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Poems by me (here without you) I am here without you wasting away my heart A lonely dust whirls by searing us apart Mistrust, a heavy burden to bear A love of a woman and a I yearn to care A lonesome man walking towards sun setting beach With outstreched hands the dove he yearns to reach The dove flitters and floats on the air Why oh why does not the dove even care Tears fell like thunder raindrops of dew Thoughts running through my mind thinking of you Misplaced trust, misnamed desire, mismatched company A hurtful words, a boundary made, all this I cannot bare to see A tearful jerk, an angry word, such harmful deceit touches a heart All this and more has torn us apart A warning signs of what may be such a harming goodbye for and from my little Chingbee AN insecurity, a whispered word, a sting to the heart kills love and joy and tears us apart Two souls who wished to be happy drained a life away to be with Chingbee Alone in my thoughts of whispering shadows Tormented and shattered I shall find a way Maybe love is forbidden to me, who can say Stange tho it may tell, a dove I see My minds eye blind to who is Chingbee A hateful word, pride never forgets I only wanted happiness for not lies and threats No honor for me now, no taste of life's sweet fruit No one for me now, a bullet I wish to shoot Only dreamy shadows of a laughing girl From a cliff my body to hurl I wish to die, I wish for her to live I only have these words of words to give Love thyself from head to toe Follow your heart and dreams whereever you go. It was foolish to think that I may be given a chance Only your love for me my heart's faithful dance Sorry am I to bear the tidings of sorrow Only I wish to hear a nightmare and wake tomorrow Wanting the past so recently gone Only to wake and find our bond It is a foolish thing that drove us away I wish for your happiness, I wish to give you someday It is you, I so hard to try It is so hard for me to say good-bye Hurtful things wishing the past to fade Lies, deceit, jealous guarded heart it played My only time I see your face. The light of a soul from a happy place I wish to touch that thing we shared To show you again that I truly cared To hold away the fears and doubt you see I only wish it was different ending between Chingbee and me. Differences are hard to accept and deny, differences of hearts shielded we try A heartfilled time, with wonder and dread I loving moment shared within our bed Touching a heart so tender and mild Such a wonderful thing it is to hold your Litening to a song, I would much rather go If only a chance to be had for us to show How wonderful life can be for us If only that I could build again...that important trust. Time to say farewell, goodbye to thee Only know I will always love you forever my little Chingbee |
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6/1/2008 9:12 pm |
THank you shy...I wrote this the night we separated and officially became single again. It was a realease I guess.
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Are you the one who write this?
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6/2/2008 3:28 am |
Yes I wrote this poem
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