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barbara72
206 posts
12/12/2012 4:25 pm
If

Another transition point : a year will end and another year will begin.it is again a time when reflections of a year that was, and a year that will unfold and will move to the forefront of our minds. New year . Reflections that may bring regrets, having looked back to the year that is almost gone. We question whether we have had the awareness to have made a wiser decisions and choices.

If we followed the sacred rule of loving our neighbors, instead of just passing by and not giving them a chance to have a chat with you wouldnt it be a place with people bonding together and love will be overflowing?

If we chose to enjoy every moment for what it brought forth, instead of judging or wanting a different thing , would we be content by now?

If we have stopped waiting for something to begin or end , and rather discover the pleasure of what was happening in front of us would we come to understand the meaning of contentment?

If we feel we lost many significant moment in the past will we be able to shift our mind to embrace the moment now?

If we looked at this past months heightened moments of pains, suffering and fear would be different now if we reasonably can step back and see the drama that unfolded itself in our lives?or would we continue being unaware just existing in flatland drowning ourselves in the occurence of pains, regrets and sorrows we tried to hold deep inside us?

If we stopped fixating on our lives were heading based only on the worlds yardstick of achievements marked by this world as success, would we be more living authentically now ?

If we didnt think of all time of outcomes dependent entirely on our efforts, thinkin at first that we cant control everything instead of swimming on an opposite direction of the waves would we be more open to collaboration or seeing others point of view? What if we are aware that our selfish egos tries to control us would we have acted and decided otherwise?

The point of if is a place of non action. It need to be passed through but without contemplation....here confronted with possibilities. Balancing awareness is badly needed before decisions come forth.... Now facing a new year i ask my self again....

If i continue my life in this manner , with this same level of awareness will it add to my own growth as a person? Shall i step deeper into myself farther beyond myself to experience an expansion of spirit, so that even if my physical self has been torn down and weak my spirit will soar and continue with the journey that needed strength to stay on?

If i continue the same choices in my lifestyle , unmindful of the earth problems would i be able to contribute something positive to the world? Hmmm, to big for me to contemplate, isnt it?what do you think?

If i catch myself in the act of editing negativity from my thoughts before it hardens to abiding thoughts forms that will manifest in my body would i be cleaner this year? Or next year?

If i continue to act unmindfully, creating my own hurts adding more negative karma and aligning only with what i want will my spirit and soul be stronger than my ego? What do you think, if you are face with gargantuan odds should the spirit be stronger than the ego?.... The ego that says , "i" can do it all and "I" can face it all!

If i knew this year will be my last year, how would i choose to live it?how will you live yours?

Here now at the point of if, i hope we see the grand horizons of possibilities before us, the pros and cons, the various pathways. I pray that i can make decisions that can increase my faith and move deeper to the service of divine will. Doing this, there would be more chances for me to see the real from the false.

My goal for now is to learn to live , move and speak from my higher self mindful of the presence of inner voice in connection with my faith...the goal is always choosing love as an abiding energy in all my thoughts and actions....merry christmas and happy new year folks!


oldkanaba 73M
2458 posts
12/12/2012 8:35 pm


I sincerely believe you're on the right track, just keep going. As for me if I get to live another day, I'll be grateful and try to do better the day after within my own limitations.

Merry Christmas and a better New Year to you!


I'm a senior citizen . Don't expect me to remember anything


barbara72

12/13/2012 4:05 pm

    Quoting  :

That song, tho it's a love song rooted me to the fact that people are there helping each other to grow,deepen and ascend in love and there are people sharing our spaces acting in their conscious will and awareness to fill voids and take all the drama we are havin everyday of our lives


barbara72

12/13/2012 4:11 pm

    Quoting  :

The decisions you have made proved to be the best for you. Let it flow for the moment ate and wrap your arms around it in full embrace...... Happy for you....merry Christmas and happy new year........


barbara72

12/13/2012 4:18 pm

    Quoting oldkanaba:

    I sincerely believe you're on the right track, just keep going. As for me if I get to live another day, I'll be grateful and try to do better the day after within my own limitations.

    Merry Christmas and a better New Year to you!

Thank you Kuya bert, im very grateful with your moral boost. I have a total trust in the process knowing deeply that where I am at the moment is exactly where I should be......my process is all about breaking down barriers, going beyond my fears .... And eventually rising above my comfort zones. Merry Christmas and happy new year.....kailan ka na ikakasal? Hehehe.....dalian mo na.


barbara72

12/13/2012 4:23 pm

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Oh yes Joseph, but no future to live to yet, livin by the day here......have you manage getting rid of the one who loves you but you don't love back? Lol