I´m not sure what exactly to write here but I´m very much interested to lern about the lifestyle and to start to live it.
Since I came across the lifestyle I dream about it and I think that I´m submisive and maybe sometimes a switch. But I´m not totally sure about it because I know this only from the internet and books, so I have not practical experience yet.
I would love to learn how to serve a strict but loving Lady. I know that I need to learn how to behave and do her will and how to serve her. So it would be good if a lady who is not too much into pain - I want to learn how to suffer for her but I´m not sure how much I can take- would take me as her toy and teach me how to be what she wants me to be. I promise that I will do my best and try to please her.
I also would love to be a ladys toyboy and sexult servant.
I thin kthat there is nothing more erotic and masculine than a real guy who willingly submitts to his lady and serves her for her pleasure!
My Ideal Person
A lady who likes to train a guy like me. She should be strict but loving as well and train me how to be obedient to her will and how to spoil her. I admire asian ladies a lot and would like to try roleplay and I´m open to a lot and would love a lady who uses me. She could also use me as the slutboy that I am or push me to all kind of limits as long as she stays in charge of me. Some things I would love a lady to try on me or train me for: Strapon Training, sissyboy, feminisation, chastity, whipping while I´m chained on a cross or on the ceiling, bondage. I love it when she uses her feminin or her femininity to lure me but only fullfills my desire when she wants it to- I think you call this teasing and denial.
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