=== HuLiNg HiLiNg=== Mar 22, 2008 8:15 pm Mood: ogag na rapper, 2750 Views Aking mahal, hindi ko inakala, hindi ko kakayaning pumatak muli ang luha, tuluyang nawala wala akong nagawa, ang pigilin kita hindi ko rin tinangka. at hindi na rin ako aasang babalik ka pa, masakit kung iisipin ngunit tanggap ko na pero sana.. sana.. sana.. wag mong ipagkait na isipin kita kahit meron ng kapalit, ako sa puso mo aking sinta.. mas mahal ka ba nya kaya pinili mo siya, ngunit kahit ganun ang yong naging desisyon, kahit ang pagtingin mo ay di na nga sa akin nakatuon.. huling hiling ko lang wag mo sanang isara, ang naging relasyon wag mong pagkaila sa iba, Kahit wala na nga pilitin mang ibalik, wala akong mapapala.. Ang huling hiling ko lng sana ay ang ala-ala'y wag limutin, Ang huling hiling ko lng sana ay lagi mo akong iisipin, Ang huling hiling ko lng sana ay muli ikaw ay makapiling, Ang huling hiling ko lng sana ako ay dinggin.. I thought our love was forever, And we're to die Kung hindi together, But things are really getting colder now, Namatay ang bawa't ilaw tila nga't nawala ang linaw, Nagkasagutan, tampuhan, nagkasigawan, Hindi malaman kung bakit naghiwalayan, But hey I think its better for the both of us, Kesa magdusa tayo bukas at hanggang wakas, Alam ko namang makakahanap ka pa ng iba, Wag kang mag alala pagka't tinanggap ko na.. Our love won't come a long long way, Oh I thought our love would never go away, Minahal kita noon magpa-hanggang ngayon, But I guess sa likod na lang makikita ang kahapon, This is the last time I ever gonna see, Ating tagpuan when the sun sets on the bay, Tanging dasal ko lamang bago ka makasal, Malaman ko man lang kung ako ay minahal.. Akala ko panaginip lang ang mga 'to, Ayoko na isipin na ito ay totoo, Ipinikit ko aking mga mata, Dinilat ko, totoo na pala.. Sigurado ka na ba sa iyong pasya, Na ayaw mo na sa akin dahil mahal mo na siya, Ilang beses na akong nabibigo, Ilang beses na puso koy nagdugo.. Hanggang ngayon hindi ko pa makita, Ang babaeng habang buhay kong makakasama, Pero sana mahanap ko na rin, Ang babaeng hindi ako paluluhain, Simple lang naman ang hinihiling ko, Na kahit minsan man lang, isipin mo ako, At sana, lagi mong tatandaan, Talagang ako sa iyo ay nasaktan. Oh, bakit ba? sa akin pa nangyare, Puso'y walang alam ano ang pangyayare, Nung wala ka ikaw ang hinihiling, Ngayon wala ka na parang ang hirap hilingin, Pero ang hiling sana wag akong kalimutan, Kahit binaling sa iba ating sinimulan, At ang hiling ko rin sana laging maalala, Mga sinabi ko na wag kang mag alala, Na kung sino man sa atin unang mawala, Ikaw man o ako, andiyan lang sa isa't isa. Tapos na ang kwento ngayon iba na ang pahina, Wala na tayong dalawa kaya sayo'y paalam na, Balik ka na mahal pero aking natanggap, Na ang mga pinakita mo sa akin ay pagpapanggap, Paalam na lang at salamat sa lahat.. Sa puso ko meron kang iniwan na bakat, Wag kang makakalimot yan ang tangi kong hiling, At maging masaya ka sana sa bago mong kapiling.. 17 Comments

Inside of Me Mar 21, 2008 9:51 am Mood: tired, 2765 Views Lately I've been winning battles left and right, but even soldiers can get wounded in the fight. People say that I'm amazing, strong beyond my years, but they don't see inside of me I'm hiding all these tears, and they don't know that I go running home when I fall down, and they don't know who picks me up when no one is around. So I'll drop my sword and cry for just a while, because deep inside this armor, the warrior is a child. 19 Comments

