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Why is it so hard for me to forgive? Why is it so hard for me to forgive? Its when I don't know what I did wrong to deserve that kind of treatment from other people. Its when I know I have a point but I still end up misunderstood, or worse, not being heard at all. Its when I treated them so uberly nice that I went overboard just to please them and what I do get in return is not something I never wanted to expect from them. Its when someone betrays my trust. I could easily trust people judging with what my instinct tells me and how well I get along with them, once gone, its pretty hard to hard to restore it. Its when someone came along to save me from the misery I shoved myself into, made me realize that I shouldnt be punishing myself for other people and being too unselfish is way too bad, esp. for me. He changed me. Or atleast he was my catalyst. How I wish he'd stay. Not just enough time for payback--enough time for me love him for all he's worth. Too much to ask and way too much to wish but I know, somehow, in some other ways, he feels the same. Please. Stay. With me. 
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^ THANK YOU V.. the only person I know who is real..
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May just bumped into your Moderatorship through Jen. Wishing you the best there! Real as I know from my bills,lol. As a person,flawed,feeling pain & joy,I am wishing my friend the best life has to offer and the hope you will find someone to stay,even if I have to Superglue their shoes! Heh. Chin Up. ^_*
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2/7/2006 9:39 pm |
^ THANK YOU V.. the only person I know who is real..
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oH SURE... I would love to tell you the true story.. but i have closed the issue with me and her. But ill take sometime to drop you a personal email
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