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Crazy Morning blues.
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Posted:Feb 6, 2007 10:04 pm
Last Updated:Feb 6, 2007 10:06 pm 3081 Views
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 Geeeeeeeeeeez getting up early 6am is bad enough,lol but to have a quick shave and get out the door..well Heaven..NOT!
 So what was different about my shaving cream this morning that it was so sweet and made my face glow???? Oh oopsie ANO....TOOTHPASTE...!
Mwah Gewd flash my face and say "Are your Mcleans showing?"
 I think I wanna go back to bed...aray. Not my day. Lucky I didn't do my fangs first..could have tasted..sarap sarap(not)..Oh yummy 
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Reflections.
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Posted:Feb 6, 2007 8:31 am
Last Updated:Feb 8, 2007 5:54 am 3817 Views
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In the commercialisation of holidays like Easter,Xmas and now Valentines..the pressure is to follow the mob and buy buy..impress impress without thought as to really why?
Even if makulit in love,lol and romantic at heart,I honestly find Valentines even Xmas I must say difficult. If you don't understand both deal with love. One God's love for the world and the other for your partner,your friend.
In both instances after the euphoria of that special day,its meaning evaporates next day,like the morning sun drinketh dew. Sad but true. So 'love' for that one..and 'love' for each other is cast aside in the normality of everyday life,so we hear of wife bashings,,muder and all the nasty stuff.
I wish I was shielded from the horrors of the world,but alas I was not. Kicked out of home at 16,I had to find an alternatve love to my heart and found it in helping others through war..like East Timor 1984-1999. Loving is giving and it helps heal the heart.
My cousin(Timorese)was Maria Gorette Joaquim,sadly the name of the famous catholic Maria Gorete. Sad fate hers. Captured by Indonesian troops she was repeatable in jail,tortured(cigarete butts on skin etc)and when finsihed their fun after several months of abuse,executed alongside her uncle and her body hidden from us. Also I saw a 2 yo girl dying from gunshot wound in 1999 when the UN abandoned the Timorese and the cities destroyed as the Indonesian troops pulled out leaving scorched eath policy. Her young sister already dead collapsed on the hospital doorstep. I would have taken the bullet for her if I only could,she instead lay in 'agonia' the state between life and death,doctors unable to save her as the bullet too deep in her frail body. Many more perished same fate such cruel hate around the world.
If you really want Valentines remember this...
1. Love is not Feb 14th.
2. Care for each other is not Dec 25th.
I learnt that in helping the Timorese it wasn't politics that I protected them,it was the simplistic joy of trying to give the women for example like Maria and that little girl the chance to love and be loved and to have joy of their own families.
Valentines is TODAY..and TOMMORROW and all days therein. I gave red roses to a girl deliberately on a different day as I simply wanted her loved anyday..24/7..not 1 day in year..it is not right.
Give love everyday...give care to others everyday!
Valentines is love for her,love for her kaibigans,love for her pamilya..everday of the year. When Feb 14th passes where will you be? Where are you now for her? The love and compassion we have for each other on Xmas is tied to this. Don't let that be forgotten in your daily lives. Give care to your love's pamilya,her kaibigans and that precious to her heart also,let love be like ripples on a pond extending outwards and touching others. Giving joy to many. I do this for a little girl lost and for my cousin so in their spirits they would know I am trying to be a better man in this life.
Atubele Maromak tulun imi nia nafatin! Hadomi tebetebes nafatin! "May God bless and keep you safe each always!" "May love be with you always!"
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La Suong Suong farewell
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Posted:Feb 4, 2007 12:22 am
Last Updated:May 22, 2024 1:24 am 3044 Views
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I watched you sing and dance over the years and you have flourised as an entertainer and a woman. You added joy and sunshine to many peoples lives,even me. Cam on nhieu lam.
You are gone now,sad loss to tragic fate. Your kidney operation failed and you..passed on in the fullness of life. Ever beautiful and vibrant happy memories left behind.
My sorrow and grief shared with your Gia Dinh and friends. I pray they are well in Vietnam and California,for the loss before the new year is tragic more so,empty seat at Tet.
Farewell dear Cong Chua La Suong Suong
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Aubade
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Posted:Feb 3, 2007 10:27 pm
Last Updated:Feb 3, 2007 11:25 pm 3168 Views
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Moonlight dances upon oceans far and blue,
My heart racing upon thoughts of you. Starlit velvet night betwixting my soul.
Gentle breeze upon the shore caressing wind tossed hair,Yet your breathe I do dare warming my heart is what I yearn there.
Serenades a 1,001 one could give an ode to love ecliping another. Alas Helen of Troy,how many ships? Neigh not enough banceros to cover all of hers!
Lovers part at dawn,an Aubade to give to see you through the day. Night's romance hiding the hurts and pains of our lives,daylight exposing our grief. As much as yearning sweet embrace,an Aubade to carry your heart & soul through the day is at your heart I doth lay.
Love in the end is matter for careth to the others heart over yours.
And it goes..
Lagi kitang mamahalin..
Welcome to the day.
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Decisions
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Posted:Feb 3, 2007 7:06 am
Last Updated:Feb 4, 2007 12:32 am 3098 Views
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The path ahead seems foggy and I don't know where my path leads?
