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moving on...

LETTER TO THE ONE THAT GOD HAS CREATED FOR ME

I am wondering at this very minute if you are thinking of me,
if like me, you are wondering what is taking us so long to find each other.

Many times I thought I finally found you
only to be disillusioned by the fact that my wait has not yet ended.

I get up each morning hoping, dreaming, longing to meet you.
I am thinking of how we will meet, would it be as romantic as the ones I have seen in movies?

Or is it possible that I have known you all my life
but we have yet to realize that we are meant for each other?

Oh how I wish you were here right now
because you are the only one who has the answers to all my questions.

Sometimes I ask myself if I have ever really known "love".
I do not have the answer to that question either
but I believe that, more often than not,

we will never really know what love is until we find that right person....
and since I have not found you yet, then maybe I do not really know what love is!

You just don't know how often I dream
of finally knowing what it feels like to be in your arms.

Even at this very moment
I am imagining how you will simply sweep me off my feet!

Perhaps I would be drawn to you by your smile, or your eyes,
or maybe even how you manage to make me laugh by your silly little ways!

I don't really know for sure
but I am praying that God will help me recognize you when the right time comes.

I think of all the pain that I have gone through in the past
and of how much I have cried since the day I began my search.

I just wanted you to know that I find my strength in clinging onto my vision of the beautiful life ahead of me ---
the life I shall spend with you.

In my mind and in my heart
I know that you are worth all that pain and sacrifice.

After all, the tears have become a part of my life
and I believe that they are slowly washing away my flaws so that I would become perfect,
not perfect in its truest sense, but perfect --- for YOU!

I wonder if you've gone through so much pain as well.
I wonder if you've been hurt so many times along the journey.

But my dearest one, please don't ever give up
because I am right here... patiently waiting for you!

I assure you that when we finally find each other
I would slowly heal those wounds by my love.

At night, I would look out my window
and stare at the beautiful sky,
hoping that somehow you are also looking up and wondering about me.

I utter a silent prayer and send all my cries to the heavens above
thinking that in time they would reach you.

And when I feel impatient, I just close my eyes
and believe that you are on your way
and that you are longing to see me as well.

It is funny but when I finally fall asleep,
it is still you that I think of,
for you are always in my dreams.

It seems that, for now,
that is the only place where I can hold on to you,
long enough to tell you how much I love you.

In my dreams you would kiss away my fears
and wrap me with your arms of love.

And this, all the more, makes me want to wake up
and face the new day ahead with the hope
that soon enough, you will no longer be a dream
but a reality and once again I am assured that you are worth the wait.

And when that time comes, everything will fall into its place,
just as I had imagined,
just as I had thought and dreamed,
just as I had believed it would be!

By then, I would simply look back and smile at all that I have gone through,
in spite of the pain and amidst the simple joys of life ---
and I would be very thankful because they all led me to you!

In the meantime, take care of yourself baby

i love you..
Posted:Apr 11, 2010 7:40 pm
Last Updated:May 20, 2024 11:45 pm
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I Love You and I Will Tell You Everyday, Everyday until You Forget the Things That Hurt. I Hate the Things That Make You Hurt and How I... Wish I Could Take Them Away. If Only It Could Be Done, I'll Do It for Sure. "
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what a coincidence????
Posted:Apr 6, 2010 7:38 pm
Last Updated:May 20, 2024 11:45 pm
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ok i know were going through the very tough time of our relationship right now..sa dinami dami ba naman ng kantang pwedeng patugtugin ng dj sa radio while im in the bus going to work last night kung bakit pa yung"very special love ni sarah geronimo pinatutugtog.i remember the movie in which thats the first movie we watched for our first date..hahaha nung mga panahong nahihiya ka pang aminin na mahal mo na ako.hahah then after that yung freestyle song with pops hernandez na Bakit ngayon ka lang..oh shit!! sorry for my french guys...you just dont know how much self control ginawa ko para di lang maiyak.remembering thats our situation,kung bakit nahuli ako sa byahe,kung bakit magulo tayo now..hayss..i said i know ill be strong this time.pero makita lang kita nabubuwag lahat ng depensa ko.what should i do?
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nOt UnTiL....
Posted:Apr 4, 2010 8:45 pm
Last Updated:Apr 6, 2010 7:30 pm
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nOt UnTiL....

