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Blogs > lil_monsoon > Lil_monsoon AKA Drunken_angel


lil_monsoon 38F
44 posts
2/25/2007 3:56 am

Last Read:
3/10/2007 4:33 am
False Bravery
I may be a woman roaring my heart out in attempt to scare the world with my wits and positive demeanor. But there are those moments, like right now, when I am oblivious to my audience. I care not what is expected of me. I abhor the world’s demand of me to assume this painstaking responsibility. Thoughts I’ve been avoiding find a way to seep through my consciousness. And the burden gets heavier and heavier.

So I park my smile. For now. And I cease from standing tall. The jovial spirit takes a back seat. And I allow myself to be weak. To curse at the world. To swim in my tears. To declare my life as damned. To scream without constraint. To battle with myself. To embrace despair and enter the dark, cold recess of my head.


mara_jade 48F
256 posts
2/25/2007 8:53 am

 this is really deep, sis. We all have our ups and downs. Just remember never to wallow too long, 'cuz u might be missing on the good things that life has to offer. don't worry, you'll be OK. Dorks are strong like that tc!
I never admit or deny anything ... it makes me more interesting.


Donald_Hoppy
(maryidohl m) 78M

2/25/2007 4:36 pm

 This is a cruel comment. Regardless if or if not lil monson has some issues, it has NOTHING TO DO WITH BEING A FFF "CYBER" DORK..
What are you doing when you lose the most track of time? This is what you should spend the most time doing.


Donald_Hoppy
(maryidohl m) 78M

2/25/2007 4:38 pm
    Quoting mara_jade:
    this is really deep, sis. We all have our ups and downs. Just remember never to wallow too long, 'cuz u might be missing on the good things that life has to offer. don't worry, you'll be OK. Dorks are strong like that tc!
I'm writing about you mara jade..
What are you doing when you lose the most track of time? This is what you should spend the most time doing.


KYLAN1963 61M
890 posts
2/26/2007 9:10 pm

 Hmm doesn't understand 'pamilya' thing,its not group,its family..................................................,so I understand Sis supporting May. Walang problema.


mara_jade 48F
256 posts
2/26/2007 9:42 pm
    Quoting  :
apparently .. hehe .. guess he didnt know lil_monsoon is a group member
I never admit or deny anything ... it makes me more interesting.


lil_monsoon 38F
27 posts
2/27/2007 1:01 am
    Quoting mara_jade:
    this is really deep, sis. We all have our ups and downs. Just remember never to wallow too long, 'cuz u might be missing on the good things that life has to offer. don't worry, you'll be OK. Dorks are strong like that tc!
Moving on is the keyword here my sis... I am trying... Wish me to be able to move on.. and be happy... please... pray harder for me..


lil_monsoon 38F
27 posts
2/27/2007 1:03 am
    Quoting Donald_Hoppy:
    This is a cruel comment. Regardless if or if not lil monson has some issues, it has NOTHING TO DO WITH BEING A FFF "CYBER" DORK..
hey sweetheart.. it's fine.. She just meant something else.. which is really positive... thanks for the comment.. I enjoy the thought that there are people who would take sometime to visit one's blog... just like you


lil_monsoon 38F
27 posts
2/27/2007 1:04 am
    Quoting  :
This is soo true...


lil_monsoon 38F
27 posts
2/27/2007 1:05 am
    Quoting KYLAN1963:
    Hmm doesn't understand 'pamilya' thing,its not group,its family..................................................,so I understand Sis supporting May. Walang problema.
Phil,

My CERTIFIED KAPAMILYA...




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