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Blogs > godiva0824 > The Passionate Blogger


godiva0824 64F
2894 posts
2/8/2022 11:32 am
High Functioning Depression: IT IS REAL...


The sudden death of former Ms. America Cheslie Kryst shocked the world! She was 30 years old, and from the outside, no knew that she was carrying the world on her shoulders or that she was suffering from what her mother later admitted as "High Functioning Depression". .She looked and acted so normal... I grabbed myself, and suddenly, analyzing it could be happening in my life, and I am just ignoring it because I do meet the situations where I could suffer from HFD. And then I slapped myself, and said...Naaaaahhhhhh! ( is that a denial again? ) You know, I've been through so many painful experiences in my life, and I really had the opportunity to end my own life, but...leaping from a 60-story building apartment? For a beauty queen to ever want to die that way, I'd say, some kind of force like hearing commanding voices for her to do such a horrendous thing. First of all, what if it will take you hours to die or you still miraculously survive but debilitated? Secondly, deng! that must have been very painful first when she landed the pavement before she even stopped breathing!...But, that is beside the point. I guess, she did not fear dying that way. Instead, she feared dealing with life....I am just thankful that I am God fearing, and no matter how difficult life must have been with me numerous times, I already knew and confident that I will survive!...So, I am here, and I will enjoy what life has to , and be grateful for all the blessings...


ELZ


godiva0824 64F
3469 posts
2/8/2022 11:35 am

 To God Be ALL The Glory!
ELZ


godiva0824 64F
3469 posts
2/8/2022 11:37 am

 But believe that HFD exists! People laugh from the outside, they even make others laugh, and yet, the are going through dark moments in their lives, themselves, thinking, no one can ever help them...Could it be lack of faith in GOD?
ELZ


godiva0824 64F
3469 posts
2/8/2022 2:16 pm

 For as long as I have faith in God, I will always turn to Him whenever things really go out of hand and I cannot handle them all by myself...Taking my own life will never be on my "sane" list....
ELZ


godiva0824 64F
3469 posts
2/9/2022 7:15 am

 As usual, FFF omits or deletes some of the words ...So guys, just read between the lines.
ELZ


laogui32 79M
67 posts
2/20/2022 4:28 am

 Always from the left cheek, but I am sure from the right just as gorgeous!


godiva0824 64F
3469 posts
2/21/2022 9:56 am
    Quoting laogui32:
    Always from the left cheek, but I am sure from the right just as gorgeous!
Hi there! It's really good to see that someone does, still visit my blogs or the FFF in general...You take care!
ELZ


Cosmopolitan50 72M
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10 posts
2/28/2022 6:16 am

 hi Godiva, Good to hear you're still alive and kicking and sharing your thoughts here. I'm truely sorry for the young lady who got so desperate she saw no way out. I think the whole idea of beauty pageants is a recepy for trouble: they select the winners on the basis of their looks and next expect them to be goodwill ambassadors for all sorts of good causes. If you're looking for goodwill ambasadors look for candidates who have the knowledge and the skills to do just that. I'm afraid the organisations running those pageants are not honest about their real intentions. Keep up the good spirit and take care!


godiva0824 64F
3469 posts
1/9/2023 4:12 am
    Quoting Cosmopolitan50:
    hi Godiva, Good to hear you're still alive and kicking and sharing your thoughts here. I'm truely sorry for the young lady who got so desperate she saw no way out. I think the whole idea of beauty pageants is a recepy for trouble: they select the winners on the basis of their looks and next expect them to be goodwill ambassadors for all sorts of good causes. If you're looking for goodwill ambasadors look for candidates who have the knowledge and the skills to do just that. I'm afraid the organisations running those pageants are not honest about their real intentions. Keep up the good spirit and take care!
thanks for visiting. Sorry for my late response. I appreciate you...God bless!
ELZ




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