2726 posts 6/27/2021 5:14 pm
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Just Let Me Define My Own Happiness......
 I am not perfectly happy, but I am happy the way I am, what I am blessed with, and even contented with what I do not have. I have come to_ terms with how my life came to_be. So Just let it be, let me be....
Why until this time, people are worried about me having nobody to_ grow old with? I may not be the strongest, but I am strong enough to_ have lived more than half of my life alone. I am still constantly asking God for His guidance as to_ how I may continue to_ live this life in solitary. In my darkest hours, I even pray that if it's time for me to_ return "home", that I may just fall asleep deeply, never to wake up again, unless in union with the Creator. It may sound morbid, but if there's anything such as death wish, then, that is what I have in mind...So, let me be....Happy the way I was meant to_ be.
ELZ 
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3469 posts 6/27/2021 5:17 pm |
I was born to love, to share, and to nurture....I may not always be reciprocated, but my heart is still full of joy...
ELZ 
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3469 posts 6/29/2021 6:25 am |
And that, I fully respect....As there are no two people exactly alike....Happiness is subjective...Some are showing how they are happy..Some just keep that happiness within themselves...
ELZ 
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3469 posts 7/25/2021 7:18 am |
And God bless you for that, Che...We have so many things to be thankful for and be happy for...
ELZ 
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