I have a very good friend (itago na lang natin sa pangalang Kaye) who has been molested - by her father. Well actually, molest is quite a light word, she was raped - several times for years. She kept quiet to avoid conflict within her family but when she saw that her younger sister was about to fall victim, she had no choice but to leave the house and took her sister along with her. They have to survive and be independent. To support her sister, Kaye did everything she could in any manner possible… and she was successful.
Kaye lived a bad life but remained spiritual. She had good intentions but the roadmap was doubtful. When she finally got in a position where she could abandon the evil of her past she did and was blessed and was grateful and was happy.
She asked God to complete her life with love and she found him and felt blessed and was happy. She told me that it was perfect and that she could not have asked God for more for she has found what she have been waiting for. (He was everything in her checklist)
After years into the relationship, she found that he has no intention of marrying her… it broke her heart. From this point onwards, everything went downhill, fights left and right, neglect as well as deteriorating relationship with her own family. Life was lousy, it seemed not right; what is she to do? – this she asked God.
Belinda said it most probably not for her and that she must move on. Kaye’s problem right now is beyond current signs but answered prayers.
Now the question lies as to whose “God” has she been talking to? Was there two different Gods answering two different prayers? Was there a curse bestowed upon her that she will never be truly happy? Is it a test of conviction or weakness? Is it a testament that life is truly unfair?
These are all questions and none of us do have the right answer. As I have said on my earlier post, rationales are always dependent to one’s mindset; no rights no wrongs.
