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My Emotions....

this is ME...the real ME

MY CURRENT THEME SONG
Posted:Jan 7, 2007 6:41 am
Last Updated:Mar 1, 2007 4:38 am
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haaay! it's really sad to belong to someone else when the right one comes along...Wow! why suddenly i can relate my current situation to these songs...now i know the feeling...and hirap pala. Could it be really "YOU" this time? Haayyy!(sigh) this song is for us and for all those who are in the same situation like ours...

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"Bakit Ngayon Ka Lang..."

Bakit ngayon ka lang
Bakit ngayon kung kelan
Ang aking puso'y mayroon nang laman
Sana'y nalaman ko
Na darating ka sa buhay ko
Di sana'y naghintay ako
Ikaw sana ang aking yakap-yakap
(ang aking yakap-yakap)
Ang iyong kamay lagi ang aking hawak
(ang iyong kamay lagi ang aking hawak)
At hindi kanya(at hindi kanya)


Chorus:

Bakit ngayon ka lang (bakit ngayon ka lang)
Dumating sa buhay ko (dumating sa buhay ko, oh)
Pilit binubuksan (pilit binubuksan)
Ang sarado ko nang puso (ang aking puso)
Ikaw ba (ikaw ba)
Ay nararapat sa akin (ay nararapat sa akin)
At siya ba'y (at siya ba'y)
Dapat ko nang limutin (dapat limutin)
Nais kong malaman (nais malaman)
Bakit ngayon ka lang dumating
(bakit ngayon lang dumating)


Ikaw sana ang aking yakap-yakap
(ang aking yakap-yakap)
Ang iyong kamay lagi ang aking hawak
At hindi kanya at hindi kanya (at hindi kanya)


(Repeat Chorus)

Nais kong malaman (nais malaman)
Bakit ngayon ka lang dumating
(bakit ngayon lang dumating)
Nais kong malaman (nais malaman)
Bakit ngayon ka lang dumating
(bakit ngayon lang dumating)

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THANK YOU....
Posted:Jan 7, 2007 1:30 am
Last Updated:Feb 5, 2010 11:42 pm
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I am so blessed to have me knew you…and because of that I am so thankful to GOD that HE gave me a special person like you. HE made you crossed my path for a reason…whatever it is…the joy of knowing you brought smile to my heart. You are so special…for me you are a gift from GOD.

Thank you for being always there with me…it only proves me that distance doesn’t really matter when friendship is real and pure...nandiyan ka at dito ako, still the friendship that binds us keep us so close...and it's all that matters most. You are absolutely a wonderful person, beautiful inside & out. As for me you are an angel sent to me by GOD to light my path and to guide me. You are one of the reasons why my life is so meaningful. Thank you for that bright shade of color you added into my life.

"I thank my GOD everytime i remember you." - PHILIPPIANS 1:3
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I LOVE YOUR EYES
Posted:Dec 9, 2006 4:49 am
Last Updated:Aug 22, 2016 8:08 am
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When I first met you … I looked into your eyes and I see the sparkle and warmth that made me fall for you. I heard your voice and the sound soothed and comforted me as it always has. I felt your slightest touch and it made me complete. You filled my senses with all that is you --- you are my ...Ahhh! basta I love your eyes
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An EB with JEFF ( zzzeromaxxx )
Posted:Dec 7, 2006 2:36 am
Last Updated:Aug 22, 2016 8:09 am
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December 06, 2006 Wednesday night., we had our EB with one of our beloved friend and co-member of Passion Love & Forgiveness (PLF). The entire night of Dec. 06 wasn’t enough for all those who attended the EB including myself (hehehe!). The attendees were Tazy, who had just flown from Davao just for this occasion, Shine who had travelled all the way from San Pablo Laguna just to see her love team JEFF in flesh & blood, Carol & I from the beautiful province of Cavite, Roger , Tosh, Edwin & Vi who are all from NCR and our special guest Henry ( sorry can’t remember his handle ).

It was astoundingly fun being associated with these people…they are really warm hearted and you would really feel the sincerity of friendship that bond our group. As I observed each face it was obviously shown the joy that each felt when we were together making “Kulitan” and “Okrayan”. Each has their own way of being funny. I actually really was tired the day of Dec, 06 because from work I hurriedly went home just to take a shower & change my office uniform to denim jeans & cotton top and I met Carol in Robinson Imus and together we went to the meeting place (Aristocrat Malate ).

