++ Feelings beyond Repair ++ Jul 20, 2009 7:56 pm 2315 Views You came into my life As quickly as you left. You grabbed a cutting knife And sliced right through my breast. You didn't mean to hurt But what did you expect? My heart now cut in two It feels beyond repair. Injury done by you God, life just isn't fair. You didn't mean to hurt But what did you expect? So here we are, just friends, But I long to be more. Desire with no end Throbbing from my core. You didn't mean to hurt But what did you expect? 14 Comments

LIAR!! Jul 10, 2009 7:45 pm 2362 Views I'm drawing the line Don't mess with my heart. You've done it before You tore us apart. Tell me one thing What were you expecting? I'm not taking you back My reputation needs protecting. I've changed since you left Its a completely new me. If you opened your eyes You'd be able to see. You made me who I am now Unable to trust anyone. Just leave me alone For enough has been done. Who do you think you are Making decisions for me? You no longer have that right So just let me be free. My hearts no longer yours So don't say you love me. I've fallen for that once Through your lies I couldn't see. You always make a mess Then hide from consequence. Leaving broken hearts Shattering my defence. But not this time around For I am standing strong. We don't belong together I've known it all along. But I don't understand Why you even bother. What makes me special More special than any other? You don't usually try this hard To get the girl you desire. Too bad we'd never work Its a shame you're a liar. 20 Comments

( NO ) Thanks for the Memories Jun 27, 2009 4:37 pm 2204 Views I'm living in a fantasy; a f**king masquerade. i put my heart on the line, and got nothing short of played. you preached those loving words. did you mean them? not quite? when it was over, you just left, feeling nothing near contrite. you said we both had changed, and knew nothing of one another. you had all the chances in the world to try, but you didn't even bother. you just left me all alone; vulnerable and confused. heart filled with emotions, feeling no less than used. maybe if we weren't a secret, a relationship of a lie, maybe if we didn't start off when you were still with her, maybe we could have survived. no one can explain this web of lies. well, nobody but you. but you would never do it. guess i know you better than you think i do. 13 Comments

++ OVER ++ Jun 13, 2009 4:27 pm 2079 Views I sit here, thinking.. About all the lies you have told. In my tears, I'm sinking.. Crying is becoming so old. Look at me in the eyes.. It's honesty I want to see. Don't you feed me another lie.. Can't you feel my misery? I thought you were perfection, I was head over heels for you! We had such a close connection, Now what do you expect me to do? This was not supposed to happen But you've caused so much pain, I loved you stupidly back then So guess what? We're over. 14 Comments

= DowN = Jun 6, 2009 3:43 pm 1770 Views I've been pushed down so many times I feel this time will be the last as I lay here fading my thoughts are invaded by memories of my past. I feel the pressures of shame and rejection building as I lay here on the floor I have no strength to get up I'm not worth it any more. 10 Comments

Secret Love May 30, 2009 3:56 pm 1614 Views Once I had a secret love, That lived within the heart of me. All too soon my secret love, Became impatient to be free. So I told a friendly star, The way that dreamers often do. Just how wonderful you are, And why I'm so in love with you. Now, I shout it from the highest hills, Even told the golden daffodils. At last my hearts an open door, And my secret love's no secret anymore. 14 Comments

Broken Promises May 23, 2009 4:09 pm 1625 Views Yesterday's goals, dim memories. Dark saddened eyes, blurring with tears. Painful scars borne; Love's history. Futures crumble when doubt appears. No brightly lit hope envisioned, When following after harsh words. Hurt soul splits in twain, partitioned. Swooned by appeal - when numbness lured. Apologies made, never bought. Price paid turned out far too costly. Though never known what would be wrought - Must walk into the night softly. One wish, only to be released. Granted - now receive this token. Words written in rhyme, love's deceased. When promises made...were broken. 8 Comments

Twas a Mistake May 16, 2009 5:38 pm 1650 Views Letting out my anger, Can't let out my tears. Want to talk to you, But you create my fears. You just don't listen, You just don't look, You really don't care, And my heart you took. I tried to finish, I was not done. A second I blinked, And you were gone. I wasted my time, My heart is shattered. With your lying words, You had me flattered. Pig out on my heart, Eat everything you can take, Because now I have realized, That you were a mistake. 17 Comments

Sorry, Babe.. May 11, 2009 4:00 pm 1355 Views Why are you being the way that you are? Why'd you act like my shining star? Why'd you tell me you really cared? Why'd you tell me you'd always be there? Why'd you lead me into the blindness night? Why'd you tell me it would be alright? Why'd you act like such a fool? Why do you treat me so uncool? Why cant you respect what I say? Instead you choose the other way. You couldn't wait til I was ready, You couldn't wait til we were steady. You couldn't wait, you wanted it right then. Sorry babe my rules don't bend. You couldn't wait for what we could've had. Now your gone, and now I'm sad Now I know your a typical guy, thats one more reason not to cry. You'll never find a girl like me, You don't know, but you will see. 6 Comments

Feeling of Betrayal May 1, 2009 3:49 pm 1376 Views I am alone, so very alone. I hurt, so very bad. I am ignored, just thrown aside. I am security, for others to have. I am lonely, there is no one close, no one sees the pain. I cry, hope is gone. I am alone, and no one knows. 18 Comments

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