A NeW KinD of FRIENDSHIP Apr 7, 2005 12:06 am Mood: content, 1555 Views It all started here in FFF I've met salliewriter - sallie I've met maroonblot - ariel I've met sexierlips - cath I've met ellyn - lyn I've met mar6664 - mar I've met sweetwings - joseph I've met wicked29 - jan I've met tashina - marge with all the people i've met here in FFF, i was really glad that i did join.. malambing2 - ate gemma kamasutra - ate julie illustrator - ate mina hope to see you soon... i never thought i could possibly find true friends around.... i love you all guys!!! be as sweet as you are..... 13 Comments

APRIL 4 Apr 3, 2005 4:26 am Mood: excited, 920 Views April 4, the day that i'm going to meet my newly found friends here in FFF...WHO ARE THEY??? presenting CATH AND ELLYN!!!! i'm so excited,... AND A LITTLE BIT NERVOUS..HELP!!! my friend letter will also arrived..i'm going to read it... AND IT'S ARIEL hey guys! want to be with us???? 2 Comments

here i am in KOREA Mar 29, 2005 2:25 pm 1612 Views I'm now on my way to the Philippines.. stop over in South Korea, hay...3 hours ako dito sa KOrea then 3 hours flight to the Philippines.. i'm still excited and nervous... see you... a little bit relax.. i think this is the right time to unwind with all the pressures i have received before going back for my vacation.. 5 Comments

4 hours more... Mar 29, 2005 1:46 am Mood: bouncy, 1531 Views wow..time time is ticking... 4 hours more before i go to the airport.. my check in time..12:40 am.. i'll be in Inchon, korea airport by 6:30 am i'll stay for at least 3 hours for my connecting flight to Philippines.. by 11:50 am, march 30, wednesday.. wow! i'll be in the philippines.. with a heavy heart..i have to go now.. i'm just resting now..already prepared.. later, i'll take my shower..eat dinner.. then way to go to the airport.. my last log in..before i go.. see you! hey! they have icafe inside inchon airport.. ha!!ha!!ha!! still i won't be absent! and won't be missing anything here in FFF.. 1 comment

so PAINFUL... Mar 28, 2005 9:53 pm Mood: confused, 1525 Views I have to leave the island TODAY! i have to go back to the Philippines for personal reasons.. i have to do a lot of things in 3 weeks time.. but...why leaving is so painful.. i thought it will be just fine.. why other people would like to make it more painful and harder..??? i have to leave behind the island with a heavy heart.. BUT WAIT... i know back home it will be easier for me.. this grudge and pain that i have surely will vanish in few minutes.. because i wll be seeing all my loved ones.. and... OF COURSE... all my friends.... cath from hongkong ellyn from cavite and maybe jan, tashina and miss dei.. see you in the philippines, guys! take all worries away from me..and make me HAPPY! 2 Comments

MY LAST NIGHT....HERE.. Mar 28, 2005 9:56 am Mood: depressed, 1547 Views TODAY, March 28, my last night to sleep here in my bedroom..here in saipan..i will be gone for 3 weeks..vacation and a lot of things to do back home to the Philippines..surely, i will be having a very hectic schedule.. but, tonight i felt so helpless..mind you, i'm crying again...problem??? maybe.. well, with regards to my employer..she's giving me hard time..this is what an OFW experienced..ang sakit!..a filipino employer abusing a filipino employee.. i was online..looking for someone to talked too..but alas, it's already late and all my friends, maybe are sleeping soundly at this time.. then..i have to cry it out until i fall asleep.. goodnight everybody..tomorrow is a new day..a new promises..i just hope i will wake up fine! 4 Comments

How Could I??? Mar 28, 2005 12:55 am Mood: uncomfortable, 1529 Views We've been together for quite awhile, my dear we loved each moment.. we shared things.. we shared laughters and tears.. but time come..we have to part ways you have to go somewhere.. and i have to go somewhere.. we make a vow.. a promise.. time flies.. i never heard your voice... i never had the chance to read a letter.. no more "i love you" no more "i miss you" i did asked myself..WHY? are you still thinking of me? for i' am still here thinking of you.. now... you're here again.. knocking at my door.. want to go back into my arms.. want to share precious moments with me.. how could i??? if...someone..somebody now owns my heart? 2 Comments

2 tULog na lang.... Mar 27, 2005 11:46 am Mood: excited, 1584 Views Alam nyo..excited na talaga ako, 2 tulog na lang ..makikita ko na ulit ang PILIPINAS.. ..makikita ko na ulit ang PARENTS KO... ..makikita ko na ulit ang mga KAPATID KO.. ..makikita ko na ulit si MICKO.. ..makikita ko na ulit si ABBY.. ..makikita ko na ulit si MEA.. excited na ako..at di ko na alam kung makakatulog pa ako..di ko na maintindihan kung ano ang gagawin ko kung ano na ang uunahin ko.. pero..naka ready na ako..pauwi na ako.. ano kaya ang dadatnan ko pinas.. surprise ang pag-uwi ko.. uuwi rin ako para makita at makilala ng personal ang aking mga itinuring na SUPER FRIENDS..BEST FRIENDS..KAPATID..dito sa FFF.. ang saya saya! kaya...ellyn, magluto ka ng masarap ha! ikaw..cath, humanda ka na! magkikita-kits na kami... teka..pupuntahan ko rin si tashina..tatawagan ko si wicked29..at miss dei..hahanapin din kita! 7 Comments

To the One I really Love... Mar 26, 2005 11:33 am Mood: annoyed, 1597 Views as the days passes away.. i kept on thinking about you, i kept on praying for your safety, i kept on wondering where you are, i kept on wondering who you're with i kept on wondering what you're doing i kept on wondering if you're thinking about me... and when night comes.. i long to be with you i long to hold you tight instead of my pillow i long sing you a lullaby i long to kiss you.. but..Alas.. i can't do it... for the reason that.. i'm the STUPID ONE who falls in love with you.. and you're not IN LOVE with me.. 6 Comments

Don't chase me out of your life Mar 25, 2005 7:26 am Mood: worried, 1642 Views i know i am little bit crazy i know i always wanted to be with you i know i always wanted to talked to you am i bothering you.. i already know that i am here disturbing you but...i really don't know what to do.. please..don't CHASE ME OUT OF YOUR LIFE! 6 Comments

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