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Hello my name is Justin. I am twenty four year's old. I was born in Napels Flordia USA. I was born with hole in my heart. Was not exspected to live overnight. But thank's to the meany prayer's. From my father and Mother and adopted grandmother and her meany friend's. And the father God's mercy. i made it through the night and had open heart surgery at one day old. I spent the next 7 year's of my life in And out of hospital. More in then out when I was in i was witness to a great maeny heart breaking situation's. Such as 's who parents could'nt take the stress of there 's situation. Was not blessed with my parent's. 's dieing parent's crying. And when I was out of the hospital my heart prevented me from keeping up with my younger brothers and other sibling's. This mught seem like A Bad thing Well it is but it also had it benefit's It gave me qualites that make me one of the rare men that most women say they are looking for. Such as compation careing And Great love for other's. Just great big heart. The sighin's of this has been amazeing discovery. Such as when i smile at . even the most shy one's they can tell its jenuwin. So i always get a smile back and every useally end's up playing around me. I also have keen since of watching out for around me. catch them before they make a misteak or get hurt or get in trobel. I could give meany exsampel's of this. But for now ill give you one for each. The first I would be about five or six in the hospital. There was a new born down the hall. I dont know what was wrong with it. But it had been crying nonstop for two day's. I wasnt feeling agervated or wishing it would shut up. I just wished it would feel better and not want to cry.then i felt i should go see it. so i went down the hall and into the room. I put my finger in its hand and just started wispering shhhh shhhhh. soon i had a smile. And only a littel time later. it feel asleep. soon the room was filled with nurse's and doctor's who though something was wrong. Becouse for the last two day's they had tryied everything to calm it down. Now an exsampel of my since of protection. I went with my good friend to his friend's house. who had a new born asleep on the couch. he and his sister got into a serious fight with fire pokers and all very bad. i dont get involved in family dispute's so i ignore them. and was sitting on the couch next to babby. Watching T.V. soon he threw his sister over the back of the couch. She would have landed on the baby and probaly killed it. But i throw myself over it and she rolled off my back. I quickly pick up babby and rushed it out of the room. This is the blessing from what i went through. But there are a few thing's about it that made my life hard. Such as being felt sorry for or pittied or being told by my doctor that id never be like a normal person. So i tryied very hard with the great determanation that i had gianed fighting to live. To get acceptance from lots of my peer's. Witch led to doing a few drug's never got addicted to any but cigeret's but did some for a good while. To be accepted by certain gruop's of people. But no matter how hard i tryied to fit in with certain crawd's there was a few thing's i never tolerated. such as a guy hiting a girl or someone being out numbered or stonger person beating on weaker i am not the strongest but i am one of the tuffest becouse of all i went through. ill put it in my father's terms when my brother and me would get in those brotherly stregth contest. He would alway's when but my dad would tell him he might but the strongest but i was the tuffest becouse of all the pain and suffering i went through. I am also unafraid if anything or anyone. I can defend myself And my love ones becouse. i am unafriad to use whatever means nessary to protect myself or who i care about. Except killing them unless its me or them. I was born in napels Flordia but grown up in clayton Georgia. I now live with my father trying to get out from under some depretion. coused by last girlfriend breaking my heart and mother And grandmother who i also deeply love haveing medical problems. trying to pick up the pieces In my life i have fallin in love with three women. who all broke my heart. for reson's i do not understand. becouse when my big heart fall's in love it is completely And truely in love. I never cheat anything that is mine is theres. Anything they want that i can provide is also theres. and not my only goal but my most important is to ensure there happyness witch involes telling them constanly how much i love them. giveing them my undevided attion no matter who is around or what is going. telling them how beautiful they are. I am starting to get back on my feet. But a relationship with a women that truely loves me. That i could possible start my own family with would be a great help.
I know my grammer And spelling is poor but spending most your life in hospital leaves littel time for school. I do have a littel education thow. And in the process of geting my high school deployma online. so i can get a dagree in computer programing and technetion. I do hope you can understand it.
I also know this is an intorduction and not a book. ;P
but you can not truely know someone intill you truethfuly know there past.
My Ideal Person
I am seeking a Loveing careing person to be friends with. The strongest relationships are made from good friends. how you treat the person during friendship. is what biulds the the love of a strong relationship. and hope to find that one friend that would be the love of my life that I can start A family with. distance small factor what is inportant is love.
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