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When will the pain ever end???? I lost my Mom last November 21, 2014. Every single day, I think about her and missed her. I have conversations with her in my head. Things I wanted to say or share remains unsaid. Will it ever end? It is particularly difficult since I live alone, in this country, with nobody to share the heartache. I have siblings... they are dear to me, but currently, I am disassociated with them. Maybe time will heal, but as of now, I would rather, distance myself to them. God, I wish I have somebody to talk to. Somebody I could lean on. The funeral and medical bills are just too much. I am stressed and lonely. When I lost my Dad, I cried a bucket. But I kept thinking, I still have my mom. But now, I feel that I have nobody on my side. For the first time in my life, I am adrift to nothingness. Please Lord, give me the strength to hurdle this test... I miss her so... sooo much. "Everything I Own" - Bread You sheltered me from harm Kept me warm, kept me warm You gave my life to me Set me free, set me free The finest years I ever knew Were all the years I had with you And I would give anything I own Give up my life, my heart, my home I would give everything I own Just to have you back again You taught me how to love What it's of, what it's of You never said too much But still you showed the way And I knew from watching you Nobody else could ever know The part of me that can't let go And I would give anything I own Give up my life, my heart, my home I would give everything I own Just to have you back again Is there someone you know You're loving them so But taking them all for granted You may lose them one day Someone takes them away And they don't hear the words you long to say I would give anything I own Give up my life, my heart, my home I would give everything I own Just to have you back again Just to touch you once again |
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i lost my dad and my sis, we have closed family ties.I live by myself overseas for 15 yrs now, alone but not lonely,no relatives around to talk to but tried to connect to other members of family each time via internet/texting . God meets me every single day in my life that is why i know i do not feel lonely because He is always there. And at night time, I talk to Jesus because He listens to my prayers. I make myself busy,i work full time, but have time to do charity work, and meeting friends, have time to do other activities and learning new things via online education or other things such as playin piano.People asking me where do i get strength and time, i just say God give me time and stretch it....God knows what are your pains, and He will give u positive outlook in life.Just trust and have faith.
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I can't say much, just thinking about it makes me feel really sad, I can imagine how you feel. Hugs. “Use the quotation for the occasion; do not make an occasion for the quotation.”
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