Jeff in person is absolutely nice, a bit shy or probably still trying to assess our personalities by just observing and listening to our conversation or maybe he was using mirroring technique to be in sync with us. He knows how to get along with people around him, he is very friendly and sincere, he is excellent in dealing with people.

When the confirmed attendees all arrived, we moved from Aristocrat to Cowboy Grill Malate where there were live bands performing. We stayed there up to 3:00 am, though I was really exhausted but still I enjoyed the night and had fun. All EB attendees were all so natural…each showed their real selves and that was good because we felt at ease with each other immediately.

Sana may repeat performance ang EB na iyon Sobrang saya talaga.

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This JESUS Challenges me!
Posted:Dec 1, 2006 6:19 am
Last Updated:Dec 18, 2006 6:20 am
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I am furious, and he tells me : FORGIVE!
I am afraid, and he tells me : TAKE COURAGE!
I have doubts, and he says to me : HAVE CONFIDENCE!
I feel restless, and he says to me : BE CALM!

I prefer to go on my own way, and he tells me : COME & FOLLOW ME!
I make my own plans, and he says to me : FORGET ABOUT THEM!
I aim towards material goods, and he says to me : LEAVE THEM BEHIND!
I want security, and he says to me : I PROMISE YOU ABSOLUTELY NOTHING!

I like to live my own life, and he says to me : LOSE YOUR LIFE!
I believe that I am good, and he tells me : GOOD IS NOT SUFFICIENT!
I like to be the boss, and he says to me : SERVE!
I like to command others, and he says to me : OBEY!

I like to understand, and he says to me : BELIEVE!
I like clarity and he speaks to me in PARABLES!
I like poetry and he speaks to me in REALITIES!
I like my tranquility, and he likes me to be DISTURBED!

I like violence and he says : PEACE BE WITH YOU!
I draw the sword and he says : PUT THAT AWAY!
I think of revenge, and he says : OFFER THE OTHER CHEEK!
I choose hatred, and he says : LOVE YOUR ENEMIES!

I like to be the greatest, and he says : LEARN TO BE AS A !
I like to be hidden, and he says : LET YOUR LIGHT SHINE!
I look at the best bench, and he says : SIT IN THE LEAST BENCH!

No, I don’t understand this JESUS.
He provokes me. He confuses me.
Like so many of his disciples,
I too, would like to follow another master
who would be more certain and less demanding.

But I experience almost the same as PETER:
I do not know of anyone else,
WHO HAS THE WORD OF ETERNAL LIFE !

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The buttERFLY and the FLOWER
Posted:Dec 1, 2006 5:46 am
Last Updated:Dec 2, 2006 6:47 am
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Once there was a man who asked GOD for a flower and a butterfly. But instead GOD gave him a cactus…and a caterpillar.The man was sad, he didn’t understand why his request was mistaken.Then he thought…Oh well, GOD has too many people to care for…And he decided not to question.

After some time, the man went to check up on his request that he had left forgotten. To his surprise, from the thorne?y & ugly cactus a
beautiful flower had grown. And the unsightly caterpillar had seen transformed into the most beautiful butterfly.

GOD always does things right! His way is always the best way,even if to us it seems all wrong.

If you asked GOD for one thing & received another, TRUST.You can be sure that He will always give you what you need at the appropriate time.

What you want …is not always what you need! GOD never fails to grant our petitions, so keep on going for Him without doubting or murmuring.

Today’s THORN…is tomorrow’s FLOWER!

GOD gives the very best to those who leave the choice up to HIM

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The Picture on the Night Stand
Posted:Nov 4, 2006 6:42 am
Last Updated:Feb 5, 2010 11:48 pm
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After a long night of making love, he notices a photo of another man
on her night stand by the bed. He begins to worry. "Is this your
husband?" he nervously asks.

"No, silly," she replies, snuggling up to him.

"Your boyfriend, then?" he continues.

"No, not at all," she says, nibbling away at his ear.

"Is it your dad or your brother?" he inquires, hoping to be
reassured.

"No, no, no!!!" she answers.

"Well, who in the hell is he, then?" he demands.

"That's me before the surgery.”
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My One Great Love
Posted:Nov 4, 2006 6:33 am
Last Updated:Oct 9, 2012 12:25 am
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Late last night, I was fixing some of my old stuffs in my room–books, cards and old photos. I saw this one particular picture that I’m still keeping in my photo album, and when I saw it…I smiled because it reminded me of an old flame way back 12 years ago.

