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Stoman 60M
29 posts
6/1/2008 7:37 pm
Poems by me (here without you)


I am here without you wasting away my heart
A lonely dust whirls by searing us apart
Mistrust, a heavy burden to bear
A love of a woman and a I yearn to care
A lonesome man walking towards sun setting beach
With outstreched hands the dove he yearns to reach
The dove flitters and floats on the air
Why oh why does not the dove even care
Tears fell like thunder raindrops of dew
Thoughts running through my mind thinking of you

Misplaced trust, misnamed desire, mismatched company
A hurtful words, a boundary made, all this I cannot bare to see
A tearful jerk, an angry word, such harmful deceit touches a heart
All this and more has torn us apart

A warning signs of what may be
such a harming goodbye for and from my little Chingbee
AN insecurity, a whispered word, a sting to the heart
kills love and joy and tears us apart

Two souls who wished to be happy
drained a life away to be with Chingbee
Alone in my thoughts of whispering shadows
Tormented and shattered I shall find a way
Maybe love is forbidden to me, who can say

Stange tho it may tell, a dove I see
My minds eye blind to who is Chingbee
A hateful word, pride never forgets
I only wanted happiness for not lies and threats

No honor for me now, no taste of life's sweet fruit
No one for me now, a bullet I wish to shoot
Only dreamy shadows of a laughing girl
From a cliff my body to hurl

I wish to die, I wish for her to live
I only have these words of words to give
Love thyself from head to toe
Follow your heart and dreams whereever you go.

It was foolish to think that I may be given a chance
Only your love for me my heart's faithful dance
Sorry am I to bear the tidings of sorrow
Only I wish to hear a nightmare and wake tomorrow
Wanting the past so recently gone
Only to wake and find our bond

It is a foolish thing that drove us away
I wish for your happiness, I wish to give you someday
It is you, I so hard to try
It is so hard for me to say good-bye

Hurtful things wishing the past to fade
Lies, deceit, jealous guarded heart it played
My only time I see your face. The light of a soul from a happy place
I wish to touch that thing we shared
To show you again that I truly cared
To hold away the fears and doubt you see
I only wish it was different ending between Chingbee and me.

Differences are hard to accept and deny, differences of hearts shielded we try
A heartfilled time, with wonder and dread
I loving moment shared within our bed
Touching a heart so tender and mild
Such a wonderful thing it is to hold your
Litening to a song, I would much rather go
If only a chance to be had for us to show
How wonderful life can be for us
If only that I could build again...that important trust.

Time to say farewell, goodbye to thee
Only know I will always love you forever my little Chingbee

Stoman 60M

6/1/2008 9:12 pm

THank you shy...I wrote this the night we separated and officially became single again. It was a realease I guess.


chechehere 46F
658 posts
6/2/2008 12:33 am

Are you the one who write this?


Stoman 60M

6/2/2008 3:28 am

Yes I wrote this poem