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3rd Anniversary. Sep 16, 2008 6:52 am
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I feel something strange today....i am having a goosebump and I don't know the reason why...It's been 2 nights that I am sleeping with my lights on...let me tell you why....

Just the other night, I was about to fall asleep, around 2 or 3 in the morning..I turned off the lights in my room...actually I was half asleep then..when i feel something or see something...there was this shadow of a big man and he was about to embrace me..so, i get up and opened up the lights..i am quite scared especially that I am all alone in this big house...and the surroundings...so quiet...!!! It's around 4 am when i got the chance to sleep.

Then last night...I think I don't want to sleep again with my lights off..so, i decided to keep it on....nothing unusual happen anyway...

But today..I was chatting with a friend and we are talking about his mom who got cancer and he wants to go home to see her. I am consoling him and telling him stories about my father...I become teary eyed because those memories comes flashing back into my mind...The last time that I had a chance to talked to him before he goes into sleep without waking up...

I can feel some tingling sensation...i don't know why..well, I thought may father's death anniversary is on the 17th, but when I saw my brother online, i asked him when is the death anniversary...and he told me..IT'S TODAY...waaaahhh...I didn't know!!!

He asked me if i did sense or feel something because my father visited him already..he smell the scent of a candle inside his room in Qatar...nah!!! that was it...he is around with me today!!!

Tonight, before I went out of my room to get my juice...I am already talking to him...I told him..."don't let me see you...I am bit scared..you know that I am all aone here"...when I get back to my room that's the time that i also smell the scent of a burning candle....and started talking to him again...IN A LOUD VOICE!!!

Now, I miss him ..Yes! so, I am asking for prayers...please offer a silent prayer for our beloved father...his name is ROMEO....
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