I was only 19 years old then…young & innocent. I was studying at Cora Doloroso C.C. at Alabang when I met this man. He was 14 years older than me. (Ewan ko ba! I’m really drawn to men who are 10 ‒ 15 years older than me.) Though he was too old for me, it hadn’t shown on him because he was a very gorgeous man ( Ang lakas ng dating ). When I first saw him...he already caught my attention…para kasi syang twin brother nag first boyfriend ko. We happened to have a common friend and we were introduced to each other. As we were shaking hands I quiver inside ( Gosh! Kilig naman ako sa mamang ito). From there on our story started. ( To make it short naging kami po ).

Our relationship lasted for about 1 year and 3 months. It was his 34th birthday when our story together ended and I was the one who ended it all up. I couldn’t describe the pain I was experiencing that time when I decided to tell him that we shouldn’t see each other anymore. I even could not look straight to his face…because every time I do I was just hurting myself even more. I couldn’t stand the hurt and sadness that I was seeing from his eyes … he was trying so hard to hold back the tears that was about to fall. I knew I hurt him so much…but I believed that it would be best to leave when the feeling is still there. I knew that we had the love…but to live our lives in separate ways would be the best for us. Why? Because I could no longer own him…and kahit anong gawin ko I could no longer make him mine.

Twelve years had passed already…the pain of giving up the one I once loved had vanished and healed by time. Now he is just a part of my past, a memory…a memory that is so sweet to recur and though he’s just a past but still he was the one great love that I had.
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Tagaytay GHOST STORY
Posted:Oct 26, 2006 4:53 am
Last Updated:Oct 28, 2006 1:33 am
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This story happened a few months ago along the Tagaytay Road. There was a guy who got left behind by a pack of mountain bikers. The group was large and he didn’t bring a cell phone. He crashed his bike somewhere between Picnic Grove and DBP. To make things worse, a storm came in. So he walked.

This guy was on the side of the road hitch hiking on a very dark night in the middle of a storm. The night passed slowly and no cars went by. The storm was so strong he could hardly see a few meters ahead of him.

Suddenly, just before the junction going to Manila, he saw a car slowly looming, ghostlike, out of the gloom. It slowly crept toward him and stopped. It was raining hard, wind blowing all around you, what would you do? Like you would, he got into the car and closed the door, then realized that there was nobody behind the wheel.
The car slowly started moving again. The guy was terrified, too scared to think of jumping out and running. The guy saw that the car was slowly approaching a sharp curve. The guy started to pray, begging for his life; he was sure the ghost car would go off the road and he would plunge to his death, when just before the curve, a hand appeared thru the window and turned the steering wheel, guiding the car safely around the bend. Terrified, the guy watched the hand reappear every time they reached a curve. Finally, the guy gathered his wits and leaped from the car and ran to the nearest place where there were houses. Wet and in shock, he went into a store and voice quavering, ordered 2 bottles of Red Beer, and told the people about his horrible, supernatural experience. A silence enveloped everybody when they realized the guy was apparently sane and not drunk. About half an hour later two guys walked into the same store. One says to the other..........

"Yan...siya nga yung sumakay habang
nagtutulak tayo..."

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FALL FOR YOU
Posted:Oct 22, 2006 7:29 am
Last Updated:Feb 5, 2010 11:53 pm
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There's a right or wrong to know for everything
And the truth is somewhere written in between
But there's always something missing in the dark
Until you find the true condition of the heart

Well, I can visualize the pieces of a dream,
But it's not as far away as it may seem
But if truth be told, it's you that holds the key
To the question that defines my destiny

I've been in love, a time or two
I've seen the world, but not with you
I wanna fly and spread my wings
I don't wanna cry, I wanna sing
I wanna live and take a chance
I'm not afraid to love again
I wanna fall, fall for you
And I want you to fall for me too

I've had plenty conversations with my heart
Coz I want this thing to work, not fall apart
So, I ask my heart how it can be so sure
And it answers me because your heart is pure

I've got every expectation that is true
Coz my heart won't lie to me, much less to you
But if truth be told, it is you that holds the key
To the future that becomes our destiny

Until the mountain snow melts into the stream
My heart flows like the river to sea
To the heavens up above,
I pray to God our destiny is LOVE
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