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drunken_angel 38F
455 posts
6/24/2006 11:41 pm

Last Read:
6/27/2006 1:16 am

Facade of life

I was browsing the friendster blog today. Leo (one of my old friend back in highschool) made this entry which is pretty insteresting... read...

i've been hurt a lot of times. i've been used and abused by people. people treat me as a person because I have what they need. isn't it a pity to know that they can't live without you because they need something from you? People tends to judge other people because of their color, the dress they wear, the music they listen, and even the accent they have due to dialect in different province.

I've been thinking lately when i meet this girl over friendster. Yah, i'll admit she's hot and preety but the thing is, the first message i received from her was asking me to send her a load so that she could call me over. then i just simply neglect the thing and told her i'll try coz i can't have a card coz i'm in the middle of nowhere. by the way im in the desert area between dammam and riyadh in saudi arabia. so it's difficult for me to simply have what she's asking coz the nearest city we have is about 178km which would take you about 1 and a half hour running average of145kph. so i told her to simply give me her number and i'll be the one calling her coz i have a landline but instead the next message again asking some load rather than asking some details regarding about me weather i'm single or what. I told her that i'm looking for a friend not a bitch or a in a gentlemanly manner and give her advice that she should ask details rather than load. the next thing she send me was telling me how ugly i am and i should have a surgery so that people will notice me. To cut the chase we had a fight over those things coz i told her that shes lucky because god is so wise to give her a beautiful face to balance her bad attitude...........


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My comment to that:



Life is so mysterious that nobody can understand but only realize when things get unbalance. God made us unique to complement our attitude and success in life. maybe god gave you success but the trade is your lovelife. but be thankful because i know you could find someone who would love you for being you and not because your'e the best good looking guy around without a brain who couldn't even start a good conversation over a cup of coffee. A guy who would simple talk regarding nonsense thing and one of the jewelry a girl would carry because of egoistic thing that people tend to scrutinize the person you're being with, without compromising first the true upbringing or attitude of that person. people tend to be so judgemental of a physical appearance of others but deep within them the real reason is that they are so insecure because deep inside they know that they are in the lower level being compared to others. shouldn't we have to be happy and contented for what and who we are? If we want to have more, we have to strive hard for it.

People wear diffirent mask to cover their real scared face and afraid that people might not accept them. I wear a mask too. i wear a mask to be a facade of my true self my true being which only few people knows what i really am. i want to surprise others by hiding my true being to slap in their emotions not to simply judge a person for what they tend to show you... " be careful for the mask each people wear, because it could decieve you more than you'll ever know"



drunken_angel 38F
430 posts
6/25/2006 11:47 pm

^tsismoso ka talaga...hmp..ahahaha

Im doing fine Elek.. hopefully things will get better for me... I need your prayers..


KYLAN1963 61M
890 posts
6/27/2006 12:25 am

Reminds me of a Billy Joel song,the Mask of a Stranger..

I wear a mask to hide my frailties and insecurities,as I let my guard down and got hammered,and perhaps lil scared of being not accepted by those I yearn to be friends with? Perhaps we are all one way or another in that boat?

Magsaya ka Kaibigan "Hottie" ^_*