ive never known such emotion
that feeling of emptiness
not until that moment
when u nod your head
in response to my question,
"is this breaking up"?

ive never known such emotion
that feeling of sadness
not until that day
when i finally realize
i no longer have you in my life.

ive never known such emotion
that uncomfortable feeling of pain
that hurt that seems to never go away
that pain somehow makes it even hard to breath.
not until that moment..
not until that day..

not until.....you said goodbye!
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ang hirap magpretend
Posted:Nov 16, 2008 6:37 pm
Last Updated:Apr 4, 2010 8:34 pm
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hayy,,,ang tagal bago ulet ako nakapag post...i know your not into blogs..thats why i have a gutys to write what im feelinbg right now...shit,..ang hirap magpretend na ndi kita mahal,sorry ive crossed the lines...sbi ko ndi ako maiinlove sayo..pero im fucking missing you like hell...i know this isnt right but what should i do?i really hate it coz she doesnt even appreciate you for who you are ,for the things that you have sacrificed for her..oh damn...kung akin ka lang ndi kita sasaktan ng ganyan..
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"osbjoe" beware of him girls
Posted:Apr 1, 2008 6:05 pm
Last Updated:Apr 4, 2010 7:42 pm
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ok..so i received an email from this fella.ask me if i wanted to chat ,i said ok.so to cut the story short i think he got pissed or something coz im not that type who get easily fooled by someone else(im frank person .he said im not so nice when infact im not doing anything at all.coz the funny thing is he said that after i refuse to send him my pics right away coz im at the office the moment we are chatting..lolz..(w/c is so nonsense of him..lolz)then he said"whatever"!and accussing me of not so nice..well he said that im pretty when he saw my myspace then later on when i refuse to send my pics he said im ugly..hahaha..so funny...what i dont get is about something that he said "goodbye village girl,go pick ur rice!" i said "go pick urs"..and his reply is "ill pick mine when i go to the phil"hahaha ...well..hell yeah...i think this guy is stupid ,i mean does he really know what he had just said?..i mean come on... he wants to marry a filipina and yet he can say such things?lolz..i feel pity on this guy with the handle name "Osbjoe"just beware of him my sistahz..i just hope you wont encounter this guy..so its all up to you..what u think guys?his pics is attachedim sorry i just feel like i need to post this to warn everybody
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i fail again
Posted:Feb 15, 2008 6:33 am
Last Updated:Apr 5, 2010 6:57 pm
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So today i failed again...why is it that i always failed to love someone who loves me?i know i havent get over you...and i think this will happen over and over again just like mary go rounds..lolz..but could you just please get of my life forever so i can move on and to finally love someone who can love me wholely without conditions and loving me for being me,im so tired so so tired of thinking of you,of loving you,im tired of pretending over and over again.just get out of my heart..,.please.... will you?
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the perfect woman
Posted:Jan 4, 2008 4:22 pm
Last Updated:Apr 4, 2010 7:45 pm
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just thought of sharing this story..its very realistic

the perfect woman

One Afternoon, according to an old Sufi tale, a man named Nasruddin was sitting in a cafe, drinking tea with a friend and talking about life and love. "How come you never got married, Nasruddin?" asked his friend at one point."Well," said Nasruddin, "to tell you the truth, I spent my youth looking for the perfect woman. In Cairo, I met a beautiful and intelligent woman, with eyes like dark olives, but she was unkind. Then in Baghdad, I met a woman who was a wonderful and generous soul, but we had no interests in common. One woman after another would seem just right, but there would be always something missing. The one day, I met her. She was beautiful, intelligent, generous and kind. We had everything in common. In fact, she was perfect.""Well," said Nasruddin's friend, "what happened? Why didn't you marry her?"Nasruddin sipped his tea reflectively. "Well," he replied. "It's a sad thing; seems she was looking for the perfect man."
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If You Are Reading This
Posted:Dec 17, 2007 4:28 am
Last Updated:Apr 4, 2010 9:13 pm
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i found this poem so beautiful...i guess it really fits how i feel..

If You Are Reading This

by Tinydancer46

If you are reading this
I want you to know
That even after all this time
I haven't let you go

I still think of you
When I'm all alone
I still hope you'll call me
As I stare at the phone...

