the SITUATION you're IN.. Mar 25, 2005 6:16 am 1467 Views I've waited a long time to find someone.. someone..who will always be by my side someone..who can show me kindness someone..who will understand me someone..i can laugh with someone..i can share everything a lover or even just a friend.. am i wrong to look for that someone? i am maybe.. but please..don't judge me right away.. i'm just a human being.. i do have feelings.. i need someone, somebody.. i hate to see you go.. please stay.. 6 Comments

HIDDEN SILENCE.....an answer.. Mar 25, 2005 3:40 am Mood: devious, 1103 Views Why do you have to keep it.. when you can show it. why do you have to fake it.. when you can be real and true. why can't you say it.. when you can write it down.. why do you have to hide it.. when you can do something about it. why are you afraid.. when you can have the guts There's this hindrance.. but don't you think it will make you insane.. just thinking of it.. makes you unhappy.. why don't you pour it out and accept what will happen maybe you're just afraid to be hurt at least..you're not HIDING IN SILENCE.. 1 comment

do you experience..??? Mar 25, 2005 1:01 am Mood: confused, 1099 Views I've been in love...a lot of times.. how come you can't teach your heart? how come i can't teach his heart? you just come and go.. ahh...love.... you really comes in like a thief in the night. you really are so confusing.. you really move in a very mysterious way i was a friend a shoulder to cry on accepts you whoever you are a confidante why keep on looking..don't you see me? i'm just beside you i'm just behind you i'm just in front of you are you blind? maybe..i'm not your type... and maybe you don't want to take the risk. same here because i don't want to be hurt.. Fine..my dear, i will still be here and WILL ALWAYS BE HERE! i'll be happy just being your BESTFRIEND! 3 Comments

Words ARE not ENOUGH! Mar 24, 2005 11:39 pm Mood: courageous, 1118 Views Do i have the right to tell you this: sorry, but i don't HAVE the chance to tell you this: " thank you " " i miss you " Words are not really enough to express how much you mean to me.. it is not enough to explain how i really feel.. Am i being selfish? Am i being secretive? I know it's not too late to tell you this: " I LOVE YOU " I JUST HOPE IT'S STILL NOT TOO LATE! 1 comment

SHOULD I STAY? Mar 23, 2005 12:21 am Mood: cold, 1201 Views you've hurt me a lot of times you've said a lot of bad things you've taken me for granted you've never shown me love and care i cried..i'm afraid..i feel so alone.. should i stay?? I LOVE YOU..the reason why i SHOULD STAY! 8 Comments

I UNDERSTAND you.. Mar 23, 2005 12:17 am Mood: crazy, 1162 Views I understand... you're down and out you're worried you're shy i understand! you're teasing you're laughing you're happy i understand you want to be alone you don't want to talk you want to keep a secret for yourself i understand because i am just here to understand YOU! 2 Comments

wOndering... Mar 23, 2005 12:13 am Mood: contemplative, 1153 Views I sat here in front of my computer... i was staring at your picture.. what's going on? what's happening? i was wondering and asking myself.. how? why? when and what? we knew each other here.. we learned more about ourselves here we laughed, we teased, we shared.. we chatted, we called, we miss each other.. but what's really on your mind? maybe i still don't know the real you maybe you're still hiding something from me... i want to know more about you i want you share your worries to me i want you to open up and be vocla with what you feel are you afraid? are you still hesistant? don't you trust me? i am just wOndering.. i am here..i won't condemn you... a friend.. 2 Comments

A SPECIAL GIFT from a VERY SPECIAL FRIEND! Mar 21, 2005 11:03 pm Mood: surprised, 1219 Views I opened up my email yesterday...and i was really in shocked and was really surprised with what i received.. A VERY SPECIAL FRIEND has sent me a gift..i really don't know what to say..i was really tongue tied as if i was too numb to talk and write.. He should not done that to me..but maybe i was a special friend too..the reason why he gave me that kind of gift...and i am now.....GOLD.. GOLD..is a very great wealth... does not react mostly with chemicals is likened by it's brightness, superiority and preciousness is an expensive kind of metal Just wondering..if he has given me a GOLD.. look like our FRIENDSHIP has gone to it's deeper meaning..! I LOVE YOU! and I would like to THANK YOU...from the bottom of my heart! well, YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE...MY: GOOFY MAROONBLOT ARIEL THANKS, TWEETY HERE! 3 Comments

What's happening? Mar 21, 2005 12:40 am Mood: contemplative, 1187 Views Would you believe that since i woke up yesterday (March 20, 2005), at 2 p.m, until now (March 21, 2005)..i don't have any sleep at all...??? well, don't ever think that i'm taking drugs..sorry, i never and will never do that! Since last night, i felt this emptiness, this loneliness, am i just upset and disappointed? I really can't answer my own question..until tears falls down from my eyes, and it just not tears..i really cried! my eyes are already swollen.. A lot of things in my mind..my vacation, my job, my son...but why am i crying, for what? i really don't know.. I did asked God why i feel so empty and lonely..then i began to pray and asked for His guidance..and comfort.. How i wish i know the real answers..i'm so down and out.. 3 Comments

Pakisabi na lang...Baka Ikaw..Bakit Ngayon ka Lang! Mar 21, 2005 12:24 am Mood: confused, 1344 Views I just want to share to everybody the lyrics of my 3 favorite Original Pilipino Music songs... *PAKISABI NA LANG* nais kong malaman nya, nagmamahal ako yan lang ang nag-iisang pangarap ko gusto ko mang sabihin, di ko kayang simulan pag nagkita kayo, pakisabi na lang Refrain: pakisabi na lang na mahal ko siya di na baleng may mahal siyang iba pakisabi wag siyang mag-alala, di ako umaasa alam kong ito'y malabo, di ko mababago ganon pa man, pakisabi na lang sana ay malaman nya masaya na rin ako kahit na nasasaktan ang puso ko wala na akong maisip na mas madali pang paraan pag nagkita kayo pakisabi na lang.. coda: pakisabi na lang....umiibig ako lagi syang naririto sa puso ko pakisabi na lang ....pwede ba? *BAKA IKAW* hinihintay sa buhay ko isang magmamahal ngunit habang hinhintay lalong tumatagal malapit ng mapagod ang puso kong ito pero teka, sandali lang, may sasabihin ako sa iyo REFRAIN: hindi kaya ikaw, baka ikaw na nga meron ka bang nararamdaman, akala ko'y wala parang ngayon sa tingin ko sa kilos mo't galaw siguro nga, ikaw na yon, ano kaya ikaw ba yon? siguro nga..ano kaya? baka ikaw pag hindi hinahanap saka dumarating ganon ba ang pag-ibig, di ko lang 'to napansin nariyan ka lang pala, pinagod ang puso ko pero teka, sandali lang, may sasabihin ako sa iyo *BAKIT NGAYON KA LANG DUMATING?* bakit ngayon ka lang bakit ngayon kung kaylan ang aking puso'y meron ng laman sana'y nalaman ko na darating ka sa buhay ko, di sana'y naghintay ako CHORUS: ikaw sana ang aking yakap-yakap ang iyong kamay lagi ang aking hawak at hindi kanya REFRAIN: bakit ngayon ka lang dumating sa buhay ko pilit binubuksan ang sarado ko ng puso ikaw ba ay nararapat sa akin at siya ba ay dapat ko ng limutin nais kong malaman bakit ngayon ka lang dumating 5 Comments

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