My Dadee Eduardo informed me this evening as he was going through the site, and while I was resting due to a high fever, that he saw my pic being used for someone else's handle. The handle is jopaybest ... Please be warned that it is not me behind it. So please do not entertain the said handle for anything when he or she namedrops common friends and acquaintances, and most of all makes requests in my behalf or my Dadee's behalf while posing to be me. Thanks!
My life was a constant uphill climb Never got it right Each one I loved went through a change of heart You came and my world turned upside down You sung a different tune Can't let go It keeps playing on my mind
Now there's a reason to wake up each day A reason to shake my blues away Now I am whole, a lucky soul I wanna thank you for your love Thank you Thank you for your love
Confused My heart was in a daze Learn to live with pain I loved too haste then watch it go to waste You came and brought music to my soul Inspired me to the very core You touched me well No one has been before
Now there's a reason to wake up each day I thank the Lord for sending you my way Now I am whole, a lucky soul I wanna thank you for your love Thank you Thank you for your love
I saw the world in shades of black and gray, yey.. Turning blue with every passing day Just when I thought that maybe all was lost my life took on a new turn and it's all because it's because
Now there's a reason to wake up each day I thank the Lord for sending you my way Now I am whole, a lucky soul I wanna thank you for your love
Now looking back all the pain No more dark clouds No more rain Thank you
my right arm is throbbing with pain ... yesterday ... was really a bad day ... went home alone ... while walking along the highway ... a man pointed a knife on my side ... while the other hand grabbed my bag ... and he said "wag ka nang mag-ingay ... wag ka nang mag-ingay ..." eventhough i only had a sandwich to sustain me for the whole day yesterday ... i still managed to struggle from him ... got home trembling ... it was very traumatic for me ... for it was the first time i experienced such ... while i sat on the bed ... i can really feel that there is someone watching over me ... only a minute passed when i needed some comforting ... suddenly my phone rang ... my good friend music_doctor called-up ... because i texted him earlier about my business proposal to him ... my tears started pouring down just like the rain outside ... and as he soothed me with words ... four of the five people i texted about that incident began texting back ... all worried ... my right arm still aches ... thank u guys for responding right away ...
im kinda feelin low today ... been having bad dreams ... and the hurtful words told by a loved one just keeps on returning ... it's like ... its been telling me something ... that I should realize ... i dont know if you guys experienced it too ... or is it just me ... whos been hurt ...
when my monthly period is about to come i always have this feeling of being depressed and the victim of my depression? my dadee eduardo i would sometimes cry endlessly and he would hold me in his arms while alternately wiping and kissing the tears from my eyes sometimes I would think I am crazy for doing such kaloka-lokahan nman talga d b? but when I feel the pain of having someone by your side but youre not really free to love him it is very painful wanting to have your first child with the man that you love wanting to have a family to build a home pangarap na lang ba lahat? or do I have to wait for someone that is really mine
guess, I have to live one day at a time for now I am happy being with him
all the man that I need
I used to cry myself to sleep at night But that was all before he came I thought love had to hurt to turn out right But now hes here Its not the same, its not the same
Chorus: He fills me up He gives me love More love than Ive ever seen Hes all Ive got, Hes all Ive got in this world But hes all the man that I need
And in the morning when I kiss his eyes He takes me down and rocks me slow And in the evening when the moon is high He holds me close and wont let go He wont let go
in a relationship di ka lagi masaya andyan ang tampuhan away coming to a point wherein both of you would want to give up and after hurting each other emotionally and sometimes physically you would realize its just part of the relationship walang perfect na tao so what the heck kanta na lang ako
"if it makes you happy it can't be that bad if it makes you happy then why the hell are you so sad"
for the past eight days ive been craving for donuts I wonder which store to visit next ... i've been to ... krispy kreme go nuts donuts hot loops dunkin donuts ...
... i dont know what is it with "holes" ... i seem to be attracted to them nowadays
Jan 29, 2008 12:25 am Mood: sleepy zzzzzzz, 1086 Views
i miss this ~~~~~~~>>> for 12 straight hours .... i am so sleepy ... i am seeing dark circles around my eyes again ... i am so tired ... physically and emotionally ...
ahihihihihi ... i just would like to share my thoughts ... i just turned 34 last wednesday ... everytime my dadee eduardo would like to go out ... the way i dress is a matter we would discuss ... we would end up bargaining ... i would always want to wear a mini skirt with a matching sleeveless or plunging blouse ... and sometimes ... if i am feeling a little bit sexy ... i would sneak behind his back to wear a thong to match my skirt ... (naughty me )
now ... i just can't comprehend ... why guys would like to ogle sexy ladies ... but when it's their girl who's wearing something sexy ... it's a big no-no for them ...
hahahaha ... good thing i am always in a playful mood ... when i was being "restricted" from wearing such ... but tell you one thing ... i walked-out one time ... when i was forbidden to buy a very sexy blouse ... it ruined my mood for a week ... but after a lot of explaining ... my dadee finally gave up ... hahahahaha ... and i bought not just one but three sexy blouses
nowadays ... whenever he would restrain me from wearing ... all i could say is ... "aren't you proud ... your gf is already 34 but still desirable" ... and i would die of laughter from the looks on my dadee's face
<<---- picture cropped by my dadee kanin ...with a message from him "Cropped it, Mamee ... What was cropped is only for me "
so peeps ... use your imagination ... what was at the lower side of the pix