I Turn To You Mar 3, 2008 7:47 pm Mood: peaceful, 3342 Views My heart aches for someone to listen I turn to you, my friend For I know you'll be there. My heart is breaking and I hurt oh so bad I turn to you my friend For I know you'll be there. I have decisions to make And I just can't decide on my own I turn to you my friend For I know that you will be there. When I lose a loved one The pain is too much to bear I turn to you my friend For I know you'll be there. When my heart is breaking and I hurt so bad I turn to you my friend For I know you'll be there. You are my Lord and my Savior The only one I can truly trust I turn to you my friend Cause I know I can And I know you'll be there. My heart aches for someone to listen I turn to you my friend For I know you'll be there. When I lose a loved one And the pain is too much to bear I turn to you my friend For I know that you will be there. You Are My Friend! Caught like a leaf in the Wind, Looking for a Friend, where can you turn? Whispers the Words of Prayers, And You'll find Him there, Arms open wide, Love in His Eyes. Jesus, He meets you Where you are, Oh Jesus, He heals your secret scars, All the Love Your're longing for is.. Jesus, the Friend of a wounded heart. For He wants your burdens to bear, Because He really does cares, And He proved that in Calvary, For laying down His Life For You and Me. ..A BLESSED LENTEN SEASON.. 27 Comments

ALA-ALA (the way we were) Feb 22, 2008 3:46 pm Mood: embarrassed, 3351 Views Hey, you know Everybody's talking about the good 'ol days right? Everybody, the good 'ol days, the good 'ol days Well let's talk about the good 'ol days Ang sarap isipin ang mga bagay Na nagpaligaya sa atin noon diba? Katulad ng first love mo, naaalala mo pa ba? Madalas kayong mamasyal, manood ng sine Kumain sa labas, at kung anu-ano pa Kung minsan nga, kulang ang isang araw Para magkasama kayo Madalas mo siyang halikan Sa cheeks, sa lips, sa eyes, sa nose May pahawak-hawak ka pa sa kamay Tinitignan mo ang mata niya Sinasabi mong "I love you" Pero bakit ganoon ang panahon Kung sino pa yung mahal na mahal mo Siya pang nawawala sa iyo Siya pa na kasing halaga pa ng buhay mo. Can it be that it was all so simple then, Or has time rewritten every line.. And if we had the chance to do it all again, Tell me, would we, could we.. Memories, light the corners of my mind, Misty waters colored memories, Of the way we were. Scattered pictures of the smiles we left behind, Smiles we gave to one another, For the way we were.. Alaala, ng tayo'y mag-sweetheart pa, Namamasyal pa sa Luneta Nang walang pera.. So it's the laughter, We will remember.. Whenever we remember, The way we were Remember... the way we were.. (M. Hamlisch, A. Bergman & M. Bergman) 35 Comments

Kayo na pala Ngayon Feb 16, 2008 11:47 pm Mood: gloomy, 3832 Views Kayo na pala ngayon.. Kayo na palang nagmamahalan, Napano na ang iyong pangako Na ako lang ang iibigin mo. Iniibig mo ba siya.. At iibigin ka ba niya, Ng tulad ng pag-ibig ko sayo, Bakit mahal, bakit ka nagbago.. Ngunit kung minamahal mo siya, Kung ikaw sa piling niya ay liligaya. Hindi kita pipigilan.. Kahit ako'y masasaktan, Mahal kita ganyan ako.. Kahit na alam ko na Kayo na pala ngayon. Kung sakasakali mang Ako'y nais balikan, Magbalik ka ako'y maghihintay sayo, Pag-ibig koy hindi magbabago. Giliw kung minamahal mo siya, Kung ikaw sa piling niya ay liligaya.. Hindi kita pipigilan.. Kahit ako'y masasaktan, Mahal kita ganyan ako.. Kahit na alam ko na Kayo na pala ngayon. 43 Comments