If you are reading this
Maybe then you'll see
That even after all this time
You're everything to me

And I'm trying so hard
To not become sad
When I start to think about
What we could have had...

If you are reading this
Maybe you'll understand
How much it hurts me
To see you hold her hand

But you won't know I'm sad
You won't know I want to die
Because I'm still smiling
Even when I want to cry

And if you are reading this
I hope you will see...
That I'm still in love with you
And it's slowly killing me
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help me..please....
Posted:Dec 10, 2007 3:55 pm
Last Updated:Apr 14, 2010 9:12 pm
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your part of me i just cant let go....while riding a bus last night,heared this song on the radio.i found myself humming on this tune...with my broken heart.its been a year already since the last time i heared fromyou.i never thought youll have a big impact in my heart.i was just so scared of loving you baby,so afraid that i might not stop and control how i feel...im so scared to loose you,that i might fail you in everything...that imight not be good for you.why cant you understand me then baby,do you want me to meet you when im not whole as a person,where im not so sure of how i do really feel for you?i just hope that you would understand.but i know its too late already,ivecrushed your heart so many times,so i guess i deserve this treatment,this painful feelings that ive been hiding for so long.I just wanna scream..and tell you how much i care,but i know i dont have any right...help me please..help..me..i really need to get over this...the more that im trying to move on..the more i fall deeply in your memories....why cant i be asstrong just like you,who can easily love someone after the other one.is it really over between us?help me please..babay.,...come back to me..

Ambrosia - I Just Can't Let Go lyrics
Artist: Ambrosia
Album: Anthology
Year: 1997
Title: I Just Can't Let Go Print
Correct

Get I Just Can't Let Go ringtone on your mobile!

(Pack)

Ooohh,
Oh, what's the matter baby?
Is the truth too hard to hear
Well, I think you know I'm not the one who lied
And now it's all behind us
And we both play out our lives
But the years don't change the way I feel inside

So we play the game out
Though it feels the same now
Are you missin' me?

Well now, baby just be aware
Of how much I still care
Ohhhh, I need your love

I gave to you
My heart and soul
Now I just need
To let you know
You're part of me
That I just can't let go (go, go)
Go (go, go)

Well, tell me somethin' baby
Is there still some thing inside
To remind you of the way it used to be?
And how the years have rolled by
Still there's somethin' I must say
No one ever could have loved you more than me

So I'm passin' time now
(Oooh)
Wishin' you were mine now
(Oooh)
Are you missin' me?
(Are you missin' me?)
(Oooh)

Well you know it's not too late
(Oooh)
Oh, how long must I wait
(Oooh)
Ohhhh, to hear you say

I gave to you
My heart and soul
(Yeay-ah)
Now I just need
To let you know
You're part of me
That I just can't let go (go, go)
Go (go, go)

(And
And I need your love
And I need your love
Everywhere I go there's a memory
(And)
If you can't decide on me
(Wooohh)
Well you gotta make up your mind
Someday you're gonna find
You just might need me
(Meeee)

Ohhh, baby
Ah Oooh

Well now, baby just be aware
Of how much I still care
Ohhhh, I need your love

I gave to you (gave)
My heart and soul (heart and soul)
(heart and soul)
Now I just need
(I just need to let you know)
To let you know
You're part of me that
(Part of me, yeah)
I just can't let
(That I just)
Part of me that
(Part of me)
I just can't let
(Baby)
Part of me that
(I just can't let)
I just can't let go (go, go)
(Can't let go, babe, no)
Go (go, go)
(But I need you baby, so bad, baby)
(Ooohh)
Go (go, go)
(I just can't let go, no, baby)
(No matter how many years we're apart,
Go (go, go)
(I still hold you here in my heart, baby)
Go (go, go)
(Can't let go, babe, no, no)
Go (go, go)
(Ahhhh, just can't let go, just can't let go)
(Yeah)

Ooooooohh....
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until i found someone......
Posted:Nov 17, 2007 6:15 am
Last Updated:Apr 4, 2010 8:01 pm
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Until you find the

person who completes you,

you would never know that

all along, you are only

half of what you were

meant to be..Find someone

who completes you. someone

you cant live without..

and when you find that

someone, dont let go.

Never take that someone

for granted, for when you

lose that person, it will

be very hard to live a

life having only half of

what you are meant to

be....." wish i could find him soonn!!!
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