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Dyosa...  I am 'Shypress' as you know. And I am writing something you may never read? I finally translated a cool Japanese song after listening to it for a few years. Sadly the song broke me... I am reduced now in tears from this song-albeit part sadness and part joy. My loss at the thought of never seeing you is grievous,yet as a friend knowing you are happy makes me glad. I know you want me to remain here,but I am constantly reminded about you in this place. Since you trained me to love you well,it has proved painful,forgive me Dyosa.  I don't want to give you sadness(or Nosebleeds!). As although I can remove your pics from my desk or computer,the warmth I have burns deep in my heart and cannot be erased. So my presence here is difficult. To step aside from a girl I fell in love with deeply,and to let you follow your new path in life. I think I must go as whether I like it or not,I care too much for you! Work is good,but I have to attend a job daily where I was stopped from being by your side when you were in great pain. Again upon EB. This has proved very painful to me. Makulit I also feel as no flowers on fullmoons since I was trying to put aside for the girls and U to help. So forgive me if you felt rejected there,you weren't.^_* I also know if I succeded with you it meant taking you from your career there,and more importantly Karen & Abigail. Even though I yearned to be in your arms where one could hear the sound of your heartbeat near mine,this thing I could not bring myself to do. I care for them,not just for you. So maybe it was best? ^_^ I will go now. I love you dearly my friend,but for my own peace of heart I must leave here. Your spirit burns in my soul. I am strong at work,but emotionally here I have been reduced to tears. Missing you has taken its toll. Darn song... TULONG!!!! Your Tears are my Tears, Your Joy is my Joy. This can never be erased. 
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8/20/2006 1:47 pm |
Ohhhh, what can I say but THANK YOU!!! Thank you for loving "my dyosa" so much.... You are a blessing ... not all women will experience this kind of love from a man ... and again I say SALAMAT. Maraming salamat! Your kind of loving really touch my heart and my soul.
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Ate it is you that I should thank. I am indebted to you for looking after her,even Albert our friend. I can't do that from here,it is my tragic plight. Your warmth has touched my spirit to the core. Even though physically I am strong..even for my slight frame. My heart is weak and mourns being unable to care for her the way she would prefer a guy to do. Forgive me Ate. Look to her welfare above my own,this is all I can ask. ^_* She would be upset if she sees me sad...so I will try to be more stronger.
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