One of the worst feelings in the world is to have lost the one u love and then still love then with all ur heart...u go to sleep at night thinking of them and wake up the same...but the worst thing is dreaming of him every night, just like u were still together...then u wake up crying cause u know it will never be the same...and u know its ur fault he's gone. When love is missing from ur life, it feels like u have nothing...the absence of one person can completely alter ur entire life...taking with it everything u ever loved and everyone that u thought ever loved u.
My Ideal Person:
What do u do when someone ur so devoted to suddenly just stops loving u and it seems they havent got a clue to the pain that rejection is putting u through...do u cling to ur pride and say i will survive?..do u lash out and say 'how dare u leave this way'?..do u just hold on in vain as they just slip away?
A heart that hurts is a heart that works..it does heal and u will love like this again...except that when u do, u'll deny that u ever loved like this before.
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