about their weight, butt and breast-size.
36. Women will make three right-hand turns to avoid making one left- hand turn.
37. "Oh, nothing," has an entirely different meaning in woman- language than it does in man-language.
38. Lewis Carroll's Caterpillar had nothing on women.
39. Women cannot use a map without turning the map to correspond to the direction that they are heading.
40. A) All women are overweight by definition, don't argue with them about it.
40  All women are overweight by definition, don't agree with them about it.
41. If it is not Valentines day, and you see a man in a flower shop, you can probably start up a conversation by asking,
"What did you do?"
42. Women want equal rights, but you rarely hear them clamoring to be let into the draft to cover
the responsibilities that go with those rights.
43. Only women understand the reason for "guest towels" and the "good china".
44. If a man ticks off a woman she will often respond by getting a fuzzy toilet cover which
warms their rear, but makes it impossible for the lid to stay up thus it constantly gets peed on by
the guys. (which gets them in more trouble)
45. Women never check to see if the lid is up. They seem to prefer taking a flying butt leap
towards the bowl and then chewing men out because they "left the seat up" instead of taking one
second and lowering it themselves.
46. Women can get out of speeding tickets by pouting. This will get men arrested.
47. Women don't really care about a sense of humor in a guy despite claims to the contrary. You don't
see womens trampling over Tom Cruise to get to Gilbert Gottfried do you?
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Movie Review
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Posted:Apr 13, 2005 3:41 am
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2006 9:28 pm 2154 Views
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Of Love at First Sights and Charlie: a Movie Review - Maynila V. Molina 4-13-05
Last night/early this morning, i was able to watch two great movies, a twisted love story courtesy of my friend lil_joey and the other one, a psycho thriller from Nick and Pets. Both movies were able to invoke the necessary feelings for me to like the film although during most parts in the movie Hide and Seek, my eyes were closed and my ears covered so I wouldnt hear the sound... (Though I am a huge fan of scary movie, I couldn't just stare at the screen without getting scared).
CLOSER,
I am not a huge fan of Julia Roberts, although I tend to watch most of her films unwittingly. (wait, I think I saw almost all her movies except Steel Magnolias and Erin Brochovich. weeeeird). but can I just say, this is her best acting performance I've ever seen.
Closer is a story of four people caught in the intricate web of love, hate, and infidelity. The gorgeous Jude Law plays the character Dan, a struggling writer who falls in love with Alice (Natalie Portman), an American Stripper from New York. She is young, beautiful and carefree. It was love at first sight... until Dan meets Anna, the divorced photographer while Dan was getting his picture taken for the book he wrote (ironically about Alice). Anna is the exact opposite of ALice: mature, reserved and mysterious. Dan, a sucker for whirlwind romance, falls in love with her instantly... and Alice is actually aware of this but remains quiet to preserve her relationship with Dan.
Due to a prank initiated by Dan, Larry the dermatologist, played amazingly by CLive Owens, meets Anna. Sparks fly istantly, and next thing we know, Anna and Larry are officially a couple. The four meet again in the opening of Anna's exhibit and the attraction between Anna and Dan cannot be ignored. they hook up without the knowledge of ALice and Larry, now the husband of anna.
My God. This story is depressing. I've never seen a movie so.... arresting. The dialogues were beautiful, heartfelt, sexual and honest. I cried not because it's mushy, not because its heroic (remember the fight scene in LOTR 2 and 3?) but because I've never seen love depicted that way... both a debasement and a truth. The movie shows how things can get really ugly when you succumb to the intensity of falling in love. You hate the characters of Dan and Anna, but at the same time, you can never say for sure that they're wrong. You can feel their pain, their despair, their guilt... it 's like opening your wound and putting lemon, salt and tequila on it.
This movie unleashes raw feelings and every movie fan should watch this film.
(to be continued)
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