It breaks my heart not being able to simply buzz away when I just simply want to be by someone's side.
Sadly friendship is forged at such times when all seems lost yet you still remain there for them,regardless of the loss and the pain.
I will remain the friend that you always had,and always will ever be. Far away,but close to the heart you have that love,respect & friendship always. I can offer no less.
I salute your Nanay&Tatay and bow respectfully to your heart.
Take care,please MTJ.
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Full Moon Night
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Posted:Feb 2, 2007 11:45 pm
Last Updated:Feb 3, 2007 3:23 pm 3787 Views
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Moonlit glow....
Making my heart,rock to and fro..^_^
Happy Fullmoon!
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Reality,joy & sorrows
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Posted:Feb 2, 2007 4:46 am
Last Updated:Feb 3, 2007 6:09 am 4194 Views
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Dramas dramas....
I have been shocked to see some delusionals set up fake profiles just for the sake of an ego kick. Wow,get a life!
Life has its sorrow and hell been there,but through my tears I have been supported by real life friends and 'pamilya' you guys&gals and I am greatful. I have seen my buddies suffer from heartbreak and it hurts - Joy,Jackie,Shey,Sharon,Terry,Lynne and host of others,guys&gals. Sad for my instance,but that is life and I have learnt from it and have not wavered in my bond of friendship regardless of the price involved. We have seen loved ones perish and others fall ill,yet we have strived forward through these sad times,it has bonded us more. Menchu's friend,Cez's mum,& tita Jane's illness to name some.
 There is joy in life also,those times with your and pamilya and friends close to your side sharing laughs and fun. Times for love and bliss yihee also. Somebody loves you wow...way cool feeling. ^_^
 The point is you don't need make believe profiles. Joy & sorrow makes us who we are and a real life Friend or Love brings greater joy into your life than a fake one you have to make up to impress others. What is the point? Can you ring them,write to them or see them. Nah,just in your mind or just someone you know which you have used their pics without them aware to create a profile,why the waste? I will face my sadness and be strong and relish what joy I can in life for I have real life buddies by my side -makulit,pasaway or pure bobblehead no matter. I love them each. *_* You should learn the treasure I have found and stop the lie.
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You'll be safe here
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Posted:Jan 31, 2007 9:50 pm
Last Updated:Feb 1, 2007 3:10 am 2489 Views
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Rivermaya
You'll Be Safe Here
You'll be safe here
Rivermaya
(words and music: rico blanco)
Nobody knows
Just why we're here
Could it be fate
Or random circumstance
At the right place
At the right time
Two roads intertwine
And if the universe conspired
To meld our lives
To make us
Fuel and fire
Then know
Where ever you will be
So too shall i be
Chorus:
Close your eyes
Dry your tears
'coz when nothing seems clear
You'll be safe here
From the sheer weight
Of your doubts and fears
Weary heart
You'll be safe here
Remember how we laughed
Until we cried
At the most stupid things
Like we were so high
But love was all that we were on
We belong
And though the world would
Never understand
This unlikely union
And why it still stands
Someday we will be set free.
Pray and believe
Chorus:
When the light disappears
And when this world's insincere
You'll be safe here
When nobody hears you scream
I'll scream with you
You'll be safe here
Save your eyes
From your tears
When everything's unclear
You'll be safe here
From the sheer weight
Of your doubts and fears
Wounded heart
When the light disappears
And when this world's insincere
You'll be safe here
When nobody hears you scream
I'll scream with you
You'll be safe here
In my arms
Through the long cold night
Sleep tight
You'll be safe here
When no one understands
I'll believe
You'll be safe,
You'll be safe
You'll be safe here
Put your heart in my hands
You'll be safe here
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Best Wishes
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Posted:Jan 31, 2007 5:51 am
Last Updated:Jan 31, 2007 9:04 pm 2469 Views
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Words cannot convey what I am meant to say...
^_^ I have given what I can to uplift you through turbulent times and into the light of hope. For the alternative is seeing you buried in a tear stained pillow and it hurts knowing that.
~_~ You are happier now and I am glad,for I can sleep and rest my weary spirit easier. Both of us has endured through a long night of despair,and I am greatful you were by my side. Helping you has helped me bring life back into my soul and my heart glows from it.
+_+ I bid you best wishes on your new career and the hope it brings you the happiness and stability you seek in your life. With one stress out of the way you can be free to have a better life all around and I should be supportive in that,which I am.
^_^ Nanay and Tatay are blessed by your presence in this world and I am in debt to them for you. I can only say Salamat for everything you have done. I am proud of you and..as you know.
Sleep well for the dawn brings a new life. May it be a joyous one! Yes.....Sis Shine I am greatful for you also,an unwritten truth 24/7.
Hugzzzzzzzzz dear
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And as for winning Pillow Fights well...whatever! Get over it..(Ok heh you win...Geez too soft).
Seriously...<--yeah Ok I used dah word. Try to rest when you can as I have been in 'Zombie mode' also and quite scarey...just make sure your eyes are alright??? Strain may hurt them again(nagging....)OK..OK..
