What is life after death? Is it a continuation of life before death? Or a life full of challenge to change the things that need to be corrected before you die?
I myself feel something to my body, i am a happy person but i can feel that i can't stay longer here. I am afraid of doctors, I tried once but the result turned out a big mistake which until now i can still feel the pain. If its serious, wish i wont suffer. I am ready to die, I will accept it with a smile. not because i want to die but i am just ready for it. Two of the people close to my heart died, One is an old one and one is in 20's. It only tell me that life is unpredictable.
Things in this world keeps on changing, even age, face, people change also. But how ready we are to face that change? Whenever the path for my death is coming, i will surely leave a smile to my loveone who never knew my condition. I will always treasure the memories i am with them.
understanding, loyal, faithful, qualities of being friend that a person prefer in looking for a friend. You! me! all of us need a friend. But, what is a friend? Simple question but have a lot of answer isn't it?Why we are looking for a friend? To have a best enemy?That is what they say.Hey! wazz up! Who is that buddy?Ah, my bestfriend.HYPOCRITE! How many bestfriend do you have in your life? One? or many? One in your place and another one in school and in other place or even more.
How can we find a friend? My dear people, friend cannot be searched, for it lived in your heart. Being true to yourself, loyal, faithful, understanding makes special person come along your way. True friend is what i always hear to anybody. There is no thing such true friend. Nothing is permanent in this world. It is only a goal and dream idealized by people like you, me or us. To have a friend is to befriended to yourself. Being friendly begin to oneself then to the whole. My dear people a true friend never live anywhere but live in your heart.
A friend is not to fight but to light our way. A friend is not to hate but to love, which friendship arises. My dear people, if diamond is the most precious gem in this world which compose of carbon, then your friendship for me is the most precious thing i have, which compose of your loyalty, understanding, faithfulness. My friend, you crowned my heart by your strong foundation of love that to have you, is the greatest moment of mine. Your ONE OF MY FRIEND FOREVER not BESTFRIEND FOREVER!
when i first met my love one. it was an online relationship and it turned into reality. Part of it was a lie, a not smoker person, age is younger and some were scripted. I accepted the entire personality. Everything went fine.
Time came he first step on the country previously called Pearl on the Orient Sea now Philippines. Unfortunately on the first day, we didn't meet each other but instead he met with his other friend. His reason was he forgot my number. But why he didnt forget the number of the other?
Sooner we met, and it took several days to tell me that he slept with other on the first day. It was a shocking revelation. Is it my fault to wait 6 hours in NAIA waiting for nothing?
When we were together, he knew a lot of people in this country who keep calling him, he tought me how to lie, telling those people that he is not around.
Days past that i found out, he smoke. Why not tell the truth?
If u smoke, then so be it, just tell the truth, if u are a criminal, so be it, tell the truth. I prefer to know the real person i am dealing with so i can accept once only. It will be hard to accept if u knew everything started with a lie.
How i wish i could turn back the time so i could change it. And i better accept him after knowing his true personality.
I love you, as we always hear to someone. It is an expression of love. Does saying the three words relevant? I am a vocal person. Who express my feelings into words but why cant i receive same words in return?
Is saying YOU ARE SPECIAL is the same with saying I LOVE YOU? Why saying it is hard if you can show it in action easily? The hardest thing to accept was when someone you love will tell you I DONT LOVE YOU but the way he acts still u can feel love.
I know there are lot of love. Sometimes i misunderstood the friendly love since i knew its different. Its hard when you love to someone who is coward who doesnt know how to be brave and cant even be proud to have you.
But time comes that my heart is tired already. Its hard but its for our own good. Love is unpredictable. It grow fast and sometimes it blooms late. To know when love grow? Just look to his/her eyes since our eyes are the window of our soul...then kiss his'her lips since our lips is the window of our heart...
When i was young, i live in a small wood house, playing other kids, very dirty and can eat dried fish or salted fish and its enough for the day. I live happily. Life is very simple. when i grow i look for more, i started to ambition something. Until opportunity comes. Our small house transform into a 2-room house, and can eat fish and pork sometimes...a bit far from dried fish and salted fish.
And now people started to say I AM RICH. I could not think a reason why? I dont have millions, I seldom go out, i went out in a passenger jeep. Am i that rich?
Even if i have millions, still i cant consider i am rich because people are not content, businessmen want more profit. So there is no such thing as rich.
My life when i was young is very far from where i am now, my simple and happy life turn into a person who doesnt know how to make a real smile. A person who doesnt know who are the real person or friends.
But everything happened because of my choice, then i have to change the wrong interpretation. How i wish i could turn back the real smile on me. I know its not simple but it will happen. I just do not know when....