Daddy's Girl Feb 15, 2008 8:53 pm Mood: thankful, 3217 Views A father enters her daughter's bedroom and sees a letter on the bed. With the worst premonition he reads it, with trembling hands: Dearest Dad, It is with great regret and sorrow that I'm telling you that I eloped with my new boyfriend. I found real passion and he is so nice, with all his piercing and tattoos and his big motorcycle. But it's not only that dad, I'm pregnant and Alex said that we will be happy in his trailer in the woods. He wants to have many more children with me and that's one of my dreams. I've learned that marijuana doesn't hurt anyone and we'll be growing it for us and his friends, who are providing us with all the cocaine and ecstasies we may want. In the meantime, we'll pray for science to find a cure for AIDS, so Alex will get better. He deserves it. Don't worry dad, I'm 15 years old now and I know how to take care of myself. Some day I'll visit for you to know your grandchildren. Your daughter, Lia Alyzza PS: Dad, it's not true. I'm at the neighbor's house. I just wanted to show you that there are worse things in life than a report card... that's in my desk drawer. I love you! 17 Comments

Washing away the BITTERNESS Feb 2, 2008 12:50 am Mood: sympathetic, 4407 Views There may be times when we become so miserable and ask ourselves why God allows us to experience unbearable pain. God doesn't delight in our misery. Pain is God's way of purifying us and making us better persons. And when he allows us to experience it, it doesn't mean that he doesn't love us. We may have been destined to love the person who cannot love us back, but that doesn't mean that life ends here. We fell in love with a person who can not be ours, but that doesn't mean there is no one who can be. We have loved and hurt badly, but that doesn't mean the pain will never pass. Everything that happens to us happens for a reason, and as the saying goes, Sometimes the person who makes us happy is the same person who can hurt us and make us cry. It is perfectly alright to feel sorry for losing them, but we cannot be sorry all our lives. It is okay to cry ourselves to sleep at night, but we can not shed our tears for them forever. We cannot cry every night at all our lives. It is okay to think of them when we wake up in the morning. But we cannot let them control our thoughts forever. I guess we have been sorry long enough. We have shown so much regret already. It's over; we have to accept that there could never be any "YOU and ME" anymore. They are gone and have moved on with their lives. We have to realize that we should not allow ourselves to be left behind following their shadow. We have to move on and find our own happiness, even if it means not being with them. Let us always remember that love isn't love if doesn't hurt. And it is better to be hurt by love than not to be hurt because we were too afraid to love. The only way to move on is to accept reality. And it will help if us let the pain love has brought us make a stronger person, and let the tears that we cried wash away the bitterness and misery in our hearts. ..HAPPY VALENTINES DAY.. 74 Comments

..YOU and I.. Feb 1, 2008 1:01 am Mood: shocked, 3621 Views Shadows dancing on the sand, a man and women walk hand in hand. They watch the moon dance in the sky, then watch the stars twinkle in each other's eyes. They hear the waves crash on the shore, then, just silence... and nothing more. The horizon, so beautiful, The breeze, so shy, as the new day ascends into the sky. The only people who matter, Are you and I.. I just want to keep you happy till time flies away, I hope you'll let me do this, please always stay. We will climb mountains and swim across any sea, Just you and me girl, HAPPY ANNIVERSARY! 14 Comments

YOU and ME Jan 30, 2008 3:59 am Mood: powerful, 3858 Views That very first night we talked on the phone, I never knew then I'd never be alone. You're always with me even when we're apart, Because you take up so much room inside my heart. You look past all my flaws as if they were not there, You've helped me through so much because you truly care, When I start to wonder what fate has in store for me, I look into your eyes, where the future I can see. Even as we grow old, one thing will remain the same, All the love we share will still burn a passionate flame. We've had our ups and downs, yet our love proves strong, As long as we have each other, nothing can go wrong. When I close my eyes, I see your loving face, And when I go to sleep, I dream of your embrace. When things look bad and life goes astray, You always know just what to say. When we pull each other close and hold each other tight, You tell me that you love me and make everything all right.. 20 Comments

There She Was Jan 28, 2008 2:33 am Mood: amused, 4190 Views When I first saw her, She took my breath away. Her mesmerizing beauty, I couldn't understand. She had eyes of a color unknown to me, And hair smoother than silk. My words couldn't describe, The angel I've just seen. She had a sexy voice, Hard to resist. And a pair of lips, You just want to kiss. She's an angel in disguise, She's the queen of my heart. To her I want to pledge, My entire life. There she was... The woman of my dreams, A sight I couldn't believe. A woman like her is hard to forget, And that's why I'll always remember, ..When I first saw her.. 36 Comments

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