bcoz dadee could not control me from putting naughty posts in my blog and putting comments to some of your blogs ... he put a sticky on "i love my nogy" (i don't know why i can't use the itits blings ) ... i told him ... i would hide it ... bcoz now that i am thinking straight ... i could not help but feel ...
next ... he put my real picture on my profile ... i could not posts naughty again non-stop ... bcoz ... there is a face to match the posts now ... though i had a picture before on my blog title ... not all people visit your whole blogpage ... some just click the recent post ... so ... i removed it already ... but reading my naughty comments on your blogs ... with my real picture beside it ... true ... i have a lot of our pictures in my previous posts ... but some people are not patient reading your previous posts ... like me
so here i am ... behaving ... i am not receiving spanks anymore ... dadee gave up ... hayzzzz ... i don't know .. how long i can keep behaving ... wanna guess?
last saturday ... september 06, 2008 ... we gatecrashed it was the eb of storm_on_fff and casey 28 ... held at the watering hole ... we were in the vicinity ... bcoz dadee had a meeting with a co-worker ... to confirm some confidential matter ... i asked him if i can see a certain person ... i would request the couple to see me at the door of the bar ... dadee told me that it would look like i am feeling a "vip" ... i told him that the man texted me thrice before ... he just wanted to introduce his gf ... and the gf wanted to see me ... dadee as a "veteran" in attending eb's and in fff ... would sometimes tell me "i told u so" so after weighing things ... i said go ... i was not really in the mood to attend an eb ... i was pms-ing since the first day of the month ... i know myself ... i have to set my mind first on something ... so there it was ... you can see on my pix ... i was not smiling ... and if i was smiling ... i just did for the sake of it the last time i attended an eb was in january ... for i got tired from the intrigues ... lies ... smell of beer ... smoke ... staying late at night ...
the lessons that i sometimes forget to retain in my mind:
1. some people are like vultures ... if they see you are happy ... they will do everything to make your life miserable too ... like theirs ...
2. not all copy & paste conversations are true ... for they can be edited ... it's easy to add and cut some lines ... to twist the flow of conversation ...
3. the cowards will use you to make war with their enemies ...
4. don't listen to every gossips they told you ... because you will be the source of the gossip ...
5. don't answer all who are calling you on the phone ... some people are trying to put words in ur mouth ...
6. even if you pay for their food/drinks ... people will not stop saying bad things about you ...
7. they will use the personal information about you .. to hurt you ...
8. they will use the person you love most to hurt you ...
9. some people will make a ghost handle ... they will copy ur way of posting/chatting and quarrel some chatters ... the ending ... you are convicted
10. not all who are nice to you are really nice ... beware of backstabbing ...
11. that FFF is really a "business" to some people ...
12. don't be hurt if you hear nsty remarks about you ... because in some ways ... you hurt someone else's feelings too by ur side comments ...
13. attend eb's just to have fun ... if someone calls you after that ... don't entertain
blogsville is a quieter/calmer place than eb's ... except of course for some ghosts that will never leave ur space ...
last august 14, 2008 ... my hematologist referred me to a rheumatologist ... i forgot about it for a month ... so last week while i was bored reading the magazine waiting for the doctor ... i fell asleep on my chair ... suddenly the door opened ... and lo and behold ... a man 5'10 in height ... tan ... handsome ... entered the room ... my chinky eyes suddenly opened ... and i thought to myself "oh my gulay ... is he my doctor?" ... and now i have a reason if my hematologist scolded me again for not consulting at once the rheumatologist ... i will tell him ... "u should have told me that he is handsome ... so that i will go right away to his clinic"
anyway ... as i waited for my turn ... i wondered why my doctors are handsome and beautiful? ... good thing they are younger than me ... so whenever they ask me a question ... i am not serious in answering them ... and they will just scratch their heads ... but not my rheumatologist ... i suddenly got conscious when he asked me to open my mouth ... good thing he did not use stethoscope ... (because i had a bad experience when i was younger ... that doctor would always put it right above my nipple with his hand scooping one of the twins ... because i had big boobs back then) ... back to the story ... so there i was in front of him ... with his wedding ring screaming on his left hand ... and because of that ring ... i suddenly noticed that his voice is like "ipit" ... and his fingers are pointing up in the sky while he explained something and he can't look straight in my eyes ... i told myself "i will still choose dadee" ... i know "one" when i see one ... not because i am gay ... because i had a bf who is a bi ...
why am i telling this ... i don't know ... i was thinking of posting this last week ... but since i was not in the mood ... i waited till my mood improves ...
the man in the picture is matthew mendoza ... and he looks like him
throat is sore ... from drinking too much ... coffee caramel frost and caramel frappucino ... with extra caramel on top ... slurp ... slurp ... slurp ... hayzzzzzz ... unquenchable me ...
while i was holding the camera 
