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fantasiamore2 72F
860 posts
4/29/2021 9:33 pm
Why I Felt Used



You said there will be no questions
The patterns were just obvious
I kept accepting your apologies
Which only were bugging explanations.

You were loved from the purest heart
Your potentials far from what I saw
You are not a figure nor even some part
This someone who's whole who I didn't borrow.

What I hid in me were hurting
Am not believing there were red flags
The feelings I felt were blinding
Because I gave what's true without gags.

You knew am worth more than your thoughts
I also knew what's coming were surreptitious
The affection I got were seemingly bought
Your lavish attention made me pretentious.

I asked to forget what's been amiss
Still am ready to give more of what used to be
But It's nothing that i feel you miss
Where did I go wrong you can tell me.



fantasiamore2 72F
876 posts
4/30/2021 5:00 am

Often we blundfer choosing the wrong love..when one does not feel the comforts, one tries harder to reconcile with the feelings. Did you ever find yourself loving much but saw it was not reciprocated as much as you are able to give? It's a two-way process, you give so must you receive..it's not a gift given without expecting returns..


godiva0824 63F
3469 posts
5/2/2021 1:09 pm

I feel you Jane. To me, as per my own experience, one experience took me years of hurting, but I had no desire to get back to that person, even if love is still there. It just didn't feel right anymore...

ELZ


fantasiamore2 72F
876 posts
5/3/2021 7:13 pm

    Quoting godiva0824:
    I feel you Jane. To me, as per my own experience, one experience took me years of hurting, but I had no desire to get back to that person, even if love is still there. It just didn't feel right anymore...
memories of the past will inger on because it will be difficult to forget..that when ytou find yourself in retrospection, you ask did you really do right? was i not the one to blame?..did i noe do my best? failures and pitfalls are alwasy there, in our lives, nothing as perfect... you tend to reconcile only when it's been done and it cannot be corrected..


fantasiamore2 72F
876 posts
5/3/2021 7:43 pm

    Quoting  :

there is that fact that one will abuse and use you, but only if you allow it..you have faith and believe people have compassion and without pretensions, so you are said to be weak. but you are not because you are believing in the goodness of the other person...i believe also there is nothing wrong with that..what is wrong is that you are allowing yourself to be twisted or led by the nose...true, it is sometimes hard to determine the truth not unless it finds its way in the open, so you get trapped...when things do not go right, find that a wake-up call..


fantasiamore2 72F
876 posts
5/3/2021 7:46 pm

    Quoting fantasiamore2:
    there is that fact that one will abuse and use you, but only if you allow it..you have faith and believe people have compassion and without pretensions, so you are said to be weak. but you are not because you are believing in the goodness of the other person...i believe also there is nothing wrong with that..what is wrong is that you are allowing yourself to be twisted or led by the nose...true, it is sometimes hard to determine the truth not unless it finds its way in the open, so you get trapped...when things do not go right, find that a wake-up call..
surreptitious just came out of my mouth or rather my mind...lol ..sorry ofr the big word, bro...