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or pain I wanted to be naked So I took off all my clothes And stood in front of the mirror In black underwear and matching bra. Wasn't enough. I was still dressed, Still perfectly decent. I wanted to be naked. I took off my bandanna, My earrings, Even the one that doesn't come off. I took off my cuffs, My silver bracelets, One at a time, And dropped it all on the counter. It still wasn't enough. I still had the glitter of silver and black. I wanted to be naked. I peeled my colourless nail polish, Chipping my nails in the process. I took off my wrist chains, Feeling my life leave along with them, Feeling my wrist get lighter and lighter. Goodbye __________ I wanted to be naked. I looked at myself in the mirror And it still wasn't enough. There was more. I scratched away at the scars From my failed operation, From my dislocation From my wheelchair. I tore them out and pulled the pain out with it. I yanked the pain out of my head, Migraines for sale. I wanted to be naked. Without clothes, jewelleries Or pain.  ~ Jolielaide  |
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i was laying facedown on my big round orange bed in the PC room when suddenly i thought: D. becomes a part of me. he really is, no matter how irritating that might be. it's like a having p*nis; most of the time, the thing is pretty much useless and just hanging in the way and rarely lays in the right position. But its part of you and it’s difficult to live without, and once and a while, it could be the source of incomparable delight and exquisite pleasure. So, you keep and try to get along with it as best as you could. ~ Jolielaide
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Frederick Nietzche is one of the fav phil/writer/etc of D. i have been      etc but never  so no  ~ Jolielaide
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sounds familiar  ~ Jolielaide
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me too sometimes  ~ Jolielaide
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7/10/2008 2:48 am |
For You Are The One For you I would climb The highest mountain peak Swim the deepest ocean Your love I do seek. For you I would cross The rivers most wide Walk the hottest desert sand To have you by my side. For you are the one Who makes me whole You've captured my heart And touched my soul. For you are the one That stepped out of my dreams Gave me new hope Showed me what love means. For you alone Are my reason to live For the compassion you show And the care that you give. You came into my life And made me complete Each time I see you My heart skips a beat. For you define beauty In both body and mind Your soft, gentle face More beauty I'll ne'er find. For you are the one God sent from above The angel I needed For whom I do love. ~ I will always be a Maverick
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7/10/2008 2:51 am |
All I ever wanted was to be part of your heart, And for us to be together, to never be apart. No one else in the world can even compare, You're perfect and so is this love that we share. We have so much more than I ever thought we would, I love you more than I ever thought I could. I promise to give you all I have to give, I'll do anything for you as long as I live. In your eyes I see our present, our future and past, By the way you look at me I know we will last. I hope that one day you'll come to realize, How perfect you are when seen through my eyes. ~ I will always be a Maverick
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blog it D.  ~ Jolielaide
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