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Blogs > kawaibelle > A moment Frozen in time


kawaibelle 49F
229 posts
11/16/2011 6:54 am

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7/28/2012 7:29 pm
It was designed to teach me...
When we look back on how we lived our lives, made decisions, choose paths to take and realize that we regret doing the things we've done, the choices we've made and the roads we choose to follow. There should be no room for regrets because everything in our lives happened for a reason. Have a purpose... all events and choices leads us to where we ought to be. Our destiny... so we have no reason at all.

In those distress times of my life, I turn into blogging. I kept myself in silence, I pretend that everything is okay; I certainly believed that one day things will fall into its proper place. Blog has been a friend of mine for the past years; there are sensitive issues in the past, family, personal, relationships, and the like. I decided to re-arrange back my blog, dropped those pity issues and life has to start again and accept all the things that’s happening to me.

This is the turning point of my life where I am going to face it without any hesitation this time. There are a lot of stories to tell, wisdom to share and experiences to be learned. As I will start my life being me, I know this will be the beginning of what I really wanted to be, what I should have been and the only thing that I know now is that I will never repeat the same mistakes again; I will do more in everything that I will do.

There are just a lot of reasons why things happen this way, I may not know why now but maybe later, I hope. There are still things I don’t understand, there are still situations I can’t accept, I tried to be strong in all the circumstances that comes my way but my strength is not enough still.

Things happen because they are designed to teach us something. Every step we take, positive or not, we will find hurdles in our way, discouraging us, willing us to fail. Sometimes you give in and do fail. And other times, you don’t. But with each passing hurdle, each fall, you are carved into a different person, just like the molten iron which must be beaten before it attains its final beauty and form.Remember that life was designed to give you that splendor of shape and sinew, and that it could never have been achieved with you making the mistakes you made and realizing them never to make them again. Regrets come in the way of your will to never make the same mistakes again and if it were for them, you would just end up getting beaten harder and harder, till the iron smith realizes you cannot be carved and throws you away for good.

Moving on will help you make yourself into something and someone that you, yourself can respect, despite the hand of fate or destiny or incidents in making you that person.

If you can't handle me at my worst... You don't deserve me at my BEST!
kawaibelle 49F

7/28/2012 7:29 pm

 Thanks absolutelyinlove for always believing me and lift up my spirit.
If you can't handle me at my worst... You don't deserve me at my BEST!




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