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bebong2005 56F
12258 posts
12/15/2008 6:10 pm
the smell of limes

if i live slightly in the future (= what will happen next) i don't have to feel so much about what is going on in the present.


~ Jolielaide


bebong2005 56F
9764 posts
12/16/2008 6:10 am

    Quoting  :

HOPE- the only thing that's left when everything is all but gone

~ Jolielaide


bebong2005 56F
9764 posts
12/16/2008 6:10 am

Upon a misty morning with skies of gray,
reflecting a silvery glow of eternal light,
rising from a state of sleep to another day,
leaving the dreams that consume the night.

Faced with reality we each must carry on,
accepting was is and what we do not know,
little choice but to try and survive the dawn,
the chilly, cold, brisk wind begins to blow.

A whirl wind of greed and wanted desire,
motivates our actions controlling the mind,
lost in the perils of one’s own burning fire,
we forget we exist in an hourglass of time.

Daily challenges to the simple life we live,
shadows of doubt upon a journey so long,
self absorbed in taking we forget to give,
before we know it, our life is all but gone.

Complexity of life created by human design,
we are our own worse enemies plain to see,
ruled by emotions we often stop just to whine,
never satisfied, presuming how life should be.


~ Jolielaide


bebong2005 56F
9764 posts
12/16/2008 6:11 am

    Quoting  :

your positiveness is almost contagious

~ Jolielaide


bebong2005 56F
9764 posts
12/16/2008 8:14 am

    Quoting  :

i think i can guess why
let's see what can i do about my phone

~ Jolielaide


bebong2005 56F
9764 posts
12/16/2008 8:21 am

As I look on my screen,
To see what can be found.
I see your handle name,
Then my heart starts to stop.

So long ago,
It seems to be,
Was the day you broke my heart,
The day you stopped writing me.

I buried my pain,
And went on day by day,
Feeling better, bit by bit,
Handeling it in my own way.

Soon enough I forgot you,
And didn't think twice,
About how I missed you,
And how your heart was cold as ice.

But now you're back,
And it took me by suprise,
As I felt all those old feelings,
As I looked onto your blog.


~ Jolielaide


bebong2005 56F
9764 posts
12/16/2008 8:23 am

He made my days happy no matter what mood I was in.
I care so much it was almost a sin.
Now he's back and I don't know the purpose.
Does he really miss me?
Or is it my pain he likes to see.
I hope he is being real.
And will make me feel the way I want to feel.
I want things to be like they use to.
Now I'm willing to start new.
And I hope he is too.

~ Jolielaide


bebong2005 56F
9764 posts
12/16/2008 8:23 am

sorry
just teasing you darling

~ Jolielaide


bebong2005 56F
9764 posts
12/17/2008 5:29 am

belle

~ Jolielaide


bebong2005 56F
9764 posts
12/17/2008 5:30 am

about "the same bday"
di ko yata alam 'yan ah
i thought about something else
send me a message in my inbox
okay?

~ Jolielaide


bebong2005 56F
9764 posts
12/21/2008 5:09 am

i'm in disney. just checking mail. then i'm off to barcelona. then to london. hugs! will answer your letter later on. trying to get hold of "him" first for comments

~ Jolielaide


smiley1957 66F

12/23/2008 9:19 am

hi bebs

got them all
nice...esp madir!
looks like she tasted the lime



smiley1957 66F

12/23/2008 9:22 am

if i live slightly in the future???
then my reincarnation is not ...
complete lolz




bebong2005 56F
9764 posts
12/24/2008 11:03 am

    Quoting  :

if i see him i will
promise
happy holiday

~ Jolielaide


bebong2005 56F
9764 posts
12/24/2008 11:07 am

    Quoting smiley1957:
    hi bebs

    got them all
    nice...esp madir!
    looks like she tasted the lime

tricky to have the shots in the dark
can't use flash coz the background will disappear
and davy is very far from a good photographer
and don't want to drag big camera with stative
not handy

~ Jolielaide


bebong2005 56F
9764 posts
12/24/2008 11:09 am

    Quoting smiley1957:
    if i live slightly in the future???
    then my reincarnation is not ...
    complete lolz


see it as testing the water before you jump
see how cold it is

~ Jolielaide