I wasn't searching To end this hurting But out of nowhere You made me feel I cried about it I lied about it I tried to doubt This could be real
You've touched me far too deep for this to be denied Only my fear stands in our way Oh, oh, oh
Send me a lover Someone to believe in Please send me someone I can hold Baby now Send me a lover A new beginning Someone to take away the cold And give me back What I've been missing All the love that waits inside your heart
It still astounds me The way you found me It's almost too good to be true From our first meeting I had the feeling The rest of my life I'd spend with you
I just can't turn my back on what I know is true I'm into you in every way Oh, oh, oh
Send me a lover Someone to believe in Please send me someone I can hold Oh, baby now Send me a lover A new beginning Someone to take away the cold And give me back What I've been missing All the love that waits inside your heart
I thought that love was only a word That I would never feel All the passion that I hold inside Was just a dream Out of your heart you spoke to me All that I'd imagined And I've fallen So in love with you Oh, oh, oh
Send me a lover Someone to believe in Please send me someone I can hold Oh, baby now Send me a lover A new beginning Someone to take away the cold And give me back What I've been missing All the love that waits inside your heart
me and my bestfriend (sexymermaid) would like to thank you all fff peepz for consistently making us the most popular female members (no.1 and no. 2) for the past few weeks (age 33) ... we really appreciate it ... even if we're not on top overall ... we still belong to the top 10 ...
sometimes ... i wish ... i could just be like any other girls ... the kind that a man would not notice ... the kind of girl any man would not pay any attention to ... the kind of girl who doesn't have to worry about her looks ... THAT WAY ... NO MAN WOULD NOTICE ... then this heart of mine would not fall in love ... no pain ... no hurt ... JUST PEACEFULNESS
you were just friends ... you were a friend ... he was a friend ... you had a boyfriend ... you shared to him your happiness ... you told him your frustrations ... suddenly the relationship turned sour ... he was there ... he offered comfort ... a good listener was what you needed at that time ... and HE WAS A GOOD LISTENER ... he also shared his problems in life ... the mom called you ... the wife even talked to you ... they thought you were the other woman ... how could that be ... you only met him twice ... besides ... you were going to meet your baby at that time ... the two most important people in his life told you a lot of things about him ... you discovered a lot about him ... the truth behind the lies ... some shocked you he was married seven years ago ... he has kids ... but the hardest part of all was the excruciating pain that you felt ... you called him up ... asking if he could talk to his wife to clear up your name ... you cried ... but as a friend ... you did not think of the pain you were feeling at that time ... you asked him ... "kumain ka na ba?" you brought food to him ... offered a shoulder to cry on ... like any good friend would do ... then it happened ... because you were vulnerable ... you fell in love ... now friend tell me ... you knew all along the truth ... but you did fall in love ... i can't blame you ... all i could offer is myself ... i am here ... it's just a matter of time before you consume all the love you feel for him ... then you'll be free from hurt again ...
why do people fall in love ... why do people in love get stubborn ... people in love only see things that they want to see ... things that they only want to hear ... EVEN IF THE TRUTH IS RIGHT IN FRONT OF HIS/HER FACE ... i am a woman ... it is hard for me not to fall in love again and again and again ... as long as there are men around me ... men who could court ... men who would say nice things ... men who would promise you everything ... men who would swear that what they tell is the truth ... this heart of mine would not stop beating ... it will keep on loving ... i've had my share of heartaches ... tears that would never stop to fall ... i don't want to be hurt anymore ...
WHEN IS THE RIGHT TIME TO STOP LOVING SOMEONE WHEN YOU KNOW HE IS NOT TRUE TO YOU ...
ei alex (ipfreely22)!... my ex baby ... how are you? nice to see you here ... i'm glad to inform you that i've finally moved on ... i am a stronger person now ... i hope that all is well with you ... i am sorry if you are expecting me to post more ... i am really not a blogger ... just thought of creating a blog to unload all of what i feel here ... and it worked ... it helped me to easily move on ... like what i said ... no regrets ... take care of yourself
