after being fobidden to use a cam phone for 18 months ... at last ... i was allowed to use one (attached with some conditions of course) ... though it's only a Nokia N73 (i chose not the one with the high memory to keep me from storing my pix) ... it is already a prized possession for me ... you are asking me why? ... i've had high end phones before ... phones that would cost you exhorbitant charges ... but because of this "naughty habit" of mine ... i was forced to give it all up ... just this year of february my sister asked me if she could have my walkman phone (also a cam phone) ... so i only had a 6101 and a 3330 to communicate with friends (a very cruel way to punish such a techie person like me ) ... i remember the look of shock on my officemates and not so close friends ... everytime somebody would text or call me ... they would laugh so hard and jokingly ask who owns a phone that emits such sound ... and they would apologetically look at me because they knew of the incident that happened to me
now i can be reached through smart, globe and suncel ... hopefully ... they would also allow me to trade-in my two jologs phone
well well well ... i just hope ... that i am a renewed person right now ... i hope that i learned from my mistakes ...
Sometimes late at night I lie awake and watch her sleeping She's lost in peaceful dreams So I turn out the lights and lay there in the dark And the thought crosses my mind If I never wake up in the morning Would she ever doubt the way I feel About her in my heart
If tomorrow never comes Will she know how much I loved her Did I try in every way to show her every day That she's my only one And if my time on earth were through And she must face the world without me Is the love I gave her in the past Gonna be enough to last If tomorrow never comes
'Cause I've lost loved ones in my life Who never knew how much I loved them Now I live with the regret That my true feelings for them never were revealed So I made a promise to myself To say each day how much she means to me And avoid that circumstance Where there's no second chance to tell her how I feel
If tomorrow never comes Will she know how much I loved her Did I try in every way to show her every day That she's my only one And if my time on earth were through And she must face the world without me Is the love I gave her in the past Gonna be enough to last If tomorrow never comes
So tell that someone that you love Just what you're thinking of If tomorrow never comes
<<<--- love this woman so much ... can't live without her ... so to the man who captured her heart ... you better take good care of her ... ... if she's happy ... i am happy for her too ... mare kong mahal ... i love you